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Dominique

Chapter 7

Chapter 07

i must have dozed off.  Next thing i knew my Master sat on me!  It was quite
memorable.  He must have climbed over me as i slept.  i awoke with His black
leather clad ass right in front of my face!  i giggled and said, "That's quite a
view there Sir," and went to smack His smooth muscular butt. 

But i couldn't! Andrew had pinned my arms under His calves and all i could do
was slap the outside of His thighs.  Which i most certainly did!

"Oohhh let me up!!!  Sir!  W/we have to have breakfast!!!"

He somehow rocked from side to side and pulled hard at the silk bedsheet.  i
gasped as He exposed my body to the cool air.  i struggled fruitlessly and
continued to beg Him to get off me.  But Andrew knows when i can take more.  One
time He tickled me all over with a feather and i was giggling and squirming
uncontrollably until He stopped.  God the sex was amazing after that.

i was just about to beg Him not to tickle me again when He pulled open my thighs
and squirted something warm all over my shaved pussy.  When His fingers touched
me and firmly began to massage it in, i knew it was oil.  my conviction was soon
confirmed as the heady aroma of patchouli and musk wafted through my senses. 

i groaned as His fingers spread and coated me, opening and closing me and
getting into every nook and cranny.  i tried to put my feet flat on the bed to
push my ass at His fingers but somehow He held me and tightened His grip.  He
had one of my legs hooked behind his shoulder, and i don't know how He had the
other one.  All i could see was His ass...  i wondered briefly if i could bite
it!

 God, i couldn't even do that!  When i tried, He deftly hooked His foot over my
shoulder and pushed me back on the bed with a thud.  i was breathing harder and
started beating on His thighs again and squirming harder.

"Oh no you don't you little vixen." Andrew bit me on the inside of my thigh,
right next to my pussy. i yelped and stopped beating on Him straight away!  i
still kept wriggling and protesting though, until He pushed something into me.

"Ohhh Sirrr... what are You doing?" 

i wasn't sure what it was at first.  It was definitely plastic... or latex.  He
pushed it up inside me and i felt like i had a golfball inside me.  Suddenly
that thing started humming and i went nuts!  i was bucking and trying to get
free of His grip.  my breath was so ragged and my muscles felt so hard and
tense.  But i couldn't move!  Then, oh my god!  He started swirling His thick
long tongue around my clit and He started slapping my ass.  Oh my god!!!  i
heard His muffled voice cursing that there was no room, but god the smacks were
just right, and right over my asshole too! 

Then i heard a click and that buzzing ball inside me shot up a notch.  i thought
i was going to cum straight away!  But to cum i need to thrash about and flex my
body.  i was going mad and my ass was starting to smart.  i really needed to
buck my hips!

 i did the next best thing and moaned really loud! 

"Oooooooooohhhhhh...."

Then click! and that maddening ball took off again to new heights! The
vibrations were so hard they came right through my pussy walls and attacked my
clit. The same clit my Master had taken between His teeth and was gently
crushing!   It was too much and i grunted twice then my body spasmed and my hips
jerked at my Master's mouth.   my pubic bone banged into His face and He rolled
off me.  Suddenly i was free and i flew!  i was cumming so hard!  my hands
covered my crotch and my thighs closed around them.  i bucked my hips and
straightened my legs alternately.  my eyes rolled back in my head and i screamed
out in pleasure!

"Aahhhhhhhhhhh jesssuuussssssssssssssss!!!!!!!!!  Ohh fuck ohh fuckk fuckkkk
yessssssssssssss....."

i still had shocks going through my body but my thighs slowly relaxed as my
Master adjusted down the controls of His new toy.

"Mmmmmmmmmmmm mmmmm thankyou Sirrrr.... mmmmmmmmmmm..."  i grinned and fell back
onto the bed spent.  i scratched the back of His arm lightly.  He was sitting on
the side of the bed facing away from Me.  He turned toward me and He was holding
His mouth.  He took His hand away and oh wow what a nice fat lip!   i must have
a very firm pubic bone!!

"Oh my god! Sir?!!!  Did i do that??? Oh i'm so sorry!"

"Shhhh, it was not intentional.  I never knew you had such strength possum!" 
When He grinned at me He said "Owww!" and His hand went to His mouth.  i pulled
myself upright and kissed His fat lip softly. 

"Just for that you will be wearing these until I say otherwise possum."  He held
out His hand and smiled at me.

"Mmmm thankyou Sir." i replied as i immediately recognised my Ben Wah Balls held
in His hand. 

"Take the Egg out first pet," He winked.

He handed the Balls to me and W/we both watched as i slid the Egg out with a pop
and handed it to Him.

"W/we'll be having lot's of fun with this toy pet."  He cleaned  the Egg with
the towel He had wiped Hs hands on and put it in His pocket.

"Oh yes, i can just imagine Sir!" 

 i laid back and slid one Ben Wah into me then the other.  He passed me the
towel and i cleaned myself up a bit.

"All done Sir!"

"Not yet pet..."

"Yes Sir?"

"How about putting on your bikini bottoms, the high cut ones and a nice tight
tshirt - you can pick it out."

"I know just which one Sir!"  i giggled and bounced around like a schoolgirl.  i
love dressing up for Andrew, and it's soooo easy.  One thing i *don't* miss, is
trying to decide what to wear... and how many women could say their men know
every garment they own?  Not many i bet!

In moments i was ready to face Sunday morning pastries in the backyard. 

"Good girl! Let's go eat!"

"Yes Sir!"  i replied military fashion and W/we smiled at each other.

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Andrew had passed me the television guide and i was reading some rubbish about
Harrison Ford.  i really love being outside.  Most of the time Andrew lets me
sit with Him at the setting.  He tells me to get my outdoor cushion if He wants
me kneeling.  Today i was sitting with Him and it was nice.  i wondered if that
was alright...

"Sir?"

"Yes pet?"

"May i speak formally with You please Sir?"

"Go ahead dominique..."

"Well, um, your pet has a confession to make Sir."

"Can it not wait dominique?  you know W/we are expecting guests."

"Well um Sir... yes Sir, of course it can."

" 'Yes Sir' would be fine dominique, unless your confession is urgent."  Maybe
it wasn't a good time.

"No Sir, honestly, it can wait.  This girl just wanted to forewarn you Sir." 

"Alright, W/we'll talk about it once Paul and Lydia have left pet..."

"Paul and Lydia Sir?" i blushed... i was hoping to have Andrew's AND Paul's
attention!

"Speak openly pet." Andrew was onto it.

"Well i was just wondering who Lydia might be Sir, i have not heard You mention
her before."

Andrew nodded.  "Paul met her at a bash recently, apparently T/they hit it off
quite well."

"Will W/we be expecting T/them soon Sir?"

"Yes, pet... T/they should be here shortly."

There was a pause, god, so many questions!  i could hardly contain myself!

"Would You say T/they are an item Sir?"

"Not that it has anything to do with U/us pet, but yes I believe so."

"Well He certainly deserves a good submissive Sir, He is a very good Dom."

Andrew's eyes narrowed as he looked at me. "And what makes you say that
dominique?"

It's funny how Andrew telegraphs His displeasure with me, like a warning. Why
can't i just shut up?

"Well Sir, just Him being a good Friend of Yours and.."

"And?"

"Well i just think He deserves someone who can make Him happy Sir." i was
pleased with what i said.

"Oh really..."

"Um, yes Sir, and i um.. i think it would be nice to have a subby friend who
lives a bit closer than gigi Sir."

"Ahh I see..."

"It's just that, well, sometimes it gets a bit quiet and lonely when You are
overseas on business Sir, and i would dearly love to have a friend, a close
friend, in whom i could confide..."

"Confide?"

"Yes Sir, You know what I mean, like a girlfriend i could go shopping with or.."

"dominique..." He interrupted.

"Um... yes Sir?"

"Don't say "You know what I mean."  I don't know what you mean. And furthermore
I wouldn't ask if I did. "

"i'm sorry Sir, i just meant.."

"you meant you wanted a friend to talk to, to chat with, to share gossip with...
am I right?"

"Well, yes Sir, i suppose so," i smiled hopefully.

"Somehow I don't think Lydia would fit the bill pet.  And in any case, what
makes you think I would condone such a friendship?"

"Sorry Sir?"

"Do you honestly think that a bunch of subbies sitting around drinking cocktails
and sharing intimate details of their relationships is part of this Life pet?"

"All i meant was.."  i was getting tied up in knots, too many thoughts at once.

"This time I know what you meant pet.  you would like Paul to have someone.  A
submissive someone who will bring Him the pleasure you think He deserves."

"Umm.. Yes, Sir."

"And you think you would like this because additionally you might have a friend
who you can share your feelings and secrets with, someone to talk to."

"Yes Sir."

"Do you find O/our communication to be inadequate dominique?"

"Oh gosh... No Sir! Definitely not."

"Then I suppose I am wondering why you believe you need someone in this role in
your life pet."

"It's not that I *need* someone Sir. Not at all. Just that I would *like* it...
that's all."

"Hmmm...  Alright well, I'll think about it...  Perhaps you should have asked Me
first pet."

What had come over me?  What i was *actually* thinking was "god, i'm getting so
horny. Who is Lydia? Oh i can't wait to see Paul!"  Instead all i did was blush
fiercely and tip my eyes to the ground right in front of me.

"Yes, Sir.  i'm so sorry Sir."

"W/we'll talk about this later too."

"Yes, Sir."  And i took my own advice and shut up.

Andrew went back to reading His newspaper.

i returned to sipping my coffee and thinking quietly.  It was mid-morning.  A
beautiful morning.

"Oh and pet..."

"Yes, Sir?"

"Lydia is not a submissive..."

"Really Sir???"  Gosh.  More questions.

Paul is One of Those that has free reign over me.  He has permission from my
Master to use me in any way in which my Master normally would.  That is the
rule.  He is in effect a surrogate Master.  i do as He says, just as i would for
Andrew.  It pleases my Master for me to treat Paul in this way.  To be truthful,
i like submitting to Him.  i smile and blush when i think about it.  He is a bit
of a wild lover.  And not mean like Dean.

While i'm on the subject,  Dean is the other One.  There will be Others.  i am
not too keen on the idea.  It sends waves of fear with only hints of pleasure
through me.  The hairs on my arms and the back of my neck prickle.  i will do it
though.  But it's been three weeks since W/we went to the cabin and there has
been nothing mentioned so i don't think it will be very often.

"possum?"

"Yes, Sir?" i smiled... i love it when He calls me that...

"Be a good girl and go up to the house.  Check that the beers are cold enough. 
If they are not, then put a couple in the freezer.  Also, make up a batch of
margueritas pet.  Keep them chilled...  in fact, I'll come with you and get the
steaks.  C'mon, let's get this show on the road." 

Andrew took my hand and W/we walked up to the house like young lovers.  i
wondered if i was going to need my cushion after Paul and Lydia arrived...

"Sir, will i bring my cushion down to the barbeque when W/we return?... i mean
if Lydia isn't a sub will i be needing one Sir?"

"Oh yes you will certainly need one possum."

"um.. yes Sir."  i bit my lip.  i didn't know how i felt about 'coming out' with
a vanilla person.  She might ask all kinds of silly questions like, "What are
you doing kneeling on the ground dominique, there's a chair right here!" i
giggled to myself, thinking it would be fun to be the shocking one, rather than
the shocked one for a change.

"What's so funny?" asked my Master.

"Well, i think i am in a good mood Sir, i was thinking about how fun it will be
to see Paul again Sir... and then i was thinking it might be embarrassing to be
the only one kneeling..." i giggled again! "But then i was thinking i would like
to see the look on Lydia's face when she sees me kneel in front of you Sir!  Or
in front of Paul!"

Andrew cracked up.  "Oh and I'm sure she will possum!"  He whacked me on the
butt. A playful smack but maybe a touch hard. Maybe i was just imagining it. 
Anyway it made me grab my ass and pout!  Andrew roared with laughter as He
walked down the hall to the cellar door.  In between fits of mirth He managed to
tell me He'd get the beers organised.

"Oh and dominique..." He turned at the door to face me.

"Yes Sir?"

"I hope those Balls aren't bothering you..."

"Oh no Sir,  i... oh dear!"  I looked down and was quite mortified that my
bikini bottoms were sodden with my juices.  

"Drinks first dominique," Andrew said simply.

i passed the mirror on the wall, the same one i had turned to on the first night
alone with Paul.  i stopped in my tracks and turned to face the mirror.  What
was i doing!  i look like a wreck!  Jesus T/they could be here at any minute! 
i've got to get changed and do my hair and ...

DING!! DONG!!

"COULD YOU LET THEM IN POSSUM?" Andrew yelled from the basement.

"YES SIR!" i yelled back before realising it.  Oh my god oh my god. T/they can't
already be here, quick think.  It will be alright i'll think of something.

i unlatched the front door and opened it wide, and the sun streamed in behind
O/our guests. 

"Welcome welcome, please come in, come in...."  i bowed a little and squinted up
into the shadowed faces.

"Oh dominique, you look lovely, do you mind if I just stay here for a moment and
admire you?"

i blushed fiercely and tried to see what Paul's expression was.

"You tease me Sir!  W/we were just out taking some sun and enjoying the morning
and time got away Sir!"

"It's alright dominique, you don't have to explain."  i blushed more and tried
to relax. 

"i'm terribly sorry... You just caught me by surprise Sir... and this must be
Lydia Sir..." i turned to her.  "i am very pleased to meet you Lydia." i smiled
brightly.

"And I am pleased to meet you too dominique, you are just as adorable as Paul
described."

"Well um... thankyou Lydia."  i blushed even harder.  How had Paul described me?

"Go freshen up dominique, I can handle the drinks."

i was so relieved.  i gave Paul my biggest smile.  i flicked my eyes over to
Lydia and looked into the deepest brown eyes i had ever seen.  She was lovely. 
She looked a bit like me actually. Dark hair.  Light skinned.  Slim, attractive. 
i was thinking she might be thirty.  Goodness.

"Oh thankyou Sir. i won't be a minute." i replied truthfully.

i ran up the stairs to my changing room, slipped on a clean bikini bottom and
threw a wrap around my hips.  i can't believe i met them at the door in a tshirt
and stained bikini bottoms.  i bet Andrew didn't tell me when T/they were
arriving on purpose.  Oh He can be so mean! 

I quickly put on some lippy and some mascara.  i ran a brush through my hair as
quick as i could.  i  came rushing down the stairs again and almost barrelled
over my Master!

"Oh my god! Sorry Sir!"

"It's alright pet, no harm done... I take it Paul took over the drinks?"

"Oh yes Sir, i wouldn't have changed without permission Sir."

Andrew offered me His elbow and i slinked my hand around it gratefully.  i
reached up and kissed His cheek.  "Did i ever tell you how wonderful You are to
me?" i asked.

"Sweet possum.  you can tell Me later." He winked at me.

i grinned back and W/we walked arm in arm into the bar area.

"Welcome back dominique," Paul greeted me, "Andrew was just telling U/us how
much of a good time was had by A/all up at Dean's cabin a few weekends back."

"It was certainly an eye-opener Sir, i learned a lot up there."

"Glad to hear it, I was thinking about taking you back up there with Me
sometime."  Paul winked at Andrew! 

i blushed, and looked at Lydia, seeking... something!

"It's alright dominique, I know Paul is fond of you, and has certain... let's
say "rights" over you," she said before continuing, " I don't mind, as long as
you don't get in my way."

"Oooooooo!" said the Men in unison!

i had the distinct impression S/someone wasn't telling me something!  Lydia came
towards me and i held my breath.  She handed me a marguerita and chirped, "Drink
up! The day is young!"

The Men laughed and W/we all smiled and clinked glasses and drank.

I noticed Paul pull Andrew aside and They were talking business or something.  i
was still smiling at Lydia when she leaned into me.

"W/we will have to have a talk later..."

"Yes Lydia,"  Damn my automatic submissive response!

"That's Miss Lydia dominique."

"Yes Miss Lydia."

She stood back from me and smiled at me over Her glass as She sipped from it. 
God.  So what does this all mean?  Doesn't Dom/me go with sub and sub with
Dom/me?  i didn't know Dom could go with Domme...  the image of Lydia whipping
Paul formed itself in my brain.  That can't be right.  It couldn't be...

Andrew turned to me.

"So pet, do you think W/we should adjourn outside and enjoy the sun?"

"Definitely Sir!  It' a beautful day, and it would be a shame to not take
advantage of it."

"Well said!"  Paul agreed.

W/we all looked at Lydia.

"Let's go then, lead the way dominique!"  It was like She knew what to say.

It was a bit disconcerting leading them outside.  i had the feeling They were
talking behind my back.  Where was this going, and why do i always feel so far
out of my depth?  i really had to get a moment alone with Andrew...

Lunch was delicious. The steaks never better, and none of my special salad was
left.  i was also seated at the table.

"Mmmmmm.... this is delicious Andrew!"  Lydia was being effusive.  Paul agreed.

"You are welcome to the best My house has to offer Lydia."  She had obviously
received Andrew's blessing.

"Thankyou kind Sir," She replied and batted Her eyelids at my Master.  i was
getting so confused...

Who was this woman, or Woman, that i am supposed to respect?  No-one has told me
anything! Who does She think She is?  i gasped at my abject lack of grace.  Who
am i to even think about such things!  Where is my grounding... why do i feel so
inadequate around O/others in the Lifestyle?  i have so much to learn...

W/we were finishing O/our lunch and i was going to tidy up.

"dominique leave that til later... be a dear and refresh My drink for Me
please."  i flicked my eyes across to my Master who nodded at me.

"Yes Miss Lydia..."

While i was up pouring Lydia a new drink i could hear Them talking.  Why do i
feel so left out?  Why do i feel the need to be 'in the loop'?  Is it a hangover
from my vanilla days?  What do i do if She wants me... here... now...  And damn
these goddamned Balls!  They're making me weak kneed!  i must concentrate.

"Mmmmm... thankyou dominique, you certainly make a lovely marguerita..."

"Thankyou Miss Lydia, i always try to do my best..."

"Yes... yes... I tend to agree..."

Lydia turned to my Master and addressed Him directly.

"May I speak frankly to Your submissive Andrew?"

"Most certainly... of course Lydia...W/we are all F/friends here..."

She turned back to me and i felt like i was in the spotlight, like a rabbit
caught in headlights...

"dominique...  are you always so informal with guests?"

Goodness... informal?  That's bad right???

"No Miss Lydia, i just thought W/we were ha..."

"Yes having fun, yes, I know..."   i looked quickly at Paul, He just sat there
grinning at me.  "I was wondering if you usually sit at the table actually..."

"i always carry out my Master's wishes Miss."

"Ah, ok... and tell Me, do you feel... comfortable... sitting at the table with
Us?"

"Yes Miss, i like it.  i like to feel like i am part of what is happening rather
than apart from it."

"Would you say it was your preference?"

i looked across at Andrew... He had folded His arms but His face was
expressionless.

"Yes Miss Lydia..."

"Interesting..."  she continued,  "you should know I don't particularly like
female submissives dominique."

"Oh... i'm sorry Miss," i responded less than intelligently.

"I have always been drawn to male subs, but recently I have had a couple of bad
experiences, that I needn't go into."

i was fascinated.  i simply listened.  Lydia sipped again at Her marguerita.

"you are very attractive, and you look so much like Me. I only wish Paul had
warned Me just how much... " She squeezed His knee.  "There is something
symmetrical about you and I..."

"Thankyou Miss," i responded, thinking the pressure was off.

"It is not necessarily a good thing dominique..."

"i'm sorry Miss, perhaps i could go and put my hair up or..."

"No, no!  That won't do at all, in fact..." She turned to Paul... can I have a
word with You Darling?"

"Sure,"  He replied, "I need to take a leak anyway, come with Me."

"Ok but just a moment, I wanted to tell dominique one more thing..."  She turned
back to me.

"dominique..."

"Yes Miss Lydia?"  i turned my eyes to Her.

 "...as I said... apart from being amusing, I don't usually find female
submissives particularly attractive at all...."

i was back staring at the ground in front of me, wondering what the hell was
going on.

"But I've had a wonderful idea..."

i didn't know what to say.  Lydia shook her head slowly side to side
incredulously.

"...it's almost like looking in a mirror... "

All three of Them were looking at me.  i felt my subspace closing around me.  i
turned my eyes to my Master.  He quite clearly mouthed the words "She is One." 
i turned my gaze back to Her clear large brown eyes.

"Miss Lydia?"

"Yes, dominique?"

"If.. if it would please You Miss Lydia...  i will do anything You tell me
to..."  i smiled hopefully.   She gave me a beautiful smile in return.

"Thankyou dominique, I can assure you, you will enjoy what I have in mind..."

Lydia stood abruptly and took Paul's hand in Hers and pulled Him to His feet. 
He gave U/us His handsome crooked smile and told U/us They would be back
shortly.

i looked back to my Master.  i wanted to ask Him if this was what He wanted.  If
i was being good...  i'd do it, i'd do anything to please Him...  i just wanted
Him to know.

And He did the most precious thing.  He got to His feet, offered me His hand,
and helped me to my feet.  He walked backwards to His chair,  and i of course
followed Him as He held my hand.  Then He put out His arms offering me a hug.  i
moved into Him and felt the warm comfort of His beating heart in my ear as i
laid my cheek on His chest and felt His arms envelop me.  He picked me up
effortlessly and in one motion, swept me into His lap and sat down again.

i nuzzled His neck and pulled myself tighter to Him and whispered in His ear.

"Thankyou so much Sir... i really needed this..."

"My pleasure possum... always My pleasure..."

"Mmmmmm yes Sirrr,"  i smiled and paused, softly scratching the back of His
neck.  "...Sir if i may speak candidly for a moment..."

"Certainly pet, go ahead..."

"i am having a million different thoughts at the moment Sir, not all of them
good either Sir."

"W/we will have a long talk later pet, thrash things out if you like.  I haven't
forgotten you wanted to make a confession too."

"That's right, yes...  thankyou Sir, i need to do that..."

"Ok, but for now pet, just play along.  As I informed you, there would be
Others.  It would both amuse Me and please Me to see where this is going.  But
first things first...  remove your Ben Wah's pet."

"Now Sir?"

"Do you really need Me to answer that?"

"No Sir... of course not...  sorry Sir."  i stepped back from Him and removed my
wrap and put it over my shoulder.  i bent over to watch what i was doing and
pulled my again saturated bikini bottoms aside.  i  tugged on the nylon 'string' 
protruding from between my lips. W/we both watched as my pussy flowered open.  i
held my breath then sighed as one Ball popped out, followed by the other. 

"Don't touch your pussy pet."

"Ok  Sir."  i snapped my wet bikini bottoms back in place.  my aroused and
pouting lips were thick and bulging against the material.  I brought my wrap
back around my hips.

i thought i'd be cute and hung my Balls off the end of my fingers, put my other
hand on my hip, and thrust provocatively at my Master.  When i went to look up
at Him as sexily as i could, i saw all three of Them standing there looking at
me.   i gasped!

Lydia stood between Them. 

This is not my day.  God and all i wanted was to make a good impression.  To
somehow show Paul how much i ...

"I bet you think you're a good submissive don't you."

It was Lydia.  She sounded like a right bitch.  i think i even narrowed my eyes
at her.

"No Miss."  i spat back.  God i even sounded sarcastic.  She took a step towards
me and slapped me across the face!

"DON"T YOU THINK I HAVE THE AUTHORITY TO BERATE YOU YOU FUCKING WHORE!!!"

i was aghast!!!  i held my cheek in one hand, my mouth agape!  i looked
pleadingly at Andrew! 

She can't talk to me like that - surely! 

Paul!  Paul rescue me!

Her words rang in the silence. 

Neither of Them were going to help me.  Andrew looked stunned and Paul sure
looked surprised.

But They were both looking at me - not Her!

i looked back at Lydia.  God i can't believe i reacted like that.  Why didn't i
just answer submissively?  i dropped to my knees.  Why couldn't i have just said
"No Miss," softly, and submitted to Her.  i looked pleadingly up into Lydia's
eyes.  Stupid stupid stupid.  i could feel my hand covering my mouth.  my
fingers felt cold.  The grass felt cold under my knees.

"i am so sorry Miss Lydia.  i cannot explain my incredible stupidity and
insolent beha.."

"Get up."  She was speaking just above a whisper, it was menacing.

"Miss i .. i mean i don't..."

"This is what I was talking about..."

Lydia had turned to Paul.

Paul was looking from Her to me, then back to Her and nodding.  Paul looked
across the front of Lydia to get Andrew's attention. 

"What do You think?"

"Yes, i tend to agree," was Andrew's response.

He looked back to me.  And He spoke.

"dominique..." i knew not to speak, i just looked at Him and felt a tear of
intense humiliation trickle down my cheek.  "How long have you been here pet?"

i cleared my throat and spoke softly.

"Almost 15 months Sir."

"Do you have any comprehension of what is going on here?"

"i feel as though i am being judged Sir, and i have failed."  i stifled the
spasm of a sob in my throat and another tear squeezed itself out of my eye.  i
wanted to wipe it away but my arms wouldnt move.

"You are going about failing the right way dominique, but no you haven't failed. 
you have in fact reacted pretty much as i thought you would.  So in a sense you
have pleased Me."

my arms worked and i wiped away the tears. i didn't feel like smiling and i just
listened.

"you have demonstrated exactly what I have spoken to Paul about.  A certain
reluctance, a questionable depth of submission to My decisions.  I know you
submit to Me when W/we are alone.  I don't doubt that you feel you give Me
everything you can give.  I also know you have doubts about yourself and that
you justify what you do and allow to be done to you."

It was like listening to my own conscience.

"your sense of self importance is over-inflated dominique.  When challenged you
act like a princess, expecting to be rescued.  And I think you feel a sense of
"ownership" of this space.  Like you belong here, and Lydia doesn't.  I think
you have been trying desperately to mask your jealousy of Lydia since She
arrived pet."

"Yes Sir."  i tried to stop my eyes tearing up again.

"I think you are more attracted to Paul than you have been willing to tell Me." 
i blushed at His words.  He was right!  "I think you have been less than honest
with how you really feel about a lot of things dominique."

i opened my mouth to speak but He shook His head no.

"Apart from last night, how long has it been since I told you to wear My Collar
dominique?"

"Sir?"

"How long?"

"i'm not sure Sir, a couple of weeks?"

"Haven't you wondered why?"

"No Sir, i haven't really thought about it Sir, its just in the drawer by the.."

"Be quiet dominique."

"Yes Sir."

"you see precious one... the Collar should mean more to you.  Day after day
after day you have worn it.  I stop having you wear it and you hardly notice. 
The significance was lost on you."

"Please can i wear it Sir.  i didn't realise i could wear it whenever i wanted!"

"What are you talking about?"

"i'm sorry Sir, i'm sorry i didn't say anything.  i didnt think!"

"Think now dominique!"

"i HAVE missed it Sir, i've missed it so much!  i keep hoping You will ask me to
wear it but things happen and i just find myself not thinking about it."  i felt
like i wasn't making sense.

"Sir, please, please may i get it?"

He paused.  I could feel Their eyes on me.

"If you earn it."

"i'll do anything Sir."

They all looked at each Other.  Then back at me.

"dominique... I would like you to meet kate."  'Lydia' stepped forward and
leaned down and kissed me on the cheek. 

"i'm sorry i was so mean before," she whispered in my ear.

i swallowed and kept my jaw from dropping.

she stepped back and smoothly knelt beside Paul, clutching His leg, stroking His
thigh absentmindedly and smiling at me.  her eyes sparkled.

"Yes, kate is quite the actress...  she is also Paul's submissive...  she has
returned to Him after a long absence.  It is His and her desire to stay together
and Paul has collared her.  This whole day was been somewhat of a setup I am
afraid precious."

"i don't understand Sir."

"Well pet, kate here wanted to explore her dominant side and I wanted to see how
deep your feelings for Paul were, and Paul agreed.  I think all in all most
questions have been answered."

I bowed my head.  "i'm so sorry Sir."

"All except one......"



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