My Submissive Life
9. Miss Tina
Miss Millie made me eat her pussy for an hour after her boyfriend left. She
must have had four orgasms. Finally she grew tired of me and made me go home.
On the way home I couldn't help thinking about what I had done with her
boyfriend. I wanted to be used so badly by these beautiful women, but why did I
suck a cock and eat cum like that. It made me a little sick to think about it.
But what really bothered me was my reaction to it. Why would I have an erection
after sucking a man's cock and eating his cum?
I had thought about it before but never intended to do it. After all, I am not
gay. It took hours for me to get it off my mind and go to sleep that night.
The next morning I decided to concentrate more on the entire experience of the
weekend. It was wonderful. I was fulfilling my dreams. Other than the one
experience I was getting comfortable with my new life. The only other thing
that bothered me was my constant desire to cum. Even at work, when I would
think about my submission I would get an erection. I had to put tissues in my
shorts to soak up all the pre-cum. I was afraid to relieve myself. If my
balls are not full, they will know. Also, I really wanted to be loyal to Miss
Lora and Miss Millie. I wanted them to control me. It was all I could think
of.
On the way home Monday evening, I started wondering if I should contact Miss
Lora. By the time I got home I remembered she had told me to stay in contact.
I left a phone message telling her how much I enjoyed serving her and Miss
Millie, and that I was honored to be their submissive slut. I also begged for
permission to serve them a soon as possible. I spent the rest of the evening
hoping she would call. I kept getting erections and my balls were aching for
relief. I know now what they mean by "Blue Balls". I wanted to relieve myself
so bad. I finally went to bed and tried to get some sleep.
The next morning I went to work, and worried all day that I would have another
grueling evening. I left another message when I got home begging Miss Lora to
allow me to please her in some way. I kept practicing over and over what I
would say if she called.
I am your submissive slut and I am here to please you.
I am your submissive slut and I am here to please you.
I was about to go out of my mind with desire. Then, about 8:00 the phone rang.
I grabbed the phone on the first ring. My heart was in my throat. Hello, I am
your submissive slut and I am here to serve you. Then there was silence. Oh my
God, what if it is someone else. I clenched the phone and said it again. Then
the voice on the other end said. "So, what makes you think I want you to serve
me?" Who was this? It was not Miss Millie or Miss Lora. The voice was too
deep. I am Miss Lora's submissive slut ma'am, and I will do anything to please
her or any of her friends. Then I closed my eyes and held my breath.
"My name is Tina. You may call me Miss Tina. I have seen you in the Mall, and
I have talked to Lora and Millie about you." My heart was racing now, but I was
also relieved. It was one of their friends. Maybe she was going to allow me to
serve her. "I am not like Lora and Millie. I have different needs. How do I
know you can serve those needs?" I am sure I can Miss Tina. Please allow me
the chance to answer any questions you may have. I truly want to serve you.
After a few moments of silence she responded. "I am very demanding, and I do
not spare the rod, if you know what I mean. I like to inflict some pain." She
paused. "Not constant pain, not excruciating pain, but enough to satisfy my
need to see you squirm and beg. If you can't take it, then don't waste my time.
Of course, if you don't...... Well you know what that means." I knew exactly
what it meant. I would be banished by all of them. Oh God, I didn't want that.
"Well, what do you have to say?" Please Miss Tina, please let me serve you.
"Tomorrow is my night off. I want you to come to Millie's apartment. She is
out of town, and I will be staying at her place. You will be there at 6:00. Do
you know what happens to little boys that are late?" Her question scared me. I
was not expecting that kind of question. A...yes Miss Tina I...think so.
"Well, you had better be prepared. By the way, I don't like little boys that
are early either. So get your time piece right and hope that it is synchronized
with mine." Then she hung up. Oh my God. I was excited. I would be able to
serve another beautiful dominant woman. As the excitement began to fade a
little, I wondered what she was going to do. I wondered what she meant by being
late and being early. Her deep voice kept echoing in my ears. I became erect
just thinking about it.
I managed to get to sleep that night without touching my aching penis and balls.
The next day at work I could not help thinking about what Miss Tina was going to
do with me. I rushed home after work, showered and got dressed. I was ready by
5:30. I started over to Miss Millie's apartment. I did not want to be late. I
had checked my watch earlier with the correct time to make sure it was accurate.
I got there early and walked about for a few moments constantly glancing at my
watch. At 5:55 I started up the stairs. I stayed in the stairwell until 5:59.
I was really getting nervous. I watched as the seconds ticked down, and made
sure I had my nose in the peephole at a few seconds before 6:00. Then I rang
the doorbell. My heart was beating fast and my palms were wet. I could hear
steps inside.
"Get in here and assume the position." I immediately opened the door and
quickly got to my hands and knees with my nose in the carpet. With just a quick
glance I could tell that she did not have the slim model like qualities of Miss
Lora and Millie. She was tall and built much bigger. "You're a minute late."
My heart sunk. " You know what that means?" I am sorry Miss Tina; I thought
my watch was correct. "Well its obviously not, or are you going to disagree
with me?" No ma'am. "When I tell you to get up, you will remove your clothes,
your panties too. I don't care for panties. They get in my way. Then, you
will go into the spare bedroom. I have the punishment bench ready." I should
have guessed, she was going to punish me immediately. My need to serve was so
strong I didn't care. I could feel myself balls beginning to stir. " You will
lie down face up and await further instruction. Now get up. "
I quickly got up as she walked away. I removed all of my clothes and within a
few moments I was in the spare bedroom lying down. As she walked into the room
I got my first real look at her. She had beautiful long hair, and her face was
even more beautiful. She was taller than I had originally thought, and she was
big. Not fat, but large. She was bigger than most men. From my subordinate
view she was intimidating. She walked over to the side of the bench and grabbed
my left hand. "I am going to restrain you. I hope that is not a problem. As
if you have any choice." I was afraid to say anything. She attached a
restraint to my wrist. Then she attached that to the side of the bench. She
walked around to the other side and did the same. Then she went down to my
feet. She pulled them to the side and secured them. "Try to get loose." I
pulled a little and quickly realized I was not going anywhere. "This will keep
you from moving around too much when your punishment begins." She also pulled
my knees apart as far as they would go and attached restraints to those. I
looked down and noticed for the first time that my penis and balls were very
much exposed. My penis was limp, but I could still feel that churning in my
balls. I had not cum since Saturday. I looked up to the ceiling and saw mirror
tile. I could see most of my body without having to look down at it.
She walked over to a small table nearby. I noticed that she had a number of
devices and leather type straps and paddles on it. I suddenly got a sick
feeling in my gut. When she turned back, she had a thick cord in her hand.
"First we are going to tie this around you cock and balls so they will stand out
and be presented properly for punishment." I was starting to get worried. She
confidently and expertly tied the cord around my cock and balls several times,
then tied the ends just below my balls. The manipulation of my penis and balls
was getting me aroused. I could tell that my balls had already begun to swell a
little. She pushed her finger in on them to see if they were tight enough. It
felt good, and for the first time since I had arrived, my cock was getting hard.
"Oh my, look what you have done. Naughty boy, getting a hard on without my
permission. You are going to pay for that."
She turned back to the table and came back with a wooden spoon, about 10 inches
long. She smacked it against her left palm. "Let's see if we can remedy this
situation." She raised it up over my penis. I tensed up expecting a hard
smack. But to my surprise, she used it to administer a series of short smacks
that actually felt good. In fact I could feel my penis getting harder. I was
so in need of a climax, I was afraid these little smacks might take me over the
edge. "I guess it is not really your cock's fault." She paused for moment and
pulled the strap back. "Its your balls!! " Then she raised her arm and came
down on my balls with a heavy smack. I stung so bad I yelled out loudly. Then
she hit them again just as hard. I yelled again. I could feel the tears
already start to run down my face. She hit them a third time. Please Miss
Tina. Please stop.
"After what you have done. Why should I stop?" She bent down in my face and
took my jaw in one hand. "You have been told that you are to control that cock
of yours. Miss Lora told you that you are not to become erect in front of your
mistress unless we are naked or you are serving us. Is that not correct!" I
remembered what Miss Millie had said now. Yes ma'am, I am so sorry. "You had
better not forget again." She moved back and began removing her housedress. "I
get warm when I am pissed me off." She turned around as she began removing it,
and I quickly noticed that she was naked underneath. She put the strap down,
and reached for something else. As she turned back, for the first time I could
see her beautiful body. As large as she was, she was beautiful. She had huge
breasts with large erect nipples. While she was a little heavy around the
middle, she was still very shapely for a woman her size. She had a very large
amount of pubic hair, and it was untrimmed. She was stunning. "Are you going to
piss me off again?" No ma'am. My balls were still stinging and I had lost my
erection. "It looks like I will have to spend more time training your cock and
balls than I originally expected. When we are done with that, you will service
my other needs. I get very horny during punishment sessions."
She turned back to the table and picked up a narrow wooden dowel. It was
probably 2 1/2 feet long. She swished it in the air a few times. "Have you
been caned before?" Oh no Miss Tina. Please don't do that. "Why not, I think
it would be fun." She rubbed the end of the cane across my penis and balls.
"Close your eyes and think about it." I closed my eyes. "Can you can feel the
cut of the cane as it comes down on your cock." She tapped it lightly on my
penis. It felt so good. Every time she touched my penis with something it made
me want her so bad. My cock was very sensitive and I needed to cum so bad. I
looked up at the ceiling tile and I could see my cock growing again. "Oh my,
what do we have here? I think you like this. Don't you?" Yes Miss Tina, that
feels so good. She began to tap a little harder. It was starting to sting a
little, but it still felt good. "You're not going to do anything bad now? " I
knew what she meant. She was making my cock feel so good. It was really
getting hard now. "This is not what I had in mind. You have been such a bad
boy tonight. You are not ready for any privileges yet." The way she said that
made me think that I will get privileges. Does that mean she is going to let me
cum. Maybe she means if I am good she is going to let me cum. I promise to be
good Miss Tina. Please let me serve you and make you feel good. "I am feeling
good all ready." She began to tap much harder, and the blows began to sting
much more. They were becoming very uncomfortable. "Yes, I am feeling much
better." She moved a little to the side and swished the cane again. "Let's
give it try." She turned back toward me and began swishing the cane over my
penis. Suddenly she made contact. Oh my god! She did it again. Oh Please
Miss Tina, that hurts! She did it again, only harder. It felt like she was
cutting my penis off. Please Miss Tina! Then she did about three in a row.
God, it hurt really bad. I was having trouble getting my breath. Please Miss
Tina, Please stop. It hurts so badly. I looked at myself in the ceiling tile
again and my penis looked distorted. It was only semi erect and it had large
red stripes on it. "You are such a cry baby, and the evening is only
beginning." Then she landed one on my balls. Oh my God Miss Tina. Please have
mercy. I will do anything if you stop. She slowly turned back to the table and
put the cane down. I was so relieved; I closed my eyes and took a slow breath.
She stood there for a few moments as if she was trying to determine what she
wanted to do next. When she turned around she had a strange device in her hand.
It was two pieces of wood with two large bolts and wing nuts on either end. I
suddenly realized what it was. I had seen it in bondage magazines. It was a
ball crusher. "Do you know what this is my little pet?" I am not sure ma'am.
I was trying to play dumb. "I'll bet you know exactly what it is. You were
trying to fool me, weren't you?" I was afraid to answer now. She placed it on
my stomach and started untying the cord from around my penis and balls. The
sting from the caning was subsiding and her hands felt good on my balls. In
fact, it felt so good, I was getting hard again. This time she wrapped the cord
around my balls only. She kept wrapping it around until there was just enough
cord to tie the ends together. Now, my balls were held tightly in my ball sack.
She flipped them a few times with her finger and thumb to see my reaction. I
flinched. "Now, we have your balls ready for crushing. I just love to crush
balls."
Its hard to explain how somebody can be so cruel to you, yet make you so horney
you could die. The whole time she was handling my balls and talking about
crushing them, I was thinking how much I wanted to cum. But even stronger I was
thinking how much I wanted to serve Miss Tina. I glanced at her ass while she
was working on me. It was large, but smooth looking and inviting. I thought
how I would love to put my head between her legs and smell her. I swear, I
think she was able to read my mind. She walked around to my head and stood over
me. She reached down to get the ball crusher. This meant her pussy hair was
practically in my face. I could smell her. It was that distinct odor of
feminine arousal. It overwhelmed me, and in an instant my cock became so hard
I could feel it rise off my stomach. "I think you are trying to take liberties
again. Is that right?" I am so sorry Miss Tina, but your heavenly aroma is so
inviting.
She began placing the ball crusher over my swollen balls. After she got it in
place, she began turning the wing nuts. I could feel the wooden plates coming
together firmly griping my balls. She tightened them slowly. Every movement to
my balls and penis felt so good. She knew it to. She smiled and talked in a
gently voice. "I think you are liking all of the attention I am giving you."
Yes ma'am. For the first time, she took her hand and patted my cock. I closed
my eyes real hard. It felt so good I was afraid my balls would erupt. Now,
every time she touched me it sent erotic chills through my spine.
She walked around to my head and bent over to talk in my ear. She whispered.
"I think it is time to tighten the screws." Then she giggled and moved her
hands down to the crusher and took one wing nut in each hand. She began to
turn. Immediately I could feel the wooden plates squeeze my balls. I started
to feel pressure in the pit of my stomach. If you have ever accidentally put
your balls in a position where they were contracted, you would know what it felt
like. If you have done this you would have immediately changed your position to
relieve the pressure. Unfortunately, I was in no position to move. I tightened
up my body. She let out another giggle and turned the screws again. This time
the pain in my balls was making me very uncomfortable. I was afraid to say
anything, but I couldn't help but try to move around. She noticed that and
turned the screws again. Oh Please Miss Tina, it is starting to hurt bad. "So,
what do you want me to do? Take it loose?" Please Miss Tina, please take it
loose. I could see what she was doing in the ceiling tile, but I raised my head
to get a better view. She laughed and started turning the screws tighter. Now,
it was really hurting bad. I could not lie still. Please Miss Tina, I can't
stand it. "Do you think I care?" Oh God, Please Miss Tina. The pain was
becoming unbearable. It felt like my intestines were going to burst. It felt
like something inside of me was swelling and trying to burst out. "Maybe if I
tighten it just a little more you will learn not to take liberties with me."
Then she gave me a hard look. "Do you understand me?" Yes Miss Tina, I am
sorry, please forgive me. Please Miss Tina, I can't stand it any more. Oh God,
Please please Miss Tina. Oh my God, it hurts so bad. I thought I was going to
pass out. I could feel the sweat running down my face. Then when it got so
bad, that I though I couldn't take anymore, she turned the wing nuts back. I
felt immediate relief. My balls still hurt, but not nearly as bad. She turned
them back again and the bad pain started to go away. Thank you Miss Tina.
Thank you for having mercy. Please forgive me. Thank you. I promise to be
good. I want to serve you and make you feel good. Thank you for punishing me.
I guess that just slipped out. I don't know why I said it. I actually thanked
her for punishing me. What was happening to me?
All of sudden I felt so beholding to this woman. When she freed my balls from
the crusher, all I could think about was being submissive to her and meeting her
needs. I wanted to spend my life serving her. After a few moments I stopped
babbling. Then I noticed she was standing there with her arms folded. "Ok,
that's enough punishment for the now." She began removing my wrist restraints.
Then she released my knees and then my feet. I rose up for a second and rubbed
my wrists. "Get down on the floor on your hands and knees." I quickly
complied. But I noticed very quickly how soar my balls were. She turned to the
table and picked up a collar. She put it around my neck. Next, she got a lead
like you would use for a dog, and attached that to my collar. "Follow me." She
started into the living area and we stopped at the couch. Then she stood in
front of me. "Well, look at me." I raised my head until my nose was in line
with her pubic hair. She edged closer until my face was against her. Her odor
was strong. She had become very aroused when she was punishing me. My penis
almost immediately started to rise. As much as my balls ached from the
punishment I had just received, I could still feel that pressure in by balls
from not being allowed to cum.
"Are you ready to serve me slave?" Yes ma'am. She spread her legs and rubbed
her finger from the bottom to the top of her pussy. She slowly moved it under
my nose. I inhaled her wonderful aroma. God, it was all I could do to keep
from cuming. My balls felt like they would erupt. "Smells good, doesn't it?
Yes ma'am. She moved over to the couch, sat down, and motioned with her finger
for me to come over. I walked on my knees until I was standing between her
legs. She spread her legs. "I like to hear my slaves beg to please me." The
she reached out and flicked my penis with her finger. "You need to do something
with that. If it leaks on my floor, I will cut if off." I am so sorry Miss
Tina. I quickly used my finger and thumb to remove my pre-cum. Of course I
liked it off as she giggled and smiled at me. There was so much leaking out; I
had to do it several times. "You are a cum hound, aren't you?" I looked down
at the floor. Yes ma'am. As many times I had done that over the last week, it
was still humiliating. "Well, I want to hear you beg."
Please Miss Tina, may I have the privilege of serving your sexual needs. Please
allow me to bring you to orgasm by serving you orally. I promise to do a good
job. Then I paused. She leaned back on the couch and folder her arms as if she
was not convinced of my sincerity. Please Miss Tina, I will lick up all of your
secretions and clean your ass hole as well. Please let me serve your needs.
Please let me be your submissive slut whore. She was silent for a few moments.
Then she stood up in front of me and turned around. She leaned forward and put
her hands on the couch. Her magnificent ass was now only inches from my face.
"Start kissing". I did not hesitate. I immediately leaned forward and put my
lips on her ass cheeks. I began planting kisses all over her ass. I went
around the outside of her beautiful cheeks and worked my way in. As I got
closer to the separation of her checks, my nostrils picked up that unmistakable
odor from her most personal opening. This only made me desire her more. I
wanted to lick her ass hole so bad. I closed my eyes and tried to control
myself. I kissed all around this area taking as many sniffs as I could. At the
same time I used my hand to check my penis. Sure enough it was leaking again.
"Use your hands to spread my cheeks. I want that tongue on my ass hole." My
dream was coming true. I quickly placed the palms of my hands on her cheeks and
pushed them to the side. There it was. God, what a beautiful ass hole. It was
very dark and hairless. I moved in with my nose first, and her aroma filled my
nostrils. It smelled so exciting. I wanted to sniff it all night. "I said your
tongue. Not your nose!" Yes ma'am. I stuck out my tongue and began to gently
lick her ass hole. I went down next to her pussy and licked up and across her
ass hole several times. I pressed my mouth over her ass hole and used my tongue
to flick her opening and tease it. I even tried to push my tongue into it. I
licked so much that I cleaned off the entire flavor. It no longer had any
taste. "Push your tongue into my ass hole. I want you to fuck my ass hole with
your tongue." I pointed my tongue and tried very hard to push it into her hole.
At first it didn't go. Then I could feel her relax, and it went right in. It
seemed to actually open up. I spent several minutes pushing my tongue in and
out, hoping to create a pleasurable feeling to her ass hole. I could hear her
moaning, so I knew she liked it. I had forgotten about my own desires to cum
and I was lost in pleasing her. I was in heaven.
After about 5 minutes my tongue was beginning to get soar. My jaw began to
ache, and I was getting exhausted. Fortunately, Miss Tina's moans and movements
were suggesting that she was nearing an orgasm. Then without warning she rose
up and turned around. She put one foot up on the couch and said, "Now, right
now, lick my pussy." I moved quickly under her. She immediately grabbed my
head and pulled my face into her pussy. Her odor permeated my nostrils and the
sweet sour taste of her pussy filled my taste buds. Her unique flavor made my
penis stand straight up. My balls were aching with lust. I could tell she was
almost ready to cum. I felt so proud to be helping her cum. I stuck my tongue
in her pussy and sucked on her clit. It was the biggest clit I had ever felt.
It was almost like a small penis. Her juices were filling my mouth so quickly I
had to swallow. "That's it, make me cum you little whore. Make me cum." I
just kept on licking and sucking, and drinking. "Oh God, that's it." She
grabbed my hair and pulled me tightly into her crotch. I thought I would
smother. She shook and rode my face for at least a minute. She was moaning and
grunting. Then she stopped and gradually released my hair. "That was good."
Thank you Miss Tina for allowing me to serve you. Thank you for allowing me to
taste your beautiful pussy and ass hole. I am honored to drink your cum.
"Shut up slut, and get something to clean me up." I got up quickly and went
to the bathroom to get a washcloth. I ran the water long enough to get it warm.
Then she entered the bathroom, walked up to the mirror and began brushing her
hair. She spread her legs and said, "Well, clean me up." I got down on my
knees and began washing her pussy and ass hole. This act of submissiveness was
making me erect again. I was really enjoying the things she was allowing me to
do. I could feel myself reach a new level of submissiveness. Not only did it
stir my sexual emotions, it gave me a great feeling to know that I was serving
her.
"Oh, by the way, did I tell you my daughter will be here after while. She is
learning to play." My eyes almost popped out of my head. "Your....a...
your..daughter ma'am? "Yes, my daughter. You will show her the respect of a
princess. You will worship her with all of your mind and body." She reached
down and grabbed me harshly by the hair. "Do you understand me." Yes Miss
Tina. "She is 17 and will be out of high school soon. I am teaching her how to
control the men in her life." Oh my God. This is not real. I didn't know what
to say. She would actually let her daughter see me like this.
