Unrestrained Desires

Chapter 1

At the sound of door bell, Tina turned to the kids and said, "hurry up, they are here...get your things, we don't want to have them waiting for you too long, do we!?" Mike and Sara grabbed their backpacks and jackets and eagerly went to the door as I was opening them.

My parents entered with big smiles on their faces; they really enjoyed taking the kids with them to the country whenever it was possible. Kids loved them and loved those trips and me and Tina also loved being alone for few days, so everyone was happy. As soon as ma father's car was underway with all four of the in it, we returned to the house. She turned towards me and just one look from her was enough for me to get down on my knees.

We have been married for 17 years now, 17 mostly happy years but on several occasions, we almost got divorced. We had problems like every other couple but those problems vanished once I got brave enough to admit my hidden appeals to certain things.

My wife, although in her late forties, is still incredibly sexy, hot and good looking. She always takes care about her appearances, minds her weight, how she dresses, etc...she has long black hair, beautiful black eyes and thick lips. Long legs which she likes to show around, beautifully shaped ass and medium but firm breasts. On her appearance, one could fall in love over and over again. I never lost interest in my wife but my kinky side got so overwhelming that I wasn't able to think about her in any other way.

I discovered my intensive desires to be dominated; I began to look up sites and watch movies related to female dominance over men. It grew deeper and deeper inside me, but I was afraid to admit all that to her. I feared her reaction would be negative and that me "coming out of the closet" with my wishes, would only make us more distant from each other.

Two years ago, when my wife told me she wanted a divorce and that it was her final decision, I managed to bring myself to admitting my desires to her. She was pretty astonished when she heard how I wanted to submit to her for many years but my fears of rejection prevented me from telling it to her, sooner.

For several days she wasn't talking to me at all; she waged those new findings about me as she never even guessed I had such desires in me. After couple of days she decided we should talk about it. That evening we were alone, it was Friday and kids were with their grandparents for the weekend. We sat at the kitchen table to have a quite meal and to talk about our future. At first the silence was a bit awkward until I broke the ice..."perhaps we should not talk about it now, maybe later" I said just to break the silence. She kept calm and said, "no, we will talk now...this is too important to stall" she responded and immediately continued, "I don't understand exactly what is it that you want from me? If you just needed some new things in bed, some experiments, why didn't you say it sooner? You know that I am quite open minded about anything, it's like you don't know me at all, Daniel." She watched for my response, but I was silent as I didn't know how to begin explaining to her that it was not just about sex, as she obviously thought it was. "Well?! We are here to talk about it, so talk...you started this and I want to know what exactly you want...and no quibbling, just tell me."

It wasn't easy but I managed to open myself up to her..."Ok...you see, it is not just about sex and experiments in bed...I mean, that too of course, but deep down I want to submit to you, to give up control, to be a slave...if you can understand what I am saying". For a moment she just sat there looking at me then she said, "A slave?! why would anyone want to be a slave, it is stupid...what do you mean by slave, I don't get it?" she was getting agitated a bit. I had no clue how difficult would it be to explain such things to someone in person, especially to my own wife. Then something crossed my mind, "I have an idea" I said cheerfully and continued, "How about if I show you a few sites on the net where you can read about it, it should be easier for both then to talk this way about it. Once you read it, we can talk again...what do you think?" She was obviously uncomfortable as I, so she agreed. We finished the dinner in silence and then sat at the computer; once I started to open the pages I thought relevant, she said, "Jesus...for how long have you been checking out these sites?"...I didn't answer as it wasn't really a question.

So she took my place in front of the screen and started to read articles, look at the photos, etc...I left and went to the living room and just waited. I was nervous like a teenager in my anticipation. After almost two hours she came to the living room; she stopped for a second before she went to the bathroom to prepare herself for the night "frankly, it is all sick and I am not sure if I can be what you want me to be...at the moment I do not see anything appealing and no reason not to divorce you, either", she said that with coldness in her voice and left. At that time, I was certain that our marriage was over. I also felt sorry about telling her my kinks as she seemed completely indifferent.

We hardly spoke during the weekend and then, on Sunday evening, our kids came back. Throughout the week, we acted normal in front of our children but were still completely distant from each other.

Then the weekend came again ; since it was spring, kids were regularly at my grandparents every Friday so we were alone again. "We will talk again at dinner" Tina said coldly once the kids left.

So we sat at the table to eat and she began, "I decided to try to save our marriage on behalf of our children...this means that I will also try to indulge your needs ,no matter how weird those are" she looked at me to check if I was listening. "You need to know one thing, I was reading a lot past few days about this...if I am about to do this, I will do it the only right way, I will be in full control of you and everything. Also, you have to be very sure about this because there will be no coming back to as things were before...If you suddenly decide you want things the way they were before, I will divorce you...no doubt. Since this is the thing that caused problems in our marriage, since this is why you have been neglecting me so...then it will be this way or no way."

I agreed to everything and we also determined some rules like how should not we behave in front of children, etc...

So, from that day we began something I thought would be a nice adventure for me and my wife....