Dear reader,
Here are the letters from the month of April. Please notice that there are far
fewer of them than in previous months. Stephanie and her Mistresses have gotten
into more of a routine with their lifestyles. And importantly, as each Mistress
becomes more and more comfortable with her role, less and less correspondence is
required to get them up to speed. The first months showed how tentative they
were in their roles. Now you can see that they have grown into them better than
could ever have been expected. And the reader must remember that, even in this
new millennium, not everyone has a computer in the home. Stephanie writes when
her duties allow her the free time to do so. She is a busy young lady now more
than ever.
April 1, 2003
Angel,
How have you been? I was out of town and away from my system for several days.
Quite surprised that my mailbox was not brimming with letters from you relating
more of what has been happening to you.........
Your loving Mistress
Thursday April 10, 2003
Mistress
I am so sorry for not having written to you but things are not very easy for me
now at work.
I only have a few minutes but Mistress Jo told me to send you the attached note
today.
Please forgive me for not having written. My Mistresses say that I am now a
much better slave than I was, and I hope they are pleased with me.
I have to go. Sorry. Mistress told me to check tomorrow in case you had replied
to her, and I will.
slave xxx
Friday April 11
angel,
Thank you for remembering me after so much time. I think that it would be
appropriate if you made it a point to write me much more frequently.
I need to know what is happening with you and how your days are being filled.
Your new life is something I certainly wish to be a part of since I helped to
create it for you.
Make it a point to write me more often. It appears you are doing well but I
want to hear what is going on from you and updates on what each of your
Mistresses are doing as well. It also seems that you are being loaned out for
others to use as well. Tell me all.
Sasha
Monday April 14
Mistress,
I have some time to myself, for the first time in so long. I am at
Miss Beatrice's house. She has me until 10:00 tonight but her friend has come
by and she told me I might use her PC to write to you.
You asked how I was being treated. Well, I am not at work, well, not at the
office at least, very much. Last week it was only 2 days. The others were at
Miss Beatrice's house or at Miss Patricia's.
When I am in the office a few of the ladies there have taken to teasing me and
pinching me and making fun of my tattoo and stripping me of my skirt and hiding
it. Last Thursday I couldn't find it and so I had to go home without it, just
my short and my jacket.
I am very busy at work when I am there and at Miss Beatrice's. I have various
menial tasks to do for any of the Ladies, and for Miss Beatrice's cleaner, and I
am still preparing information for the role I used to have as Development
Manager, so I rarely have a minute to myself.
Miss Beatrice is very kind to me, and sometimes she allows Miss Trisha to play
with this body while she watches, and then when Trisha has gone Miss Beatrice
allows me to 'delight' her. I think she is pleased with me.
In your mail you mentioned that this body was loaned out, but Mistress
Jo says they are renting it out. So far they have rented my body to
Goddess (that is Miss Donna, Mistress Hannah's sister) twice, and once to Miss
Susan - she is a friend of Mistress Jo's. They are allowed to take me for a
night at a time, but they have to take me with just one item of clothing and no
shoes. Miss Susan bought a very big and fat strap on dildo when I went with
her, and she likes to use what she calls Her 'Pet' on my body. It's a multi
stranded whip, about two feet long.
She is experienced in Domination, she has told me about two young men she has
used in the past to 'satisfy her whims'.
My Mistresses now have the dildo, and they take it in turns to fuck this body
with it, sometimes while the other's watch. They appear to enjoy this Mistress.
I have just heard Miss Beatrice's friend leaving Mistress so I should go.
Thank you for writing to me. I shall always try to write to you.
slave xx
Wednesday April 16
Angel,
You have my permission to relate to me how you feel about everything that is
happening to you. You speak so unemotionally now. I know that has been part of
your training as property but, considering how long you and I have been
together, it is still hard to get used to. As a continuing bridge between you
and your owners I would like your thoughts on how you fee being rented out to
others, how you feel being brutally fucked by a very large (my idea, of course)
strap on dildo, how you feel being used and played with by ladies in your office
whom you were once equals with. With me, you are allowed thoughts. Our love
transcends time. Write to me more often. I am your lifeline and your opinions
and feelings are important to me. And they also make me very wet. Of course,
the thought of that dildo being used on you by me also does that. And I would
imagine that you know that I would be using it in your ass. Considering how
much I love comforting you and licking up the tears off of your cheeks, I would
have to use that dildo to produce the tears, wouldn't I?
Mistress
Monday April 28
Mistress
I have some free time!!!!!!!! Most of the office is at a team-building day and
there is only Doris here and she is nice to me.
You asked for me to let you know about the things that are happening to me, but
i don't feel i can tell you about my Mistresses, but I don't think that my
Mistresses like Miss Susan very much (i have heard them talking about her) so I
think it would be ok for me to tell you about her, and I have missed not telling
you about things.
My Mistresses have rented me to Miss Susan twice now. The first time was a
couple of weeks ago, and then again last Friday. The first time
I don't think she knew how far to go with me and it was all a series of tests
really. But when she got to know about my position she was much more free with
me and she told me about some boys she had used in the past.
When she came to collect me I had one of Mistress Allison's tops on. Just that.
It was a tight pink top, with one strap over a shoulder, and it came to just
below my bottom. None of my Mistresses abused me at all while Miss Susan was
there, they just sat and talked for a while - it was the first time Mistress
Hannah had met her I think - and I was just left kneeling in front of Mistress
Allison.
When it was time to go, Miss Jo told Miss Susan that I was only ever allowed to
wear one item of clothing at the most, and she said it really seriously. She
said it more than once too, as if Miss Susan might not know how to treat me.
Miss Susan took me down to the car and I sat in, and she leant across and just
fingered the breasts, staring at me. It was then that she told me to only ever
nod or shake my head. She'd asked me if I minded her fingering me and I'd said
No Miss, but she told me never to talk, only to nod or shake my head.
She drove me to Xxxxfield, to her house, and we both got out of the car, and in
her drive she came around to my side and pulled my top down so that my breast
was exposed, and she stood laughing at me. She told me she was going to have
fun.
When we got into the house, she pulled my top off me and she fingered this body
all over - actually Mistress Sasha. When I write to you, it would be much
easier if I might call it my body. I do know that it is not mine, not in any
way is any part of this body mine. My Mistresses have taught me that, truly
they have, but it's just difficult to explain things to you talking about this
body in the 3rd person. I do know that all that i am and that i have belongs to
my Mistresses. I hope you understand Mistress.
Anyway, Miss Susan took me into a room and she just had me get into various
positions - bent over, pulling my bottom cheeks apart. Lying on the floor and
pulling my vagina lips wide open. All sorts of positions, but she didn't touch
me at all at first when we were in that room.
Then she started to call me names. She told me I was a pathetic slut.
She kept saying that, and asked me to let her know that I agreed. I nodded and
she laughed at me.
She asked me if I wanted to kiss her, and I nodded, and if I wanted to touch
her, she just kept asking me questions. Then she took me upstairs to her
bedroom and slapped my bottom as we climbed the stairs. She told me to undress
her, and she pushed her body against me as I did, and she sat on the bed and
told me to lick her feet. I licked her feet and sucked on her toes for a long
time until she pulled my head up and put it between her legs, and I ran my
tongue between her lips to separate her pubes. She has a lot of long pubic
hair, and she came very quickly from me licking her.
Mistress, just an aside, Doris is looking at me, she is to the side of me. She
doesn't normally look at me when the others are here, but I just looked up and
she was looking at my legs. I have a skirt on today, it's almost knee length
but it has slits almost to the waist, and the fold at the front is between my
legs, and she was definitely looking at my legs. Miss Beatrice has told me
that I must always look to serve anyone who shows any interest in me, even if it
is just to prepare coffee for them, I shall go and ask her if I may make her a
coffee. I will be back soon Mistress.
slave
xxxxxxxxx Thank you Mistress - I am enjoying telling you again. X
Mistress,
I made Doris a coffee, and we sat and chatted for a while, but she only wanted a
coffee so that was ok. She was happy that I'd asked.
I was telling you about Miss Susan ... she lay back on her bed and just ignored
me. Actually, as she turned over she accidentally kicked me in the head,
nothing severe, just caught me as she turned over. I was still on my knees on
the floor. After a while she called to me to get on the bed, and she turned me
over and pinched my bottom as she talked to me about what a pussy-licking slut I
was. She pinched and slapped my bottom for a long time, then she told me to sit
up and masturbate myself, and she just watched me.
Later, she had me lick her bottom, to lick her anus clean for her. She just
kept moving my head, and turning over until I was at her bottom, then lifted her
bottom, she sort of got onto her knees, and when I carried on licking her she
told me I was a good little slut.
After a while, she turned over and looked at me and said she needed to wee, and
she looked at me, and asked me if she needed to go to the toilet to do it, and I
shook my head, and she pulled my head down to her wee hole and she peed into me.
When she had done, that was when she first told me about her subs, the ones she
had had before. I was the first fem sub she had used. She told me that she has
something that she used on her boy subs and she asked me if I thought I should
meet her 'pet'. It was a multi strapped whip, quite short. She used it on my
bottom and my breasts, and finally on my vagina. She said it was lovely having
a clean shaved vagina to whip. About half way through her whipping me - it
wasn't too hard, though it stung terribly when the actual whip hit - she sat on
my face and she peed into me while she whipped my vagina, then she pushed the
handle into my vagina, then pulled one of my legs up, and she pushed it into my
anus, really deep. She left it in my bottom for a long time after she'd
finished pushing and pulling it. She just got herself a drink and sat and
looked at me. I was on my knees but with my head on the bed, my bottom in the
air, and this whip in my anus. She just looked at me for a long time, and then
she dressed. When she was done she took it out of me and gave it to me to lick
it clean.
We went downstairs and she told me to put on my top, and she took me to a really
seedy sex shop. It was really dirty and there was an old man sitting on a
stool. He just watched us as Miss Susan took me around the shop. She went to a
section of dildos and pulled one from a stand.
It was the one she bought. It is really very big, and she had me hold it in my
hands, and try to put my fingers around it, but it was too big for my fingers to
meet my thumb and she laughed and told me, aloud so that the old man could hear,
how she was going to fuck me with it.
She took me out of the shop and straight to her car, and in the car she said she
needed to pee and she got out again and took me to a toilet by the car park, and
she took me into a booth and took down her panties and trousers and pushed me
down to my knees, and she peed into me, and all the time she did she just swore
at me, about what a worthless dirty little slut I was.
When we got back to her house, she took me straight upstairs, put on the harness
over her trousers and pushed me back on the bed and she climbed on me and
started to push it against my vagina. She pushed me up the bed with it, until
my head was against the headboard, and she rubbed it over my vagina then it
broke into me and I thought i was going to split open. My clitoris was being
pulled and just inside my vagina was on fire, like it was burning, and she
fucked me, over and over with it. I did cum, but it was more with the pain of
it than sexual stimulation Mistress. She was so savage about it; she grabbed my
tits in her fingers as she pushed into me, and with that thing in her leaning
and me on my chest I could hardly breathe.
When she had had enough, she pulled off me, and sat between my legs looking at
my vagina, and she slid her fingers over it, and then put her hand into me. She
sat there for a while, then she told me her husband would be home soon so she
had to get me back. She pulled me off her bed and told me to tidy it, and while
I did she used her pet on my bottom, then she took me downstairs and drove me to
my Mistresses.
Last Friday when she rented me, she took me away with just a shawl.
Mistress Allison decided that was all I should have. On the way, Miss Susan
pulled at my nipples and grabbed my breasts, and she told me it was a shame I
didn't have more to wear as she had promised a friend of hers that she could
meet me and that we were going to meet in a pub. We got to the pub, and Miss
Susan went in, and about 10 mins later she came out with another woman, and they
both got into the car. Miss Susan drove away, and she told me that her friend
wanted to watch me being used as a toilet, and maybe she would want to use me
too, and the other woman giggled. They talked after that until we got to Miss
Susan's.
In the house, her friend was shocked at the shawl I think, but them
Miss Susan said "That's nothing" and she pulled it off me, and she told me to
lick her shoes clean, so I knelt down and licked her shoes until she turned and
walked away. Her friend ran her hand along my back while I was on all fours.
Miss Susan called to me, and I got up and walked into the room they had gone
into and she slapped my face and told me that she hadn't told me that I could
stand so I got down onto all fours again. They got drinks, and Miss Susan asked
her friend if she wanted to play with me, she must have nodded (she was sitting
behind me) and Miss Susan told me to go and lay on my back over her friend's
lap.
Sorry Mistress, But Doris has said she wants a cup of tea. I asked her earlier
to please let me know if she wanted anything. I should be back in a minute
Mistress.
slave xxx
Mistress
Doris is such a sweet person. She was saying that it's horrible the way some of
the young girls treat me. I had to tell her that it is ok, and I don't want her
to say anything about it, but it shows her sweet nature that she should say it
doesn't it. She can't possibly understand the way I am and my position. Miss
Beatrice has told me that I am not to complain to any of the ladies about
anything they do to me, and I haven't.
The only think that i sort of wish they didn't do is when they steal my chair
and they flick their rulers on my bottom, usually when I am on the telephone.
It stings and is such a shock sometimes. Actually, I wish they wouldn't steal
my clothes so often. One day last week, at 5:00 a couple of the ladies took me
to the storeroom for some stationery and they stripped me and took away my
clothes. They stood outside the store and I begged them for them back, I was
crying. I had to meet Mistress Allison on my way home and anyway I just had to
have some clothes. I was so upset. I thought I would be late for my Mistress.
Eventually, they gave me my clothes when Miss Beatrice came through. She
laughed with them but told them to let me go.
Oh Mistress, I have not told you ... we have moved. We are downstairs now. We
have one bedroom as a normal small bedroom, for visitors and occasionally
Mistress Allison says she may sleep in there, and one bedroom - the biggest one
- has the most enormous bed you have ever seen in it.
That is the family bed, and I am allowed to sleep in it when invited
(The other times I am strapped to a chair), and the third bedroom is being to be
prepared as a playroom.
About my sleeping - most nights I have been in bed with some, or one, of my
Mistresses. Occasionally I have started in bed but later pushed onto the floor
if one of them gets too hot or anything, but they have taken to using a cane
high back chair for me to sleep in. It has no covers on it and sometimes, when
my bottom and back are tender it really hurts to but put in it. They strap my
arms to the top of the armrests, and my legs/thighs (just above my knees) to the
front of the armrests where they meet the seat, and they tie a gag around over
my mouth and through the cane of the backrest to hold my head upright. The first
time I was put in it I fell asleep and when I woke my neck was really sore.
It really ached. I didn't say anything, but Mistress Allison saw that I was
flinching and twisting my neck and she decided that my head should be supported.
They both tell me that they don't want damaged property, but it is their was of
telling me that they will look after me, and they do, Mistress.
Sometimes, they are harsh with me. But no more than I deserve. They wish me to
be perfect, and so they do their best to see that I am suitably abused, so that
I do not forget my position and that I belong to them. I have a duty Mistress.
I have to try to remember the last time I have been beaten (not just slaps or
paddling, but actual beatings) and if it has been more than 7 days I have to beg
them to beat me, and when it happens I have to think of something that they have
not used to beat me with and I have to deliver it to them, to Mistress Jo
anyway, and I have to beg her to beat me with it. It hasn't actually happened
yet, but I don't know what I will take them when and if it does.
Mistress Allison still loves to lick my vagina. She sits and watches TV
sometimes and she stands me beside the chair and every now and then she has me
pull my vagina lips apart and finger myself, then she licks at me. Her friend
Ronnie sometimes licks me too, but she more likes me to lick her and suck on her
lips and clitoris. She is quite plump and had really long clit hood Mistress.
She loves me to suck on it, really hard. She doesn't know the extent of my
servitude. She still believes me to be a lesbian woman who loves to service
young girls and who lives downstairs from Mistress Allison and her Mom. I don't
know what Mistress Allison will say now that we have moved.
I was telling you about Miss Susan. She was really sort of showing off to her
friend. She was being beastly to me on purpose, just to impress her friend.
She fisted me while her friend watched, and she told her about the size of the
dildo she had used on me, and her friend didn't believe it. She fisted me to
show that she could, both that I could take a fist, but more (I think) it was
just to show her friend that she could do it if she wanted to.
They both peed into me. Miss Susan first, she just lay me on the floor, took
off her panties and bent over me and rubbed herself on my face, right from her
anus to her pussy, then she said that I had to be ready because she was going to
piss into my lesbian slut mouth, and she lifted a little off me and peed and her
friend came around and watched.
Actually, all the time her friend was there she insulted me. I don't mind, and
most of what she said is right, I was just letting you know
Mistress. Initially her friend wasn't sure about peeing into me, but Miss Susan
sort of bullied her into it. She had to though. I now know it wasn't really
her fault. My Mistresses had told Miss Susan that they wanted me to have drunk
someone else's pee. That was her fee for having me.
She had to have had me drink someone else's pee and for Miss Susan to pass
details of my Mistresses to the girl who used me. I didn't know that at the
time. I just heard it later, when we had got back.
Mistress. You asked me if I had any feelings about being rented out.
Whenever it happens Mistress Jo and Mistress Hannah always abuse me while I tell
them of what happened and describe the people, so I love to be rented out
Mistress. I love that they are so happy with me when I am, and so far I don't
think anyone who has used me has complained about me. I know Miss Beatrice is
happy with me, and Miss Patricia, and even my Goddess (Donna) are happy with me
now. She even told Mistress Hannah at the weekend.
She told her that she liked having me at her flat. She said anytime they wanted
to get rid of me for a while they should call her and she would take me.
About my Goddess. She still uses me for her toilet - all sorts of toilet. She
still poo's into my hands, she once had me kiss it in my hands, but she has
explained to me that that is the most foul and depraved thing for anyone to ever
do, and that she loves me that I do it for her.
She also uses me in other ways now Mistress. She allows me to apply moisturizer
to her beautiful body, and she allows me to trim her pubic hair, and when I am
very good she allows me to kiss her pretty pussy.
Sometimes, she lies on her tummy on the bed and watches TV and I am allowed to
lick her bottom, over the cheeks and between them, and inside of her anus. Once
I was licking her bottom all the way through a film.
I have drifted a little this afternoon. Sorry Mistress. Forgive me please.
I have enjoyed writing to you again, and being with Doris. It has been a nice
day.
They will be back soon - some of them are coming back to the office, including
Miss Beatrice. She told me she would want delighting before she goes home this
evening.
I should go.
Thank you again Mistress, and I beg that you understand that what I have told
you should never to repeated to My Mistresses, please please I beg of you, and
trust in you.
with love
slave
xxx
Wednesday April 30
Mistress
I am in Miss Beatrice's office. She has gone out but before she went she had
Trisha come and get me. I am ashamed to admit it but I was crying in the
storeroom. Miss Beatrice says I should calm down and then get on with some
work, but I wanted to write to you.
All morning I have been tormented by two of the younger Ladies here in the
office. And it just got to me. I have gone into the loo before to have a cry,
a few times well quite a few times, but today it just got to me more, I have
just had enough and I was so depressed. They stopped me as I went to get some
coffees for some of the Ladies about an hour ago and took me into the storeroom
and they undid my shirt and pulled at my nipples so hard and they were just
laughing at me and telling me that my tits were pathetic and why did i think
anyone want to see my tits, and I tried to explain that I didn't really want to
show my tits but she slapped my face and told me to shut my filthy mouth, and
they both swore at me, over and over. They had lifted my skirt and were
pinching me, mostly on my bottom but really viciously and I did put my hand out
to stop them but they just slapped me hard across the face and i got so scared
and they carried on pinching at my tits and laughing all the time. It went on
for such a long time, one also went and got two cups of coffee from the machine
and they put the cups against my tits, right on my nipples until they were
burning and I begged them to stop. They just kept on and on until, until they
just gave up and left me there and Trisha looked in after about 5 minutes and
she told me she was going to tell Miss Beatrice, then she came back and took me
through, into here, and Miss Beatrice asked me what had happened because I was
still crying, and I told her and she told me, well I'd told her that they hate
me and that I didn't know why they hated me so much but she said that they
didn't really hate me, they were just sadists and this is just the way that i
give them pleasure, but I'm sure she's wrong and they do hate me.
She told me I should be happy that i give them pleasure and that my
Mistresses would be pleased with me.
She told me to remember that Mistress Jo would be severely displeased if she
told Her that I had been upset at being used, and she told me if I shut up and
calmed down quickly she wouldn't tell Her. Then she said she had to go out and
she let me stay in here until i had come to my senses.
Now that I've written to you I have. I am calmer now. And I know that it's
wasn't really anything, but I just got so depressed about it. I was just being
stupid I know that now.
I should go and get on with some work. I will wash myself first though; I must
look a complete state.
Yours with love
slave xx
