His little Dove

After our first night together, Dove was always reading things, books, articles on the internet, erotic stories, finally she asked me about the appeal of anal sex that some people have in the stories she had been reading. "Why do most of the stories talk about anal training and taking the submissive's ass like it's some sort of prize or something?" I tried to explain the pleasurable aspects anal sex has, but I could clearly see she was almost terrified. But as with many times when a Dominant begins hearing questions such as these we know that even though there may be some fear connected to it, there is also a curiosity. It was nearing that time for her to experience something new that would test her boundaries and limits.

I knew the subject scared her, but still...I like it and I wanted to be able to explore this with her, but I also wanted her first time to be something erotic for her, to turn her fear into a want that matched mine.

After we talked for a great while, me trying to explain how pleasurable it could be and how I would never harm her, all she had to do was trust in that and all would be okay. I knew she was envisioning a great deal of pain and that was her stumbling block. I realized after taking a look at the history on the computer that her ideas about anal sex were coming from reading stories about prisoners and the act being used as a form of torture, no wonder all she focused on was pain. That was her entire mental picture of it; I had to somehow find a way to show her it was very different. I dropped the subject for the night and we went to bed.

The next morning she was getting ready for our typical Saturday out of doors. She was leisurely wandering around the apartment with a glass of juice and a cigarette, watching the news and waking up slowly. I stood in the doorway to the living room and watched as she turned off the TV and turned on the stereo to do her typical morning exercises. I love watching her move, I came to realize that with her, she has no wasted movement that she tackles everything, even the simplest things as the seductive and sensuous being she is.

She finally realized that I was watching her, "I'm sorry, did I wake you? I was trying to be quiet and let you sleep in."

"No, you didn't wake me, I just felt like being awake this morning."

I sat down on the sofa and patted the cushion next to me, motioning for her to come to me. When she neared me I pulled her close, she was in my arms, nuzzling my neck. Her body felt warm and relaxed and I enjoyed the closeness of her. Leaning her back against the couch, I lifted her shirt and bra and I began kissing and sucking at her breasts.

Always a big fan of morning sex, it didn't take either of us long to be completely ready for each other. It took no time to have her completely undressed; my mouth was teasing her ample breasts, my hands all over her body, teasing and playing. She kept reaching over to pull down my shorts, but I kept moving her hands away. She shifted her ass on the couch so that her legs were around my waist.

"Please Steve, fuck me now."

Instead of answering her, I put my thumb right on top of her clit and started rocking it back against her pelvic bone just the way I knew she loved. I watched her expression for a moment, and then finally spoke.

"Oh, not to worry. I AM going to fuck you. But not right now."

She didn't like that answer a bit. She frowned and was about to talk back, I stopped her with a finger on her lips. Still rocking her clit with my other hand, I was silent for a moment longer. She was getting ready to cum; she was so close I could feel her shake and I knew her orgasm was right there on the edge. I felt her shiver and I could also feel her muscles under my touch tightening, yes, right on that very edge—she started to rock her hips, and then I stopped.

"Now go get dressed and let's get out of here for a while. I don't want you to cum just yet today. Just consider this a preview of things to ---er---cum." I said with such a sinister smile. I smacked her ass as she got up and stomped off like a spoiled child who had just been denied her favorite doll.

She got up off the couch, grabbed the clothing I had just removed from her and headed into the bedroom, thoroughly pissed off. As she was putting her bra back on, and redressing, I came into the bedroom on my way to the bathroom. As I passed the door, I turned and said "and by the way, don't even THINK about cumming until we get back home today." The look on her face was priceless. I had to chuckle as I entered the bathroom, washed up and got dressed. Within 10 minutes we were ready to leave and get of the house for a while.

She remained silent as I drove for almost an hour; she was still silent and still pissed at me for not allowing her to cum when we pulled into the parking lot of the park where we like to go hiking. I drove to the very back of the park where the longest trail was; I knew it would take us at least an hour and a half to complete the trail. But I wanted her smoldering when we would return home.

I made her walk the entire trail with me behind her, every stop and pause she made to either adjust a sock or her shoe, or even just to stretch I was right there pressing myself and my hard cock against her ass. When we came to nearly completing the trail I took her in my arms for just a moment, I kissed her deep and long, I kissed her neck, licking from the curve of her neck to just under her ear. And then I told her, "Don't worry baby. It is going to be so good tonight. I promise. And when we get home, as soon as we walk in the door, I'm going to undress you and fuck that tight little ass of yours."

She stood frozen, her mouth slightly open as if surprised and shocked at my words, I let go of her and just stared into her big blue eyes, I knew in her new submissive state she wasn't sure what to say or do, I raised an eyebrow as if waiting to hear the objection I knew was floating around inside her head, but I knew she would remain silent, only this time her silence was not from anger, but apprehension of the unknown.

We got back to the car and got in, I started towards home, her silence was more deafening now than it was on the drive here. I knew the thoughts and flashes of mental pictures were running rampant inside her head. She squirmed in her seat, I knew all to well her signs of arousal, and so I couldn't resist ordering her to sit still. Yes, I wanted her to smolder.

I made a short stop at a few stores but made her sit in the car and wait for me, when I would return from the stores, I placed the packages in the trunk, no need for her to see my purchases until it was time to show her.

When we finally got home, I could faintly smell her arousal filling the car, I knew without checking she was wet, I knew one touch and she would buckle and cum. I told her before we got of the car to get her ass in the house and start a shower for us, but I told her not to undress herself, that I would undress her and inspect to see just how wet she was, how wet she had gotten from her thoughts forming in her silence. Her cheeks instantly burned red, she knew I would be able to see, smell and feel just how aroused she really was and didn't want to admit. She knew her own body language would tell me all I needed to know. She got out of the car and walked to the door of her small apartment, I opened the trunk to get out the bags I had placed in there hidden from her curious little mind.

She took her time turning the key in the door, I came up behind her and she turned just as the door was slightly ajar, she swallowed hard and said nervously, "Uhm, Steve, I think we need to go to the store again, I think I'm all out of soap for our shower. And I know I need to get a few groceries for dinner later" I smiled at her attempt to prolong this, and reached over her head with my free hand and pushed the door open the rest of the way. "Nothing to worry about my love, I bought soap today, and shampoo, cream rinse and as for dinner, I feel like pizza tonight. So, let's get inside and I'll give you the bag with all we will need to shower."

I knew she would do this, that is why I stopped and got the things I figured she would try to say we needed so we would not have to go in and she would have a while longer to prolong what I said was going to happen. I handed her the bag from K-mart with the soap, shampoo and cream rinse. I told her to go do what I told her to do. I went into the kitchen and got out the small toy I had bought at the adult bookstore and thoroughly washed it in the sink. Once I was done and I heard her getting ready for our shower I picked up the toy and placed it back in the bag with the lube I had bought and carried it into the bathroom with me.

She stood, still fully dressed and waiting for me like I had instructed. Her cheeks were bright red and her eyes showed all her apprehension and nervousness. I had to reassure her so I took my time undressing her, kissing her softly, playing with her delicately, and building on her arousal. By the time I got to her cut off shorts she had a nice dreamy look in those eyes that showed apprehension and a little fear just moments before. I slid her shorts down her legs and kissed her belly button as they fell around her ankles. Her panties were wet just as I had expected them to be. I kissed my way back up her belly and flicked my tongue across both nipples as I kneaded and squeezed each breast. My hands slowly slid down her back as we exchanged a deep passionate kiss. My thumbs went under the waistband of her panties and I pulled them off as I kissed back down her stomach again.

She is so completely incredible, such a beauty; her body is flawless and the sensuality that exudes from her, simply… timeless. My fingers tickle up her leg, she moans softly as my fingers part her lips and I flick my tongue across her clit a few times. She shivers from arousal, I look up at her face, her eyes are half closed lost in the sensations I am allowing her. I kiss my way back up again and pull her close. I whisper in her ear as I have done many times now since our first night, "Trust is the key my love, trust." I turned her gently away from me and ran my hand upward along her back, guiding her to bend. Another soft moan as she feels me kiss along the center of her back.

Kneeling again, I gently caress the cheeks of her perfect little ass and part them. My fingers play lower at her pussy and clit as my tongue gently teases her ass. So far okay, no stiffening up, she's flowing with the erotic soft touches. I pick up the lube and dribble it down the crack of her parted cheeks. I hear her moan louder as my finger begins to slide into her ass. She suddenly stiffened, but I had anticipated this, I talked softly, soothingly, "Relax my love, I will not hurt you." A few seconds went by and I felt her relax a little so I pushed my finger in a little more. We went through the process of her tightening and relaxing a few more times before I was able to move my finger in and out and move it around gently and slowly. Her breathing had changed slightly, I applied more lube the same time I lubed up the very small plug. I was able to move my finger all the way out and all the way back in several times before I exchanged it for the small plug. I had made sure the one I bought was roughly the same size as my middle finger, it took her a second to realize it was no longer my finger sliding slowly into her ass.

She looked back over her shoulder and asked what it was, I stood up as I held it inside her about half way, I kissed her and reminded her to relax, "Relax for me baby, relax, trust, that's the key, trust." I felt her muscles relax again and I gently pushed the toy all the way in. I smiled at her and asked, "How does your new toy feel?" She shivered and I laughed, "Ready for that shower now?" I striped and stepped into the shower and held out my hand to her, she didn't want to move. I chuckled and told her it was fine, she could walk with the toy up her ass. "Now get in here so we can play."

Her first step was taken with all the unsureness of a child taking their first step. I let the water fall around us both as I drew her close for another long kiss. Then I placed my hands on either side of the shower stall and told her to wash me. I knew this would cause her to have to move with the toy in her ass, but I also knew with the movement she would be able to feel the arousal it could provide. She started to soap up a cloth and I could tell she was going to try to rush through this, but I made her slow down. I wanted her to feel the toy. To get used to it, to relax around it, the longer it stayed in the more relaxed her muscles will be for later.

After she bathed me it was my turn to bathe her. I was not about to rush this, I washed her hair and played with the suds as they ran down over her body. I played with her nipples, rolling them back and forth between my fingers, the soft soapy bubbles allowing my fingers to slide along the folds of her pussy. I turned her again just as I had before the shower and bent her over. I reached outside to the lube, made sure the water was falling in such a way that it wouldn't rinse away any more of the lube. I began to play with her clit, rolling it; pinching it, her moans grew louder. She was close again, and this time I was going to let her cum.

Her legs trembled a little and I could feel her tighten, as her orgasm grew closer, I went from hard rubbing and rolling her clit to just barely touching it as I flicked over just the tip of her clit. The moans grew louder, and just as she pleaded, "Please, please Steve, I need to cum." I pulled the plug half way from her ass, "What? What did you say baby? You need to cum? Are you sure?" I slid the plug back in very slow, she shook hard, "PLEASE!" "Please what my little dove?" "Please Sir, please I need to cum!" I pulled it half way out again, "Then I think you better cum, don't you?" And I pushed the plug deeply into her ass just as she shook and shivered and nearly screamed from her orgasm.

I helped her down onto her knees in the shower and moved the plug in and out of her ass. I allowed her to continue to cum for me several times. Then I stopped. I didn't want her to fly just yet. I pulled the toy from her body and held her close, telling her how good she did. After a few minutes I asked her if she could stand. I stood up and helped her to stand. I turned off the water and got out and dried us both off. She was quiet again, all the new things the new sensations mulling over in her mind. Once we were dried I asked her if she was okay. She answered very quietly that she was. I tried to lighten up the heavy silence and told her I was starving, "How about that pizza now?" I dressed her in a thick warm terrycloth robe and put on mine as well and sat her on the sofa while I ordered the pizza.

While she sat on the sofa I went back into the bathroom and washed the new plug and placed it in the bag. I got out the next one I bought which was just slightly larger than the first and thoroughly washed it and placed it and the lube back in the bag as well. I carried it into the living room and sat it down next to the end of the couch. She was still sitting there lost in thought. She hadn't even noticed the bag when I came back in.

"The pizza guy said 45 minutes before it gets here." She just nodded her head. "Do you want to talk?" I asked. "What kind of thoughts is going on in that gorgeous little mind of yours?"

She swallowed a few times before she could say anything., "I have some questions." She spoke so quietly, I wasn't sure if she was upset, or what. And if she was upset, what was she upset with? The fact she enjoyed it? I know that sometimes that happens, guilt like feeling comes over a person when they enjoy something they have been long taught was wrong or bad or dirty. I pulled her closer to me and told her to take her time. I wasn't going anywhere and she should never be afraid of telling me anything.

"I don't understand how I could do that." She cried softly against my chest.

"Do what my love, respond to the arousal you felt? To enjoy something you thought was nasty or bad or wrong?"

She nodded her head as her tears spilled and fell over my chest.

"Okay, let me ask you something. Before we got together, you were in a relationship with another female. Was that bad, nasty or wrong?"

She whispered "no" as she shook her head back and forth. "Did it feel good to be with her?"

"yes." She whispered, "yes it did."

"were you taught growing up that same sex relationships were good and pure and normal?"

"No, not really."

"Then you did continue with the relationship even though you were taught it wasn't necessarily right, correct?" she nodded her head yes, and I asked one more question, "Why?"

"Because I liked what we did together, how she made me feel. It didn't and doesn't matter what everyone else thinks is right for them, it's what's right for me that matters."

Her eyes widened, as she suddenly understood and I nodded my head and said, "You take what you need for yourself, what is right for you, and leave the rest behind. You live your life on the terms you can live with not what conformity dictates."

Her arms flew around my neck and she giggled, "I understand now! I really understand!"

All of a sudden all was right in her world and mind, she knew as long as she enjoyed what we did together and it didn't harm her or anyone else that is was okay to let go of societal norms and be herself.

"So, tell me my little dove, are you ready to take this to the next level tonight? Are you ready to be a slut for me and have me fuck your ass?" She shivered as I called her a little slut, another new aspect for her, that made her eyes shine and she sat back and proudly said, "Yes, Sir!" I smiled at her and looked over at the clock, we had only a few more minutes left before the pizza would be here, her gaze followed mine and she started to say something about getting money out to pay for the pizza, but she wasn't able to get up and get it, before I grabbed her and bent her over the arm of the sofa.

"Steve!" she yelled out, "We don't have time for anything right now, he'll be at the door any minute!"

"Then I suggest you remember to relax and hold still or he will have to wait at the door, and may I remind you that that window next to the door gives anyone standing there a nice clear unobstructed view right in here." I raised the back of her robe and grabbed the bag from the floor beside the couch. I applied lube very generously to her ass. My finger slid easy this time with only a minimal amount of tightening. I moved it in and out a few times before adding the second finger, stretching her wider than she had ever been stretched before; she held her breath, I had to remind her to breathe and relax again. A few deep breaths and she began to relax her muscles and her body accepted the second finger. I moved them and wiggled them till she moaned for me. I got out the next plug and applied lube to it, I removed my fingers and started to insert the tip. She stiffened again as she felt the pull from being stretched just a little more than my fingers did. She repeated the breathing technique again, I kept telling her, "Good, good girl, that's it, just relax for me, you're doing great." The plug slid in a little more and she moaned as her head dropped down and she breathed in deep and exhaled slowly. The plug was almost completely in when we heard the car door shut outside and footsteps on the stairs leading to her front door. With one good solid push it was completely in her ass, I pulled the robe over her and told her not to move that I would be right back.

I went to the door and paid for the pizza. I brought it back to the coffee table and sat it down. I then knelt down in front of her as she still hung slightly over the arm of the couch and looked directly into her eyes as I explained how I wanted her to turn around and sit down. I told her I knew she had be starving after the long drive and hike today but to eat she would have to sit down open her robe so I may enjoy her beauty and do so with the plug in her ass. Her eyes were wide as she asked, "Are you kidding me?"

I laughed aloud and grabbed a slice of pizza and took a big bite, "mmmmmmm, nice and hot, no I am not kidding, if you want to eat turn around and sit that ass down. NOW!"

I got up and took my place back on the couch; she stayed bent over the arm for several minutes, thinking over what she could do or how she could avoid sitting and feeling that plug go deeper into her ass. I raised the back of her robe again and said, "Okay, if you aren't going to turn around and eat and open your robe so I may enjoy looking at you, then I will just enjoy looking at your slutty ass filled with that toy. Maybe I will fuck it in and out of you a few times while I enjoy my dinner." Then I gave each cheek a nice little smack. "Hmmmm, I wonder just how red I could make your ass before I'm done eating?"

She peered over her shoulder at me and sighed, I knew she was hungry, and she was also wanting more than anything to back talk me. But she knew better. Another sigh and she began to turn. She brought her legs up to sit sort of Indian style but with her butt up off the cushion, I just shook my head no, "No," I said, "That simply won't cut it either, all the way down my love all the way down."

Finally with a heavy sigh and a bit of a wince she sat down and drove the plug deep into her own ass.

"May I have a piece of pizza now?" she asked.

"Sure, I gestured towards the box on the coffee table, help yourself." Knowing she would have to rise a bit to reach for it and then sit back down and feel the plug all over again. She stared at me in disbelief. I smiled at her, "Go ahead, love, dig in, help yourself."

With a pinched looked and half closed eyes she rose up just a bit and reached for the pizza and sat back down with a groan. I finished the slice I had been eating and reached for a second piece and looked at her and said, "Oh, by the way, you are hereby ordered to eat at least three slices tonight." Before she could even object, I sat back and put my feet up and said, "You know, a glass of ice tea would really help to wash this down with, don't you think? Why don't you go fix us a couple of glasses, and please, love, I would like a twist of lemon in mine. And while you do that, don't lose your plug because I can assure you that I will not be the one putting it back in, but you will bend over a chair and put on a nice little show for me as you fuck it into your own ass all by yourself. Now leave your robe here and go fix us a couple glasses of tea."

I watched as her eyes changed, they took on that glassiness they always do when she hits that submissive mode of hers. I marvel at her body language and how easy it is to read her and her thoughts. I know from this point forward that the rest of the evening I would see emerge one of the most submissive creatures that I have ever seen or known. Once the realization sinks in to be in submissive mindset she obeys and performs exactly as I instruct without falter.

She walked a little stiffly to the kitchen, she got out two tall glasses from the overhead cabinet, filled them with ice and open the refrigerator door and got out the pitcher of ice tea. After filling them she got out a lemon and cut it into wedges and placed them in a bowl. She opened the cupboard underneath the sink and bent down to retrieve a tray where she placed the glasses of tea, the pitcher and the bowl of sliced lemons. She picked up the tray and turned to come back into the living room when her eyes slightly widened. I half smiled knowing that the plug just began to slip.

She walked more awkwardly and quickly back to the sofa and I was surprised when she literally plopped down a little hard onto the sofa. I couldn't help it; I had to laugh. "Close call, love?" I asked laughing with amusement.

She leaned forward and picked up a glass of tea and a lemon wedge and handed it to me, she started to reach for a second piece of pizza when I told her no. "Sit back, then reach." I was trying to get as much movement from her as I possibly could. She sat back and sighed as she felt the plug move deep again, a small shiver before rising again and reaching for the pizza. "Each time you need either a drink or another slice of pizza you are to make each task a separate movement, understood?" "Understood." She replied quietly.

By the time she had rose up and sat back down 3 different times she started making this tiny little moans. I told her while she continued to eat, while she was sitting that I wanted her legs open. Each movement caused the plug to rock inside of her. Her pussy was wet and her eyes were growing glassier. I was finished eating, and sat back to contemplate on how to play with her a bit longer, I was thoroughly enjoying her little moans and shivers and I wanted it to go on a bit longer. I moved closer to her so I could playfully pull on her nipples to roll them, tweak them and knead her breasts. When it looked like she was finally done with her dinner I asked her how she was doing, she looked at me and I could tell she had no words to express herself, she was deeply into her submissive mind, I stood and took off my robe, I was so hard it nearly hurt.

I took her hand and led her into the bedroom. I sat her ass on the very edge of the bed. I knelt down and parted her legs, with my hand on her chest I pushed her gently back so she was lying down. Back between her parted legs I buried my head and went to work with my tongue. Her hips began to move against me, grinding her wet pussy onto my face. With one hand I took my thumb and index finger and held her open and exposed her clit, causing it to protrude from its hood even more than it already was, I inserted the middle finger of my other hand inside of her and rubbed hard against her g-spot, allowing her to feel my finger in her pussy and the plug in her ass move and grind against other.

She came hard for me and her wetness flowed from her coating my hand and the end of the plug in her ass. I twisted it slowly back and forth; I slowly worked it in and out, twisting it as I slowly withdrew the plug. Once it was out I turned her on the bed. I helped her to get up and laid her over a pillow. She looked back at me and asked, "You promise, you won't hurt me?" "I promise, nothing will cause you any pain this evening."

She was still recovering from the effects of the orgasm she just had when I and soothingly talked to her, "We need to get you really relaxed," I kept telling her. She was almost kneeling, with her arms cradling her head on a pillow, her ass all up in the air. She started breathing slowly as she had learned to do in the living room, "just listen to my voice" I told her and continued to talk casually as I reached for a bottle of lube.

I think she was a little surprised to feel my fingers again before feeling my cock but I wanted her more relaxed to take me so I took my time to make sure this was all pleasurable for her and not rushed. She felt me slowly push a finger into her. "Just relax baby, you are doing so good, I am so proud of you" I told her. I could feel her growing used to the feeling, and she started feeling soothed by the sound of my voice. With one hand, I was stroking her body softly. Her ass, back, thighs, I could feel all her muscles relaxing at my touch I waited for that first soft sigh, once I heard it I added another finger and more lube. When I felt her relax so quickly this time I knew she was ready. I reached for a condom and put it on as quickly as I could.

When she first felt my cock at her ass, she tensed up for just a second. My voice soothed her, telling her not to be scared, that it was going to be ok. I finally had to concentrate for a second and force myself to calm down as well, I had to maintain my own control and take this very slowly, but the tightness of her body felt so incredible I struggled with just pushing forward too fast. When I felt her muscles relax, I pushed inside her slowly. She literally just about came up off the pillow, it was such a bizarre feeling as she pushed backwards against me, taking my cock deeply into her. Unlike regular sex, you just cannot start moving to quickly, you must wait for the muscles to completely relax. As soon as she loosened up a bit I was finally able to move, I slowly began to fuck her.

I never rushed. I went so painfully slow. I wanted us both to feel everything. After a few minutes, she began to moan in pleasure "Grab your vibrator. Its next to you under the other pillow." She reached under the pillow and grabbed it. She looked over her shoulder at me, and held it up for me to see that she had it, "Well I think you know what to do with it." She looked back at me again, I nodded at her. She slid it slowly inside of herself. She moan so loud this time with the feeling from being so filled, I gave her a few minutes to get used to it, I held still and waited for her muscles to relax again. "Well? Turn it on my love."

She came the second she felt the vibrations from the vibrator in her pussy combined with me sliding in and out of her ass. I had been so gentle, holding myself back forcing myself to not rush for her sake. As I felt her body quiver from the shocks of her orgasm, I took that as my sign to step up the pace. The thrusts I used started coming a little firmer and quicker. My breath quickened every bit as much as hers did, I grabbed hold of her hips roughly as I know she likes. The vibe was still running but it was causing this intense vibration against my cock in her ass, I told her to take it out and hold it to her clit. I started fucking her ass harder and faster, she was rubbing her clit and feeling the vibrations, she shook even harder than before. I felt her tense up again, the excitement building in both of us. She had finally found a rhythm and was rocking the right way with me. When her ass started moving with me, it was all I could take, it drove me just about crazy. I was fucking her hard and fast, and she was loving it!

From the sounds I could hear us both making, I knew we were going to cum together and very soon. She surprised me when she began begging me to fuck her harder. I did my best to oblige the lady, but it only took a few more strokes and she was screaming as she came, squeezing against me hard, I pulled from her ass hard and fast and pulled off the condom I was wearing and covered her ass and back with my hot cum.

We laid holding each other tight for a long time, I kissed her and talked soothingly to her, I was so proud of her, and told her so. It wasn't long after that that she started asking for me to take her there again.

To be continued:

Steve