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Andrea's Story
I woke from a deep
satisfying sleep to find myself wrapped in the arms of my lover. Well, maybe
I’m overdoing it a bit, one night of sex, however fantastic, does not make for
a full blown relationship but it was so good to wake up in someone’s arms again
after all those years of sleeping alone. Although it was well gone nine-o-clock
Jan was still sleeping soundly; I knew from our six weeks of sharing the house
that she was not an early riser, especially on a Sunday. As I lay there I
thought over the events of the previous night and I began to have serious
doubts about exactly what we were going to do next. Did I want to take this
further? Did Jan? Was I just a notch on her bedpost? Was this morning going to
be a case of thanks, but no thanks; we'd had our fun but that was it? And, if
she did want take this further, was this what I wanted? It wasn’t as if I had
started any old relationship; If I was going to get involved in a lesbian
affair what would on earth would my friends and family think? I couldn’t keep
it hidden from them forever, nor, if I were serious about it, should I want to,
but I could imagine the fuss that my parents would make. However, at that
moment, I was just too damn happy to let these thoughts bother me too much. If
there were problems ahead, well, I'd deal with them later, it had been far, far
too long since I had woken up like this and I determined to enjoy the moment to
the full.
I looked over at Jan. She
lay on her back and her breasts, rising and falling as she breathed, were just
crying out to be kissed. Before the previous night I’d never felt this way
about another woman’s body but Jan's breasts, whilst not particularly large,
are firm, pert and eminently kissable, so it just seemed like the natural thing
to do. I leaned over and, trying not to wake her up, suckled gently, I felt
safe, at peace with myself, enjoying the soft warmth of her skin against mine.
There's something very comforting about a woman's body, so much softer, more
welcoming than a man's. She looked really pretty, lying there sleeping, and, if
it weren't that I didn’t want to wake Jan, I would have kissed her all over,
savoring every inch of her firm young flesh.
The more my lips kissed
the more her nipple swelled beneath them. Jan might be dead to the world but my
kisses were obviously having the desired effect. However her slumbers couldn’t
last forever and, after a while, she snuffled gently and rolled towards me,
stretched her arms and gathered me in, hugging me close. With my head now held
firmly to her breast, and no longer being afraid of waking Jan, I could let my
hands wander, feeling the gentle curve of her hips, the silky skin of her
tummy, the first few wiry hairs of her pubic bush. The more she awoke the more
she responded, returning my caresses, hugging me closer. Then her hands moved
to my head and pushed firmly, but not roughly, downwards. After last night I
knew what she wanted and I needed no second urging. I slid down until I was at
the foot of the bed and my head was where it belonged, between the thighs of my
Mistress, worshiping at the centre of her pleasure.
Even as my tongue eased
the folds of skin apart, searching inside her, I could tell that she was ready
for me. I could taste that wonderful earthy taste that I had only discovered
for the first time last night; the taste of an aroused woman. At first I just
ran my tongue along the edges, opening her up like a flower but I soon settled
down to concentrate on her clitoris; little flicks at first, brushing gently
against the tip, and then settling down into a steady rhythm. The more the tip
of my tongue flicked from side to side the more her juices flowed, the more her
clitoris hardened, pushing out to meet me. Just twelve hours ago I had never
done this, never even dreamed of doing this, but, here, worshiping my Mistress,
being the source of her pleasure, making her feel like the goddess I adored,
seemed so normal that I would wish to serve her in this way for as long as she
would have me.
My tongue was doing its
stuff and I could feel the muscles in Jan’s thighs tensing and her hands,
resting on my head, gripped tighter. I responded by increasing the pressure of
my tongue, still keeping the steady rhythm, still pushing her irresistibly up
the slope towards her orgasm. Once, twice, three times I could feel her crest a
wave of pleasure, but each time I held steady, pushing her higher until,
suddenly, her whole body tensed, her hands gripped my hair forcing me hard into
her groin.
“Oh, yes. Oh, yes, Oh
that’s so good, don’t stop, don’t stop, Oh my God! Oh my God! Yes!!” Jan cried
out as her climax peaked and, pushing me away she rolled over clutching the
pillow.
For a moment or two we
just lay there, getting or breath back; me crouched at the foot of the bed with
Jan curled up in the middle. Then Jan lay back and stretched.
“Hmm, you certainly know
how to wake me up nicely.” She purred. “Now, how about some coffee?”
“Certainly. I'm on my
way.” Smiling contentedly, I got to my feet and went over to the door and
reached for my dressing gown, hanging on its hook.
“Oh, no. You don't need
that.” Jan ordered. “It's perfectly warm enough and you're fine as you are. Oh,
and shouldn't you have called me 'Mistress'?”
“Of course, Mistress. I'm
sorry, Mistress.” So that was how it was going to be today; the games weren’t
over. I hurried downstairs to make coffee wondering excitedly what Jan had in
store for me.
Hmm… There may be better ways to wake up than
by having your nipple kissed by a woman who obviously adores you, but I haven’t
found any yet! For a few minutes I just lay there, letting the day come into
focus and letting the growing tingle in my breast wake a sister tingle in my
groin, but, after a while, I wanted more so I rolled towards her and pulled her
in tight. That was all the encouragement Andrea needed and, not only did her
kissing grow more urgent, more intense, but her hands started to wander,
caressing my waist, my thighs, my tummy, in fact everywhere she could reach.
For a moment or two I thought about starting a full-blown session but I was
still only half awake and I needed my coffee so I decided to keep it short and
sweet.
I pushed Andrea’s head gently downwards and she
got the message, sliding down the bed, pushing the duvet out of the way, until
her face was nestled neatly in my groin. Despite her lack of experience Andrea
was pretty nimble with her tongue and in moments she was lapping away like a
good’un.
As I lay back and enjoyed the sensations I
wondered idly exactly where we were going with this. Living in the same house
made life a little more complex, I certainly couldn’t just show her the door as
I had done with so many before. Furthermore I wasn’t entirely sure I wanted to.
Andrea was a little needy but she was sweet and kind and, it had to be said,
I’d found the role of the stern Mistress more than a bit exciting. As long as
we didn’t let things get out of hand I’d play along for a while at least. After
all, I didn’t want to lose the house share.
Another thing I was definitely keen not to lose
was Andrea’s willing tongue. Her steady, insistent rhythm was breaking through
my reverie and I could feel myself starting to come. I lay back contentedly and let the delicious waves wash through me. Again and again my
body tensed and relaxed as my pleasure peaked and receded, but each time Andrea
held on, keeping the rhythm, pushing me higher. My whole body seemed centred on
my groin, on the steady flick, flick, flick of Andrea’s tongue against my clit,
and, in the end, the rhythm took me, lifted me up and washed me away in a
glorious effervescent whirl until I could take no more and I surrendered to my
pleasure.
When I came back down again Andrea was still
kneeling at the foot of the bed, smiling sweetly, looking delectable; to think
that I had written her off as plain and dowdy. But what I needed, more than anything else at that moment was coffee so,
slipping into Mistress mode, I ordered it from my slave. Andrea hadn’t quite
realized that, as far as I was concerned, we hadn’t stopped playing but a
gentle reminder and she quickly acquiesced. As she scuttled downstairs I lay
back in a contented haze and thought about some plans for the day. I’d got some
ideas from my research on the web but I was still, basically, pretty new to all
this. Andrea, by her own admission, was a pain slut but, and she’d mentioned
this several times, she also got off on bondage and humiliation, and it was the
humiliation bit that interested me.
I was still ruminating over the possibilities
when Andrea returned with a tray set for coffee and toast for one. She cleared
some space on the bedside table, put the tray down, curtsied sweetly and poured
me a cup. I sat up and reached for the life-giving beverage as Andrea waited
patiently beside the bed.
“So, do you have a vibrator?” I asked.
“Yes, Mistress. It’s in the draw of my bedside
table.”
“Well, what are you waiting for? Fetch it out
and let me see.” Andrea opened the draw of her bedside table and rummaged
around for a bit. Eventually she pulled out one of those ‘rabbit’ style vibrators
and handed it to me. I flicked the switch and checked that there was plenty of
life in the batteries.
“Right, I want you to show me how you use it.
Get up on the bed and kneel facing me.” I could see that Andrea was reluctant
but she did as she was told and I passed the vibrator back to her.
“Now, you’re going to give me a show; something
for me to enjoy whilst I have my breakfast. Let’s see how a horny slut like you
loves her vibrator.”
Andrea switched the vibrator on to a low level,
reached down and opened herself up, and, holding the vibrator point downwards,
started stroking herself up and down. I helped myself to some toast and
marmalade and sat back to watch the show, making encouraging comments from time
to time. As I watched Andrea’s movements became more directed, more focused,
the tip of the vibrator centred on her clitoris.
Her eyes were getting that far away look and, from time to time, she’d give
little gasps of pleasure.
“You like doing that, don’t you? You like
playing with yourself. I bet a randy tramp like you is at it all the time,
aren’t you?”
“No, Mistress, only occasionally.”
“Don’t lie to me. I know your sort, all prim
and proper on the outside but, as soon as you’re alone in your bed, out comes
the vibrator and it’s rub, rub, rub, up and down, scratching that horny itch of
yours. I bet you want to feel it inside you, I’m not sure it’s big enough to
fill a gaping cunt like yours. Go on; shove it in, all the way in.”
I knew my taunting had been getting to Andrea
by the look on her face, not to mention the glistening juices seeping from her
pussy, but I hadn’t realized just how much she’d been turned on. She tilted the
vibrator forward and, with one smooth movement slid it deep inside her until
the ‘rabbit’ bit was pushed against her clitoris.
“That’s what you wanted all along, isn’t it?”
“Yes, Mistress. Thank you, Mistress.” Andrea’s
breath was coming in short gasps.
“So what did you want? Tell me.”
“Please, Mistress, I wanted my vibrator inside
me.”
“Where inside you? Be specific.”
“In my… In my… In my pussy, Mistress.”
“Sluts like you don’t have pussies, they have
cunts. Now tell me properly.”
“I wanted my vibrator in my… in my… in my
CUNT!”
“Ok, that’s enough.” I reached across, pushed
her hand out of the way, grabbed the vibrator and took it from her. Andrea
looked at me with her puppy dog eyes full of tears and frustration. Her lip
quivered and she struggled to keep control.
“Come on, it’s late and we’ve got some shopping
to do. We’ll share a shower, that way I can keep an eye on you. I don’t want
you playing with yourself once my back is turned.” I brushed the toast crumbs
off the bed, got up and, taking Andrea by the hand, led her to the en-suite.
I dashed
downstairs to make coffee, it was more than a little strange fussing around in
the kitchen stark naked but, with the way things were, it added to the growing
air of eroticism and was giving me a constant tingle of excitement. As I washed
up the dishes from the night before I was aware that I was in front of the
uncurtained kitchen window. Who knows whether someone in the flats opposite
could see across, whether I was flaunting myself before them. Whilst the
percolator bubbled away I grabbed a cup of instant for myself. If I were to
play the willing slave then I couldn’t be drinking coffee at the same time as
my Mistress. I popped a couple of slices of granary in the toaster at the same
time in an attempt to see if I could please her by anticipating her wishes. The
coffee finally ready I took the tray upstairs to see what she would do next.
I’m not sure what I was expecting, a little light spanking, perhaps, or
maybe some bondage games. What I was not prepared for was what she demanded. I
admitted to having a vibrator, what woman doesn’t, and in no time she had me
kneeling on the bed, my thighs wide open, showing my all, and playing with
myself.
I guess that, after the previous night’s behaviour, it might sound
strange when I say how difficult that was for me. I come from a very
conventional family, my parents were strict churchgoers, and, through all my
childhood I had been taught that ‘good girls’ don’t flaunt themselves. My
mother, a complete prude, had frowned on short skirts and had given me a sound
spanking when she found me and Billy from next door, aged six, playing doctors
and nurses. Now here I was, having to display myself in the most lewd fashion
possible, and masturbate, surely the most private of acts, in front of another
person. It would have been much easier if I had been tied up; at least then I
could say I was being forced to do it, but the only thing forcing me was the
look in Jan’s eyes and my desire to serve.
The conflict between my strict upbringing, and the growing lust inside
me was a powerful thrill. The deep knowledge that I was being a ‘naughty girl’,
the embarrassment of my brazen behaviour and my obvious excitement, not to
mention the vibrator working between my thighs was an intoxicating mix. All the
while Jan was taunting me in the foulest possible language, language that,
under normal conditions would have appalled me, but was just perfect for the
shameless way in which I was behaving.
Urged on by Jan I slid the vibrator inside me, deep, deep inside me,
filling me up. The little contraption on the side fitted perfectly against my
clitoris and I was having trouble staying upright. I was torn between the
desire to rip it out, to refuse to continue, and my growing desire to climax.
Then Jan demanded that I tell her where the vibrator was, and to use the
language of the gutter. I never used the ‘c’ word, I hated its vulgarity, and
now she was demanding.... I had to… I couldn’t… I had to… I couldn’t…
“I wanted my vibrator in my… in my… in my CUNT!” I
almost screamed the words as they were forced out of me. But I was so close, so
close; I was a slut, a shameless, loose, immoral, slut, a slut with a
cunt! A hot throbbing cunt that just had to come…
And then she snatched the vibrator away.
I could barely contain the emotions that washed within
me. I was nearly crying with frustration, of having my orgasm so cruelly
snatched away. The look on Jan’s face told me that no amount of begging, no
amount of pleading would be of any use so, pulling myself together as best I
could, I followed her into the en-suite to shower and get ready.
All the time we were in the en-suite I could feel Jan
watching me, even when I used the toilet, and this constant scrutiny was
reinforcing the feeling of being controlled. It was as if everything I did was
being marked, was I pleasing her? Was I doing it right? Jan seemed so
comfortable naked in front of me; in comparison I was a bundle of nerves.
Eventually, clean and dry, it was time to get dressed and that’s when Jan’s
full disapproval came to the fore. I reached for my knickers draw and picked up the first pair that came to hand.
Jan snatched them away from me and held them at arms length.
“Did I give you permission to wear panties?” she
demanded.
“Err… No, no you didn’t.” I mumbled, taken aback.
“What did you say?” Jan snapped.
“I’m sorry, Mistress. No, Mistress, you didn’t give me
permission to wear panties.”
Jan went to my knickers draw and emptied it, hurling
the contents onto to floor.
“Your underwear is boring, boring, boring. I’ve known
grannies who wear sexier panties than you do, and these bras, honestly! I never
want to see you wearing these, or any like these, ever again. Anyway, you won’t
be wearing any underwear today; slut slaves like you should be open and
accessible. Stay right there, I’m choosing what clothes you’re wearing.” She went
over to the wardrobe and flung open the doors.
“God. Look at this stuff.” She exclaimed riffling
through my clothes. “Do you like looking like a librarian? Haven’t you got
anything that’s sexy?”
Item after item was taken from my wardrobe, briefly
examined and dumped in two piles on the bed, one I would be allowed to keep
‘for now’, and the other to go to Oxfam. Eventually she picked out a loose
cotton summer dress.
“This will have to do. Put it on and then tidy this
pig sty.” Jan gestured with her hand at the piles of clothing on the bed and on
the floor. “I won’t be a moment.”
Leaving me in a tiz Jan went to her room to get
dressed returning five minutes later dressed in her normal weekend attire of
jeans, a tee shirt and trainers and carrying a large leather shoulder bag.
“That’s better. Now come on, we’re off to Brent Cross
to sort you out a new wardrobe. Something a bit more suited to you role.” She
took me by the hand and led me out of the house.
Despite the appalling service you get from London
buses on a Sunday we got to Brent Cross just as the shops opened at twelve.
When we entered the main concourse we didn’t head for the shops. Instead Jan
led me straight for the ladies toilets and bundled me into a stall.
“Take that dress off and give it to me, come on, I
haven’t got all day.” Although Jan kept
her voice down her tone was hard and demanding.
For a moment or two I looked at her, amazed at what
she had asked. “Look, I’m not sure about this, it’s a bit public. What… what
are you going to do to me?”
“You’ll find out in good time and I’m getting fed up
with my orders being questioned. Now, are you going to do as you are told, or
do I need to punish you?”
Our eyes locked. I’m taller and older than Jan but her
resolute stare bored into me. Despite the army of butterflies in my stomach,
despite my serious concerns about what she was demanding in this public place,
the last shreds of my resistance crumbled and I looked down in shame and
started to take off my dress.
“Of course, Mistress. I’m sorry Mistress.” I mumbled
as I fumbled awkwardly with the zipper. It wasn’t going to be easy in the
confined space
Once I was naked I looked up to see Jan holding out
her hand. I passed her my dress and she bundled it up into a ball and stuffed
it in her shoulder bag.
“Shoes as well.” I slipped them off and handed them to
her. They followed the dress into the bag.
“Perfect. Now just you wait here. Oh, and you won’t be
needing this either” Without another word Jan scooped up my handbag, opened the
door of the stall and slipped out. As quick as I could I closed the door behind
her hoping no one had seen me.
I sat down on the toilet seat, more than a little
scared. Here I was, locked in a stall in the Brent Cross ladies toilets, stark
naked, and without a clue what Jan had in store for me. I didn’t even know how
long she was going to leave me there or even if she were going to come back.
Wild, uncontrolled doubts raced through my mind. Surely she would come back. Of
course she would come back. She wouldn’t just leave me like this, would she? Please,
Jan, please don’t leave me!
The minutes dragged by.
Whilst we were showering I could feel the next part of my plan coming
together. Mostly I wanted to encourage, by force if necessary, Andrea to get a
whole new wardrobe. I know only too well how important image is, not just to
the outside world, but also to one’s self-confidence. If only I could get
Andrea out of those middle-aged school maam clothes and into something decent
then I’m sure she would blossom. On a far more wicked note I was intrigued by
the possibilities of playing Mistress and slave in public. Nothing too overt,
heaven knows I didn’t want to get arrested, but something reasonably subtle
would rock the foundations of Miss Prim-and-Propper’s world, shake her up and,
hopefully, give us both a thrill. Fortunately my recent success with the
McMillan contract had earned me a nice bonus that month and I was feeling
flush. Thank heavens that Britain has finally struggled into the modern world and
Sunday shopping is possible, so it’s was time to hit the Brent Cross mall and
see what we could find.
Whilst we were showering I kept my distance and a stern eye on Andrea.
Normally a shared shower is a time for intimate and deliciously soapy cuddles but
I wanted to reinforce my ‘Mistress’ status and I could see that she felt
uncomfortable with me staring at her. In particular, when she used the toilet,
I stood in front of her with my hands on my hips. Her puppy dog eyes were
pleading for some privacy and I could see that it was really getting to her.
More and more I was finding that the key to Andrea’s fantasy was to play
against her normal, uptight, image. The more I forced this quiet reserved
little mouse to behave like a brazen strumpet, the more she got her thrills
from being ‘naughty’.
As she got dressed I made my first attack on her wardrobe. For Pete’s
sake, she was in her thirties, not her seventies, and most of it just had to
go. First off was her underwear, God knows where she’d found the set she’d worn
the previous night as the rest of her stuff could not have been more frumpy.
Anyway, going knickerless was all part of the plan for that afternoon. I know
it’s a bit of a cliché but I’d guess that it would be the first time she’d gone
without knickers since forever so it would reinforce her submissive role and,
on a practical note, it would make things much easier later.
I made a similar, if less drastic, cull of her main wardrobe. It wasn’t
quite as bad as her knickers draw but it took quite a while to find what I
wanted. Whilst I was searching I noticed a schoolgirl outfit tucked away at the
back, but that’s not really my scene and it had too many links with her ex. I’d
deal with that later.
Brent Cross doesn’t open until twelve on Sundays and we were amongst the
first to arrive. As soon as we got there I bundled Andrea into the toilets and
started on my plan. The look on her face when I ordered her to strip was a
picture. For a moment or two I wondered if I had pushed her too far as Andrea had
started to protest. However, I knew that, inside, she just needed a little
persuasion; I reasserted my ‘Mistress’ role, stared her down, and soon she was
wriggling her way out her dress. I took her handbag and shoes as well and
stuffed the lot my shoulder bag. Part one of the plan was now complete.
The next stop was New Look, a clothes shop which is primarily aimed at
the 18 to 25 age range. I took my time sorting through the racks; it wouldn’t
hurt to let Andrea stew for a while. The trick was to find just the right
clothes to get the effect I wanted. Having made my choice I went on to a shoe
shop to find a something suitable to complete the outfit. Again I took my time,
smiling inside at the thought of what must be going through Andrea’s mind and
what she would think when she saw what I
had bought for her.
My shopping completed, I found a piece of paper and a pen in my bag and
wrote a short note before returning to the toilets. I slipped into the stall
next to the one in which Andrea was imprisoned and, bending down, glanced under
the divide. I couldn’t see much but the sight of her bare feet proved that she
was still there, not that I expected otherwise! I put the note into the bag
containing my purchases, slipped it under the partition, and, without waiting,
left.
Andrea’s Story
Jan seemed to be taking hours. I was cold and frightened. What if there
was a fire alarm, or a bomb scare? I sat, huddled up, my hands clamped between
my thighs and waited, and waited, and waited.
After what seemed like ages I heard someone enter the stall next to me
and a shopping bag was pushed under the divide.
“Jan?” I called softly but the sound of a door closing again told me
that she hadn’t waited. Nervously I reached down and picked up the bag. When I
looked inside the first thing I found was a note:-
Plaza Café – five minutes
was all
it said. Under the note I found a skirt, a tee shirt, a pair of shoes and my
cotton dress. It was obvious what Jan wanted; I was to get dressed in the new
clothes and meet her in the café, but she’d also given me the get out of
wearing my original dress. I could play along or not, the decision was mine. I
looked at the skirt and measured it against me. To call it mid thigh was being
generous and, as it was a ra-ra skirt with a lot of flare it wasn’t going to
give me much modesty. The tee shirt was
bright red and had ‘sex kitten’ emblazoned across the front in sparkles. As for
the shoes, they were strappy sandals with high heels; heels much higher than I
had ever worn before.
For a
moment or two I thought seriously about bottling out. The dress, my modest,
simple dress was right there and, by putting it in the bag Jan had effectively
given me permission to wear it, but to do so would be like using the safe word;
it would put an end to whatever games Jan had in mind and, if I wore it I would
be letting her down. More than that, and this was the clincher, I would be
letting myself down. If I wanted to be her willing slave then I couldn’t call
the shots; it meant doing the things I didn’t want, not just the things I did.
With a sense of resolve overcoming my fears I slipped on the skirt and the tee
shirt, stepped into the shoes and, tottering slightly on the high heels, left
the stall.
As I approached the washbasins I saw myself in the mirror and I couldn’t
help a gasp of horror, my new found sense of resolve crumbling rapidly. The tee
shirt was so tight, and the material so stretchy, that you could clearly see
the outline of my nipples and, as for the skirt, well, it was, in the strict sense
of the word, decent, but only just. I looked like a cheap whore, the sort you
see on the streets behind Kings Cross station giving ten pound blow jobs to
earn money to feed their crack habits. My gasp had made some of the other women
in the toilets look round and now I was getting curious scares, most of them
far from friendly. Blushing furiously, I washed my hands and, keeping my head
bowed, I hurried as fast as I could out onto the concourse.
As I looked for the Plaza Café I could not have felt more obvious. I
felt as if every person was staring at me contemptuously, every person
condemning me. I couldn’t walk fast in the heels, and I didn’t want my skirt to
flare up, so I kept my head down and tried to stay as inconspicuous as I could.
After what seemed like ages I finally found the café and I had only fifty yards
or so to go when I passed a group of youths.
“Gor, take a look at the state of that!” one of them jeered, causing
laughter all round.
“Go on, love, show us your knickers.” Another called out.
“Knickers, she’s not wearing any, are you?” From yet another. Had he
seen, or was it just part of the jeering?
With my face burning with embarrassment I hurried away as fast as I
could, their jeers and laughter ringing in my ears. I had never felt so exposed,
so open, so naked in public. Thank heavens I hadn’t far to go; the plaza café
is open on the concourse and I could see Jan sat at a table. I felt that once I
reached her I would be safe, protected. I made my way across and, with a sense
of relief at having made it, sat down beside her. For a moment Jan didn’t speak
but gave me a long hard look.
“That’s better.” She said at last. “Now you’re properly dressed; now
everyone can see what a slut you are, can’t they.”
“Please, Mistress.” I replied. “I’m not sure I can go through with this.
I feel so… so… naked.”
“Stop whining. You’ll just do as you’re told, understand? Now, I’m
feeling peckish. I’ll have a latte and a croissant. You can get one for
yourself as well, if you want. Off you go.” She reached into her shoulder bag
and handed me my handbag.
The sense of relief I had felt when I got to Jan was fast evaporating.
Sure it would be easier now I wasn’t alone but Jan wasn’t going to let me lurk
in the shadows, nor was this going to be over soon. I got up and went over to
the counter to order the coffees. The young lad behind the counter couldn’t
stop staring at my breasts. Talk about undressing me with his eyes, in this tee
shirt he didn’t need to, and the licentious looks he was giving me showed only
to clearly what he was thinking. I paid for the coffees and returned to the
table.
“So, how does it feel?” Jan asked. “Does my little slave like her new
slut clothes? I saw you flirting with those boys over there, and, as for the
boy at the counter…”
“I wasn’t flirting. They were horrible.” I blurted out. “Please, this is
really embarrassing. How long are you going to keep me like this?”
“As long as it takes. We’ve got quite a bit of shopping to do and you’re
going to stay dressed like that until we’re finished. And stop complaining. You
know this turns you on, makes you hot and horny. Secretly you’re loving every
minute of it, don’t you?”
Was I? Was I loving every minute of it? Sure, the over riding emotions
were fear, embarrassment and shame, but was there, somewhere deep down inside
me, a part of me that was loving the thrill? So much of me wanted to run away
and hide, to retreat back into my shell, to return to the respectable, reserved
woman I was in ‘normal’ life, but, maybe, a tiny part of me wanted this, wanted
to break free of the restrictions I’d imposed upon myself over all the years,
to be the brazen strumpet, just this once. And did it make me ‘hot and horny’?
Could I admit to myself that I was driven by the thrill, the thrill which tingled
in my groin, which kept nagging away, demanding relief? Could I admit that the
tart, the slut, the strumpet weren’t just a role I played but part of me, a
very real part of me, a part which had been denied for so long, had been locked
away beneath the layers of respectability and were only now being allowed to
come out. I didn’t know, I felt confused, my mind was spinning, I wanted to run
and hide, I wanted to flaunt myself outrageously. I wanted… I just didn’t know
what I wanted.
“I… I don’t know, Mistress.” I mumbled at last.
“Sure you do. Now finish up, it’s time to go shopping.” We drank our
coffees and headed off towards the shops.
Jan’s Story
When Andrea came over to the café I thought for a moment that, perhaps,
I’d overdone it. The skirt was very
short and the tee shirt left nothing to the imagination. Still, she’d actually
put them on, despite the get out I’d given her, and here she was, tottering
over towards me. As she approached a bunch of yobs gave her a hard time. I
almost went over to help but, in the end, it came to naught and, blushing
nervously, she came over to my table.
As she approached I was struck, once again, by how attractive she was.
The short skirt and high heels, whilst not the smartest of outfits, made the most of her legs and the tight tee
shirt showed off her trim figure, slender without being bony.
Poor thing though, she looked really nervous, those yobs had really got
to her and, as she sat down, she was trembling all over. For a moment I thought
about quitting, giving her a hug for being so brave and letting her change back
into her dress but, as I looked her over, I could see, behind the fears, a
sense of determination and maybe something else. It was time to keep up the
pressure, not time to ease off. I sent her to get the coffees and, as we drank
them, continued to tease. When I accused her of getting off on the way she was
dressed she suddenly became much more flustered and I could see I had put her
into a tail-spin, that I’d really pressed her button. Well, if that was what
rocked her boat she was in for a fun time.
For the rest of the afternoon we went from shop to shop looking for
outfits for Andrea. The tart outfit was for fun, now what we were shopping for
was the new, classy look I was determined to put together for Andrea for normal
life. Having decimated her wardrobe she needed something new, something better.
I wanted three complete outfits, something that would make her look like the
woman I knew she could be rather than the dowdy frump she’d had been for so
long. She had a great body and I knew how to dress her to get the best of it.
Whilst we were shopping I made sure she got plenty of attention. I kept
reinforcing just who was in charge and, where discretion allowed, insisted on
her calling me ‘Mistress’. Naturally I insisted that she carried all the bags.
Every time I felt she was getting too comfortable I’d drop something ‘by
accident’ and watching her trying to pick it up without flashing her bare arse
to the entire world was priceless. But the best bit was the escalator. From the
second floor to the first floor is quite a long drop and as we went down there
was no one in front of us. Almost immediately Andrea realised how much she was
on display and that she was showing far more than she wanted to the people
coming up the other way. She went to cross her arms in front of her, which
would have effectively shielded the view with the shopping bags she was
carrying, but I caught on to what she was trying to do and, discreetly, held
her arms by her side. Mostly, as ever in London, people kept themselves to
themselves and either didn’t notice, or pretended not to. One teenage lad
however, couldn’t believe his eyes and, with all the grace of the adolescent
male, gawped openly and unashamedly.
Our last stop was for a whole new set of underwear. As with the rest of
her clothes, having condemned her current collection to the waste bin it was
only fair that I replace at least some of it. She wouldn’t need quite as much
as she’d had, I had plenty of knickerless days planned for her, but she’d still
need a fair few bits and pieces and I was determined to make sure it was
suitable for the new image I was putting together. Fortunately there was just
the place, a lingerie shop specialising in the quality end of the market. The
woman who ran the shop was middle aged and snooty, and, as we entered, you
could see in her face that she disapproved of Andrea. I think she found it hard
to cope with the idea that someone who dressed so cheaply would be spending so
much on quality underwear. Together we browsed through the racks and I picked
out the pieces I thought were suitable. Apart from a number of lacy, feminine,
and, above all, sexy bras and panties, I also bought her a rather fetching
basque and a number of sets of hold up stockings. Tights were to go the way of
her old knickers and I can’t be doing with suspender belts.
Whilst we were browsing I ordered Andrea to fetch something down from a
high rail and as her skirt rode up the back of her thighs there was a haughty
sniff from behind the counter. Furthermore, as we paid the bill the shop
assistant asked, in a very snooty tone
“Would Madam like to try some of these on now, it is the normal
arrangement, you know.”
Laughing, I just gave her the finger as we left.
Finally, at four thirty, we were shopped out and it was time to get
back.
Andrea’s Story
We traipsed from shop to shop, Jan always in the lead, dragging me
somewhat reluctantly behind her. I thought we’d be shopping for her, but it was
outfits for me that she was after. Not kinky stuff, not another tart’s outfit,
but proper clothes, clothes for work, clothes to go out in. We ended up with
three fabulous outfits, a trouser suit in black, another in navy, and rather
fetching knee length A line skirt in grey with a matching jacket. To accompany
these she bought me assorted tops and a couple of pairs of shoes, not sensible
flats like I would have bought but high heeled court shoes, nothing extreme,
but the sort I could wear all day.
All the time the joy of clothes shopping with another woman, one who
appreciates you and wants you to look your best, was tempered by the knowledge
that any moment Jan would try one of her tricks. She never let me forget that I
was still in ‘slave’ mode, that she was dressing ‘her property’ and that she
expected total obedience. Endlessly she’d make me squat down to pick something
up, an awkward and embarrassing action is a micro skirt with no knickers!
And then there was the escalator. I don’t think I shall ever forget
that. We’d got to the top and there was no one in front of me, no one to shield
me. Jan pushed me in front of her so I was completely visible to everyone
coming up the other way. I quickly realised that the angle they were looking up
at meant that they could see right up my skirt. I tried to move the shopping
bags in front of me but Jan grabbed me from behind and pinned my arms to my
sides. Most people at least pretended not to notice but one lad, why, oh why
are those places always full of young lads, not only noticed but couldn’t stop
staring. I might as well have been stood there naked in front of him.
The final stop was a lingerie shop full of the most beautiful stuff. All
top of the range; expensive laces and silky satins. Jan raided the place as if
she’d just won the lottery, picking out names and styles that I’d never have
picked for myself, the sort of stuff which you see advertised in magazines like
Vogue. The woman who ran the shop made no secret of what she thought of me,
though, not quite going as far as ordering us from the shop but definitely
making sure we knew we were not welcome. Jan, of course, played on this and
forced me into all sorts of embarrassing positions. When she made me reach for
an item from a high rail a snort of disgust from behind the counter told me oh
so clearly that I’d let the skirt ride up too far and given her a view of my
naked bottom. This didn’t stop her taking our, or should I say, Jan’s money; no
shopkeeper is going to turn down a three figure purchase, but, as we left, she
couldn’t stop herself from making a snide remark. Once again I felt the knives
of embarrassment piercing me but Jan just laughed it off and even gave her the
finger as we left.
Exhausted, footsore and totally shopped out it was time to go home. Jan
continued her extravagance and we took a taxi rather than the bus. No sooner
had we flopped back in the seat than Jan had snuggled up to me and her hand was
on my thigh, heading north. I knew I should have fought her off, tried to
protect the last few shreds of modesty left to me, but I was too tired and too
exhausted by all the emotions I had just been through so instead I just lay
back, closed my eyes and, without even thinking about it, opened my thighs. By
now I’d given up caring. I was Jan’s to do with as she wished. Her hand slid
under what there was of my skirt and her fingers probed for my pussy. I knew
that, were the cab driver to turn round, he would see everything but that was
Jan’s choice; I had become her toy, her plaything and it was her decision as to
what was appropriate behaviour and what was not. Furthermore it was what
I wanted; Jan had been right, flaunting myself had aroused me and her
busy fingers felt delicious. Come to think of it we had been playing sexy
games, one way or another, almost continuously since I had woken that morning
and I still hadn’t had any release. No wonder I wanted it so much.
“All hot and horny, aren’t you. You just love it when you’re on display.
I bet you want the cabbie to turn round and see you, don’t you?” Jan whispered
in my ear.
I couldn’t say anything. I didn’t know what I wanted. I was so
overwhelmed by the conflicting emotions within me; so scared of exposure, of
humiliation, of shame but so turned on by it all, that all I could do was
surrender to her will, to do as I was ordered, to follow Jan’s lead, wherever
it might take me. Meanwhile Jan’s fingers were working against my clitoris and
I was having to try the best I could to keep quiet so as not to attract the
attention of the driver.
In the end I was saved from further embarrassment by the cab approaching
the house. As the driver turned to ask for details of exactly where to drop us
off, Jan removed her hand and became all businesslike. The taxi pulled up
outside the house, Jan paid him off, and we staggered inside burdened by the
bags of shopping. Jan went straight to the front room and flopped down on the
sofa.
“Ohh, a nice cup of tea, that’s what I need. And then you had better put
this lot away. Supper at six tonight. But, before you go, come over here.”
I went and stood in front of Jan and she reached up, took the front hem
of my skirt, lifted it up and tucked it in the waistband so that my pussy was
completely on show. In a strange way I was almost glad she had done so.
Although, in the privacy of my own home, there was none of the embarrassment of
displaying myself in public, I had got used to the nervous edge of being on
display and, somehow wanted it to continue. I was, oddly enough, missing the
thrill of constant exposure and having my skirt tucked up like that was a
reminder that the games were not over.
“That’s better. Now, off you go.” And with that cursory dismissal I went
of to do my chores.
As I put my new clothes away I was struck, once again, by how classy
they were. It was as if they were for some other woman, someone who looked like
me but had the style, the confidence, the presence that I knew I lacked. What a
difference to the pile Jan had made me put out for Oxfam. And, as for the
underwear, the contrast with what Jan had made me throw away, with what was
still overflowing from my waste bin, could not have been more dramatic.
Nervously, for I knew what Jan would say if she caught me, I tried on one of
the pairs of panties. They fitted perfectly, and, as I admired myself in the
mirror, I could see how they flattered my hips, accentuated my figure. Was I
the sort of woman who wore stuff like this? Until twenty-four hours ago it
would have been immaterial, no one would ever have seen them, but now? What did
the future hold? But enough of this, I had supper to make, so I slipped them
off again, folded them neatly and put them with the others in the draw.
I sat back on the sofa and sorted through my credit
card slips. Bonus or not, I had spent far more than I had intended. Oh, well,
it had been an interesting afternoon, I’d had a lot of fun and maybe Andrea
would be generous to me when the rent became due.
I couldn’t relax though; my main concern was what were we to do next.
That’s the problem in being the ‘Mistress’; you have to come up with all the
ideas. We could, of course, end the day with some spanking games, but that
seemed a bit tame after what we had done, and, to be frank, even after my
research on the web, I really didn’t know what to do. I’d kind of painted
myself into a corner and I needed the grand finale, something special to put
the icing on the cake. I was distracted by the sound of Andrea pottering about
upstairs, sorting out her new clothes. I couldn’t wait to see how she looked
tomorrow, but that was tomorrow, I had to sort something out for tonight.
I knew I needed help, some sort of inspiration or guidance, and then it
struck me. One year I had got quite involved in the Gay Pride march and during
the endless meetings I’d met all sorts of people. I’d got on particularly well
with one of the girls, Toni and she’d told me that she was in an S&M
relationship. Well, it wasn’t so much that she had told me, but it had become
obvious when I’d gone back to her flat for an impromptu supper and I’d met her
partner, Nicky. We had been getting on so well that I guess they knew that I
wouldn’t be fazed by the idea and they had been quite open in front of me. At
the time I’d almost ignored it, after all, it wasn’t my thing, or so I had
thought, but now I was learning otherwise and I knew I could get a few tips. I
looked through my bag for my Filofax and dug out the phone number.
Toni was delighted to hear from me. Yes, of course she still remembered
me and yes, she was still with Nicky and naturally they still enjoyed the same
Mistress/slave relationship. As I intended with Andrea they weren’t into it
24/7 but they were always willing to play and Toni said that they had nothing
planned for that night and would be delighted with the idea of meeting up
later. We discussed various options, them coming over here, us going over there
and meeting at some point in the middle. When I told her about Andrea’s thing
about public humiliation Toni gave a little laugh and suggested we meet at the
Pink Kitten. I agreed that it would be perfect and we settled on meeting at
eight. Enough time to sort out supper and get there.
The Pink Kitten is in a back street down in Soho. Don’t try to find it,
you won’t, and even if you do, entry is strictly members and their guests only.
It’s run by the sisters, for the sisters, it’s quiet, discretely lit, the
booths are private and, as long as you don’t make a scene, no one minds a
little hanky-panky. In short, it’s the perfect place for a quiet assignation up
town and I had used it often. Toni and Nicky had introduced me to it and signed
me up and since then I’d made sure I kept up my membership.
With that settled I could finally relax so I turned on the telly and
flicked through the channels but Sunday afternoon is not the best of times and
I ended up just dozing on the sofa.
Just before six Andrea came through to tell me that
supper was ready. Bless her, she’d laid the table for one and she waited on me
hand and foot. I assumed that she’d sorted something out to make sure she ate
as well, but, really, that wasn’t my problem. I could get used to this sort of
treatment, having someone else do all the work, and do it so willingly, was a
very pleasant change, even without the sexual charge that ran through
everything.
After supper I left Andrea to do the washing up, telling her to be ready
to go out again by seven fifteen, and it was back to the sofa to relax again.
After
I’d put the clothes away I went down to the kitchen which looked like a bomb
had hit it. There was still a lot of washing up from last night, as well as
from breakfast. Still, I quite enjoy housework, well, not the actual drudgery,
but the end result is always satisfying. As I pottered round the kitchen I felt
happy, happy that I was doing this for someone, not just as part of the endless
chore of staying alive. When I’d kept house for Michael I’d been doing it as
the dutiful wife, as part of my ‘natural’ chores and he had never appreciated
it. Jan, for all she liked playing the stern Mistress, was quite different; she
accepted it as my gift to her, accepted it with grace and gratitude. I looked
through the fridge and sorted out a light supper. I had no idea what she had
planned, that was part of the excitement, but I didn’t want to over face her.
As I
laid the table for supper, just the one setting, I’d eat in the kitchen, I felt
excited, like a teenager preparing for her first date. I told myself not to be
silly, not to let my feelings get out of hand. I really didn’t know how Jan
felt about me, or indeed, how I really felt about Jan. Sure we’d had a wild
afternoon, and played some crazy games but the serious questions, where were we
heading with this, and what did we each want out of it, were yet to be
answered. All I knew was that I hadn’t been this happy, this excited in ages.
After supper Jan announced that we were going out
again. I was rather surprised, I was expecting to be ordered upstairs for a
sound spanking, or something similar but I was in no position to argue and I
did as I was told. By the time I had hurried through the dishes, wiped down the
kitchen surfaces and generally sorted things out it was time to leave.
The tube into town was mercifully quiet and we hardly
chatted, just sitting there quietly as the train rattled into town. At Camden a
group of young people got on and I worried a bit about being in my tarty
clothes but I wasn’t that different from the way some of the girls were
dressed. Mind you, I bet they were wearing panties! When we got to Tottenham
Court Road Jan announced that we were there and we left the train and made our
way out onto Oxford Street. Once again, here in town, my tarty outfit wasn’t
quite so conspicuous. I was, maybe, a little on the extreme side, but, unlike
Brent Cross, there were plenty of club goers who were similarly dressed and being
with Jan meant that, although I got a few leers, I didn’t get accosted.
We hadn’t gone far down Oxford Street when Jan led me
down an alleyway heading towards Soho Square. We jinked right, and then a left
until, turning down yet another alleyway, we stopped at an unmarked door. Jan
pressed a buzzer, the door swung open and we went inside. As we entered I could
see that it was some sort of club. There was a well lit bar at one end, but
that was all that was well lit, the rest was very dark and the tables all
seemed to be set back in booths. The other thing that was immediately obvious
was that the entire staff and clientele were women. More than that, whereas Jan
had shaken my preconceptions that all lesbians wore dungarees, had
close-cropped hair, and looked masculine, there were plenty just like that
standing around at the bar. As we approached a number of heads turned and I got
quite a few strange looks which made me feel a bit uneasy. I kept close to Jan
and let her do the talking.
“Hi Joyce, have Toni and Nicky got here yet?” Jan
asked the barmaid.
“Haven’t seen her tonight. Are you expecting her?”
“Yeah, but we’re a bit early. This is Andrea, by the
way; she’s new to the scene. Pass me the visitors book and I’ll sign her in.”
Joyce reached down behind the bar and fetched out a
leather bound book.
“Here you go, what’s your poison?”
“White wine spritzer, make that two.” Jan replied. As
Joyce turned to poor the drinks and Jan was busy filling in the visitors book
one of the other patrons, one of the more butch ones, came over and
unceremoniously grabbed my buttock.
“Hi Jan, who’s your friend?” She asked.
“Her name’s Andrea, and she’s with me, so hands off.”
Jan replied firmly without looking up from the book.
“Just asking, just asking.” The woman replied,
laughing. Then she turned to me. “Evening, sweetheart. Anytime you want some
real loving come and see me.”
“And I said ‘hands off’” Jan told her firmly, this
time looking up. “Come on, Andrea, that booth over in the corner looks free.”
Jan paid for the drinks and we went over to the booth.
It was horseshoe shaped and tucked away so that, only by sitting towards the
end could we still see back into the body of the bar. Furthermore the level of
the background music was set such that, whilst not preventing conversation
within the booths, you couldn’t hear much from the rest of the bar. The place
was obviously designed with privacy in mind and I was grateful for that.
“Who was that at the bar?” I asked nervously as we sat
down.
“Oh, don’t worry about Sam, she’s harmless really, her
bark’s much worse than her bite. In fact she’s really nice when you get to know
her.”
“And do you know her… well?” I asked, intrigued.
“Yes, I’ve been there, in fact most of us have, one
way or another. In case you hadn’t gathered this is a meeting place for us; a
place where we can be private, and amongst people like us. There’s still a lot
of prejudice out there you know. If we’re going to get serious that’s something
you’ll have to come to terms with.”
We sipped our drinks. Jan’s words echoed in my head. If we’re going to get serious… There, she’d said it, She wasn’t just thinking in terms of a one-night stand. And were we going to get serious? Was this part of a world I was about to enter? I was still pondering this when the door opened and another couple walked in. Like us they headed straight for the bar and, as they ordered the drinks I saw Joyce point in our direction. This was obviously the Toni and Nicky that Jan had been expecting.
Toni was a large, thick set, woman, not fat, exactly, but generously built. I would guess that she was, like me, in her thirties. She wore a black trouser suit and an open neck shirt, and, with her short cropped hair, looked quite masculine. Nicky, on the other hand, was petit and feminine. She wore a loose white dress and her hair was long and blonde. Furthermore, as they approached, I could see that Nicky had round her neck not a choker, as I had first thought but a collar in white leather. They came over to our booth, Toni leading, with Nicky following behind, carrying the drinks. Toni plonked herself down unceremoniously next to Jan; Nicky sat down rather more gently next to me.
“Jan, good to see you. It's been a while. How's tricks? Still in the PR game?” Toni asked Jan, totally ignoring me.
“Yeah, still in PR, but I've moved. I'm living up in North Finchley now. Bit of a trek in the morning but it's Ok.”
“And this must be your little pet.” Toni looked me up and down but continued talking to Jan. “Certainly looks like a bit of a slut. What do you call her?”
“Call her?” Jan seemed surprised. “What do you mean? She's called Andrea.”
“Oh, I find it best if you give your pet a name, something suitable, something to remind them of what they are. Isn't that right, Piglet?”
“Yes, Mistress.” Nicky, or perhaps I should say Piglet, replied meekly.
“Hmm, no collar either. A collar with a nametag is what you want. Doesn't Piglet look sweet in hers?”
“I've got a collar, all ready and waiting.” Jan replied. “There just hasn't been the right moment yet.” Jan replied.
“That's Ok, collaring your pet is quite an occasion. You can choose her name at the same time. Have you punished her much?”
“Just a spanking yesterday.”
“Can I have a look?”
“Of course, be my guest.” Toni pushed the table towards the bar so that it opened up a space at the back of the booth and moved so she was well out of sight of the bar.
“Stand up girl. Come here.” She ordered.
I glanced briefly at Jan and, seeing that I was going to get no help from there, did as I was told. Without any ceremony Toni lifted my skirt and examined my groin. Then she turned me round and examined my backside, her hands probing between my thighs and opening my buttocks.
“There's no marks.” She remarked to Jan. “What did you use?”
“A paddle.” Jan replied. “That's all there was.”
“That explains it. You should try a cane, or even a riding crop; leaves a much more satisfactory mark. Lets them know where you've been. Here, let me show you. Piglet, show Mistress Jan your bottom.”
Piglet stood up, turned round, and lifted the back of her dress. I wasn't surprised to see that she wasn't wearing any panties, nor was I particularly surprised at the vivid red lines which criss-crossed her, but I was a little surprised, and intrigued, by a narrow leather strap which ran down between her buttocks.
“Right then, girl.” Toni turned her attention back to me. “Sit down here, no, not on your skirt, lift it up so you're sitting directly on the seat. That's it. Now, hands behind your back.”
I sat down beside her and, no sooner had I put my hands behind my back than Toni reached into her bag and fetched out a pair off handcuffs. Click, click and I was fastened. Then she arranged my skirt, pulling it up to my waist and tucking it into the waistband much as Jan had done. That done she lifted up my tee shirt to expose my breasts. She pulled my knees apart, a quick smack to my thighs stopping any resistance, and there I was, open and exposed. I knew that this was a private club, I knew that it was dark and discrete, but anyone passing the entry to our booth, anyone glancing in would see me. It was almost as if I were on offer, to be taken and used by anyone who cared to look.
“Piglet, you can have a play if you want.” Toni said and, turning back to Jan, they continued chatting, as if I were suddenly forgotten. Piglet slid up next to me, and, with the sweetest of smiles reached out and fondled my breast.
Why did I say nothing? Why did I allow myself to be treated this way? Why did I allow this strange woman, a woman to whom I hadn’t even been introduced, to barge in and order me around with no respect for my feelings, my wishes, my anything? And why was I letting Piglet play with me? She’d rapidly progressed from fondling my breast to kissing it and her hands were wandering across my belly, caressing and teasing.
Why? Because, somehow, it felt right. All day long I had sacrificed my freedom to Jan, had done her bidding, obeyed her orders, and now, here in this strange club full of strange women, I knew that this was what I wanted. Despite the indignity with which I was being treated, despite this not being the one-on-one spanking session I had envisioned and dreamed of, there was an inner peace in surrendering myself, in letting someone else make all the decisions. Furthermore Piglets teeth teasing gently at my nipple, and her busy fingers, now working at the top of my thighs, felt delicious. All I could do, all I wanted to do, was close my eyes, lie back and enjoy the ride. Whilst most of my attention was taken up by Piglet’s increasingly active ministrations I was also listening with half an ear as Jan told Toni the story of our day, from our session in the bedroom to our trip to Brent Cross. Toni seemed to find the whole thing highly amusing. Vaguely I wondered where this was all heading; was I to be allowed release, here, in this semi public place, or was this teasing, this constant arousal, to continue all night?
Jan’s Story
I like travelling into town on a Sunday evening. There
isn’t the mayhem that you get during the rest of the week; even in the West End
it’s reasonably civilised. As we walked to the station I noticed that Jan was
beginning to hobble a bit. Those heels must be getting to her, she’d walked
quite a way in new shoes, and they hadn’t been particularly expensive ones in
the first place. Fortunately there wasn’t much walking left, the train is
practically door-to-door and it’s a direct run from North Finchley to Tottenham
Court Road. As we sat together on the train Andrea was a bit subdued. I guess I
had piled on the new experiences all day and here we were again, off into what
was, for her, the unknown; no wonder she was feeling a bit shaken up. I took
her hand and squeezed it and she responded by moving closer and leaning against
me. I suddenly felt very protective towards her; what had started as a playful
seduction of the quiet little mouse now had a very human side. Perhaps I’d been
a trifle rough, pushed her too far, too fast, and now we were off again and she
was in for even more. Still, give the girl her due, she’d never demurred, never
backed down, however reluctant she might be feeling inside. I wondered what she
was going to make of the club.
Once we arrived we went straight to the bar to sign in
Andrea and check whether Toni and Nicky had arrived. There was the usual bunch
of predators hanging about and Sam, true to form, made a move on Andrea. I
brushed her off easy enough but I could see that it shook up Andrea; it was
probably the first time she’d met a bull dyke up close and Sam can be pretty
scary unless you know her.
We’d only been there for ten minutes or so when Toni
and Nicky arrived. Toni was looking pretty butch, but not scarily so, and Nicky
was as feminine as ever. They’ve always been chalk and cheese, I guess that’s
why they get on so well, opposites attracting and all that. They went to the
bar, got their drinks and came straight on over. Toni, as irrepressible as
ever, bounded in, immediately took charge, and within minutes had Andrea’s
skirt up around her waist. She seemed rather surprised not to find any marks
and, when she had Nicky pose in the same way, I could see why. Nicky’s bottom
and upper thighs were covered in vivid red stripes. Part of me was horrified,
she looked like some of the women I’d met when I worked in the battered wives
shelter, but Nicky, or Piglet as I was supposed to call her, was showing the
marks with pride, not shame. From Toni’s calm command, and Piglet’s pride in
her marks I guessed that I had a lot to learn as a trainee ‘Mistress’.
Now that Toni had got the bit between her teeth there
was no stopping her. She ordered Andrea to sit, produced some handcuffs from
her bag and, in no time at all had Andrea’s skirt up around her waist, her tee
shirt up over her breasts and her hands cuffed behind her back. Once Toni had
got Andrea arranged to her satisfaction she left her alone, turning back to
chat to me leaving Piglet in charge.
Toni asked about what we had been doing and seemed amused by our antics.
I tried to follow her lead, to maintain the detached calm, as if it were
perfectly normal to be sitting here chatting right next to Andrea, wide open
and exposed while Piglet took more and more liberties with her body. Out of the
corner of my eye, however, I couldn’t help but keep tabs on what was going on;
Andrea seemed to have retreated into a trance, her eyes closed and a neutral,
almost peaceful, expression on her face.
Suddenly, almost in mid conversation, Toni dropped her
voice.
“Well,” she asked, “what do you want to do with her?”
“I’m not sure.” I answered. “I mean, I’ve been playing
with her all day and, somehow, just taking her upstairs and spanking her didn’t
seem enough. That’s why I called you, I need the help of an expert.”
“Have you let her come yet?”
“Not since last night. She got pretty worked up around
Brent Cross but, once we got home, there didn’t seem the right occasion.”
“That’s Ok, keeping them wound up, but denying them
relief is all part of the fun. Sometimes I keep Piglet like that all weekend.
She’s gagging for it by Sunday night, she'll do anything just as long as I let
her come. But what about Andrea? Shall we let her come now or are you saving it
up for later?”
“No, now will be fine. In fact, here in the club will
fit in well with that public humiliation thing she seems to get off on.” I
replied.
“Dead right. Leave this one to me.” Toni looked up.
“Looks like Piglet’s got her nicely warmed up. I’ll take it from here.”
Andrea’s
Story
I was drifting along in a haze, my mind almost switched off, letting Piglet’s fingers play wherever she wanted, not that I had much choice. On a purely physical level it was bliss, Piglet was obviously no amateur and her lips and fingers were making sweet music. And if I were wide open and exposed in this semi-public place, well, I was deep into the fantasy and that was what a slut like me would do, wasn’t it? Then Toni stopped talking to Jan and turned her attention back to me. She ordered Piglet away and asked Jan to move so they were sitting either side of me, sitting close, hemming me in.
“You were enjoying that, weren’t you?” She asked but there was an edge to her voice, she was no longer friendly. I was still in a semi daze and only mumbled something in reply.
“What was that? Speak up.” Toni demanded.
“Yes, yes, Mistress, I was enjoying that.” I managed.
“Hmm… Jan was telling me how you liked playing with yourself, how you enjoyed your vibrator. I bet you wish you had it now.” She continued.
“Please, Mistress…” The thought of using a vibrator here was… Was what? Had I lost all sense of dignity? Would I have used one here, out in the open like this? Part of me was revolted but part of me had so surrendered to whatever Jan wanted, and part of me was so turned on, so desperate for relief, that, all in all, I didn’t know what I wanted, what I would do. Anyway, the point was moot, with my hands fastened behind my back and Jan and Toni hemming me in I could hardly move a muscle.
“Shame I don’t have one with me. I’ll have to remember next time. Meanwhile this will have to do.” Toni reached over to the table where her bottle of beer stood. She took the bottle, drained it with a quick swig and pushed it against my pussy. Instinctively I tried to close my knees but Toni roughly pulled them apart again.
“Come along now, open wide.” A little wiggling and she slid the neck of the bottle inside me. “There, that’s better. Look how easily it slides in, how juicy your cunt is. You love this don’t you?”
Did I enjoy it? The bottle was cold and hard but, yes, it felt good. It had quite a long neck and Toni was easing it back and forth. She held it quite near the top to so that each time she pushed it in her hand pushed against my clitoris. It was obscene, it was degrading, it was outrageous but yes, it was good.
“Shall I call the girls over, let the see the show, let them all see what a slut you are?” Toni teased. I jerked forward at the idea but she was ready for it and held me back. Would she? Would she really call the others over? In my mind’s eye I could see them, I could imagine their faces, all those ghastly women from the bar, standing round, pointing, laughing, ridiculing me. I’d be the laughing stock of the place, the bad girl, the wanton slag who was stripped in public, who was being fucked by a beer bottle. Toni thrust harder and deeper, in my mind the laughter grew louder, I’d be so ashamed, so embarrassed, but I couldn’t help it, I was tied up, they were making me do it. They were making me… Meanwhile what I couldn’t help was my reaction; I was thrusting back against the bottle urging it in. Oh God, oh God, I couldn’t take any more, but I had to, I needed to; my mind rebelled but my body betrayed me.
“AAARRRGmmffff!” I lost all control, my body seemed to explode with sensation, I jerked my hips forward as the bottle was thrust time and time again deep, deep inside me causing wave upon wave upon wave of ecstasy to tear through me and only Jan’s hand clamped across my mouth stopped me from screaming out loud.
And then, as I peaked, came the tears, I don’t know why but I cried, I sobbed my heart out and couldn’t stop. Jan put her arms around me and held me tight, gathering me in and making gentle soothing noises. Someone, I guess Toni, undid the handcuffs and, as soon as I was free, I returned Jan’s hugs, my head resting on her chest, still sobbing, still emotionally out of control.
Slowly, piece-by-piece, I gathered my senses; my sobbing subsided and I started to get my breath back. Jan, sensing that I was returning to normal, asked tenderly if I were Ok. I couldn’t answer her, I really didn’t know, so I just did what came naturally and lifted my head up and kissed her. Our lips locked, our tongues met, and, entwined together, we shared the most passionate kiss of my life.
“Well, if you two love birds are quite ready…” Toni broke the spell and we parted. “I don’t know about you two but I could do with another drink. Nicky, love, do the honours will you?”
I noticed that ‘Piglet’ had turned back into ‘Nicky’, it looked like the games were over. They certainly were for me. I don’t think I could have taken any more of anything and I guess that Toni was aware of this and was purposely calming things down again. Jan and I pulled apart, somewhat reluctantly, and I rearranged what there was of my clothes to try and regain some composure. I still felt a little awkward, not about being the slut, it looked like Toni and Nicky were no strangers to that, but about having been so emotionally raw in front of these strangers.
Nicky returned with the drinks, Toni pulled the table back into the booth and the four of us settled down to chat. It was as if nothing had happened, just four women enjoying a night out, having a quiet drink together. At first I didn’t talk much but, as I calmed down, I found that Toni and Nicky were really open and friendly and it seemed natural to join in.
What wasn’t ‘normal’, but fitted in well with the evening, was the main topic of conversation. Toni and Nicky explained about the practical side of their relationship; about finding boundaries and establishing rules. I could tell that they were really happy with each other and that their games formed part of a deep loving relationship.
The bit I found intriguing, and more than a touch scary, was when they explained about playing with other couples. I seemed that they were members of some sort of club, a club that met together to play BDSM games.
“It’s about trust, at the end of the day.” Toni explained. “We’re very careful about who we invite; it's all girls, all couples, and it certainly spices things up a bit. Look, you two are very new to all this, and I don’t want to force things on you, but we’re always on the lookout for new playmates and, as I’ve known Jan for ages, I’m sure the others would accept my recommendation. I’m not looking for an answer right now but think about it and talk it over. And, in the mean time, if the two of you want to have a private little party with Nicky and myself, well, give us a call. You’d enjoy that, Nicky, wouldn’t you?”
“Ooh, yes please.” Nicky replied. You could see from the sparkle in her eyes that she was turned on by the idea.
Jan and I looked at each other. I could see that, like me, she wasn’t sure, but also, like me, she wasn’t saying ‘no’.
Toni glanced at her watch and gave a gasp of annoyance.
“Good grief! It’s nearly eleven. We’ve got to get back. Work in the morning and all that.” Jan and I agreed, it was late, and we had to be getting back as well. We finished our drinks and left the club, walking as a foursome back to the tube station. Here we parted, Toni and Nicky heading south, Jan and I heading north. Toni came over to me and gave me a big hug.
“Thanks. Thanks for an interesting evening.” I said.
“My pleasure, and, next time we meet, you owe me an orgasm.” Toni laughed, but then turned serious. “Look, I hope you’re sincere about this. You’re just what Jan needs, but, if you’re just using her to get your kicks… Well, she’s a friend of mine, don’t hurt her.”
“I don’t know how I feel, I’m still a bit confused, but, I promise you, I’m not just using her. I wouldn’t do that.” I replied.
“That’s good enough for me. Take care of her, take care of yourself and I’ll see you soon.” She gave me a sisterly kiss and we parted, and, with a friendly wave, set off back home.
Jan’s Story
The train rattled its way back north, taking us home
after quite an evening. Andrea was very tired and snuggled up against me. I put
my arm around her and held her tight. Toni and Nicky had certainly given us
plenty to think about. It seemed like there was this whole world out there
which I’d never known about. Was it for us? Was it what we wanted? Well, that
was a subject for another day.
By the time we got home Andrea was so tired she was
leaning against me and I had to practically carry her into the house. As soon
as the door closed she kicked of her shoes, turned round and hugged me.
“Thank you, thank you, Jan, for a fantastic weekend.”
“You’re welcome, and hey, I had fun too, you know.”
“Yes, I do know.” Andrea kissed me. “Now, I really,
really need to get to bed. You’ve no idea how tired I am. Are you coming?”
“With you?” I wasn’t quite sure how the land lay. Was
this the brush off or the come on?
“Please.” Andrea answered and hand in hand we went
upstairs.