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The First Weekend Of The Year
I had just finished my shower and toweled off, still horny and frustrated. As I looked in the mirror before getting dressed I could see the look of lust in my bright light blue eyes. My blonde straight slightly wavy hair looked shiny as always down to the middle of my neck in the back. It had a natural part slightly off center and I kept some loose bangs just above my eyebrows. I remembered before I had children that it was naturally blonde but then had changed to a more mousy brown color so now I colored it to near the original color. My face is a stretched oval with my ears being proportionate and tucked in so my hair mostly covered them except at the lobes. My nose is a good shape in being straight with a slight turn upwards and narrow but much so. My cheekbones were somewhat high being I am of northern eastern European descent. My neck is thin and slightly long. The thinness of it and my small frame conspired to make my throat to protrude from under my jaw and then disappear by the time it reached the top of my shoulder line. My jaw is of a nice steeply rounded structure but my thinness made my cheeks looks shallow. My lips were a bit thin but still full and when coated with red lipstick looked very attractive or at least I thought so. My very svelte figure worked against me some for my color bones and breastbone showed through my skin at the top just below my neck. In fact I am so thin and small that I have to shop for clothes in the junior section as adult sizes do not fit correctly most of the time. This usually meant it took me a while to find clothes so I would project the proper mature businesswoman and soccer mom image. Many times I had to take them in some. My shoulder line sloped down from my neck. At last wearing contacts made me look somewhat attractive otherwise I would look like the mousy librarian as seen in movies for sure.
My figure is overall very thin and curved so I do not look like a boy. My legs are of a nice shape and my thighs are a perfect size relatively. My hips are good and not wide but of a good feminine contour with my ass being firm having a nice protrusion from the rear. I was however not made in such a way that I could sway while walking and entice a male. I had no problem with weight other than for me it was hard to gain any. My skin tone was of that slightly yellow- ish nature allowing me to tan easily without burning. My arms and hands were thin and delicate in nature matching my overall form. Overall my measurements are 32-22-34 with my cup size being barely a B.
In studying my overall physique and looks I could see where Mistress might find her mousy submissive to be cute and attractive although it still perplexed me some. I wanted her to accept and also to desire me as her sexual partner. I decided I would try my best to be a very good sex toy and slut for her. This elevated my excitement level and my hands cupped my small breasts and moaned. I spoke to my image in the mirror saying “I want Mistress to fuck me, I want to be her slut” in a wanton begging voice. With that I watched as my right hand wandered slowly down my chest and then abdomen from my breast. I stared intently as it reached my lower abdomen and reached the top of my shaven slit. I still could not believe I had shaved but it made me look so attractive now. I could feel my throat constrict and my stomach churn. My hand started to shake and I felt slightly dizzy. My index finger found an opening in my slit and I fought off the desire to finger myself. My legs started shaking badly. The exploring finger found my hole even though my legs were pulled together. I felt it reach inside and touch the wetness. I moved it around to cover it in my juices, my eyes focused on the hand it was attached to. I pulled it out reluctantly. I closed my eyes and opened my mouth. I brought it up to my open mouth trying to avoid smelling it but failing. I began to retch and had to hold it back. My finger went into my mouth and I sucked on it. I felt sick at my stomach but at the same time my cunt gave away its desire by leaking onto my upper thigh. I deeply moaned and my left hand squeezed my entire left breast. Right then my husband said from outside the bathroom “are you ok sue?” I quickly recovered my composure enough to say in a somewhat shaky voice that I was ok and would be done in a moment. He responded with an ok and left the bedroom. I washed my dirty hand and began to get dressed while still tasting my servile future if I wanted it. I did.
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The rest of the day was one I would always remember and also one I would like to forget. Every little thing got me thinking about sex and with those thoughts came a wetness between my legs. I was no longer wearing panty liners, mistakenly it turned out. Earlier in the day my husband had done some digging in the yard to reroute a gutter drain pipe and once he was done and cleaned up the family went out to take advantage of some sales. When I was at the mall to do some clothes shopping with my family I found myself staring at attractive women. There was one very attractive woman standing outside Victoria Secrets that I ogled as much as my husband. One time I even noticed that my blue jeans had a small dark patch in the crotch just from my leaking. I was so embarrassed and glad no one noticed. I told my husband I had to go to the restroom and as I walked there I held my handbag in front of my crotch in an unassuming way to avoid discovery. Once in a stall I had to use toilet paper to blot up the wetness from my jeans and my panties. I then took more toilet paper and stuffed it in the crotch of my panties to act as a pad. I was glad to leave the mall as all it did was make me more excited.
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Even though I was home for the rest of the evening all I could think of was sex. Every show on TV seemed to get me excited now. If I had a good plausible reason for my husband I would have taken a cold shower to get my mind out of my pussy. I was glad to finally go to bed and just hoped that my husband was too tired from the days activities to want sex for I knew I would cum no matter what I tried. Luckily for me, he complied with my unstated wish.
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I awoke slightly earlier than usual for even a workday though it was Sunday. Immediately I quietly rushed into the kitchen and brought the computer rapidly online. As I impatiently waited I kept rubbing my thighs together in delightful anticipation. However this was all for naught for when I accessed my email there was a message in my inbox from Mistress. I had checked my email late the night before but nothing was there so I looked at the time it was sent. It turned out she had sent it very early this morning. She wrote that she stayed up late and was going to sleep in today. The note continued that Mistress expected to be online early this evening and she was very sorry to have missed me this AM. Mistress did say that she was horny when she got home from being out and had cum thinking of her cute slut imagining us in a ‘69' where she could tongue-fuck my shaved pussy while I kissed and licked hers. I groaned wantonly at that thought and my thighs clenched together feeling the pleasure course through my loins. Mistress wrote that I could cum too if I wanted but only if I did something pleasing for her which would help further my training. It was utterly revolting what she wanted me to do but then she had said I did not have to. To cum I would have to finger myself while the index finger of my unused hand was fully buried in my ass. I was to write her immediately if I took her up on her offer as she might be off and on during the day and she was very interested in this activity assuming I willingly participated. Mistress wrote that she was going to bring me the joys and wonders of anal sex which did not always mean being fucked in the ass by a cock. I just could not do this and so my frustration continued to grow and I sobbed.
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At least during Church my mind got off of my cunt but as soon as I was home again the thoughts came back with a vengeance. This day turned into almost a repeat of the day before except for two things. The first being I was prepared for wetting myself so I used liners today. The second was every time I focused on sex I thought of my finger implanted in the dirtiest place of my body. I still could not do it but I did notice I was leaking even more today so I had to change my liner a few times. All I could do was look forward to tonight.
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After clearing up the kitchen after dinner I finally had a chance to get back online. I had not written her during the day as I had not cum at all since I just could not do as she offered. Once online I accessed my email while bringing up a lonely messenger program. I had another message from Mistress. I hoped it was not bad news for me but it was. She said she would not be able to be online as she needed to see her Aunt who lived a few hours away. It seems her Aunt needed some help with some item or other and it had come up un-expectantly. Mistress let me know that she wrote this message from her Aunt's computer and that at the time of composition she noted I must not have taken her up on her offer. She said that was not a problem for her but that it may be for me. She recognized I must be frustrated at the moment but had written for me to be online at 5 the next morning as that is when she would be getting up for work. I felt disappointed but at least I would be able to chat with her tomorrow morning before I went to work and then my trip to Chicago . I still wanted to cum and I could feel my sexual energy just waiting to be released.
When I went to bed that night I was hoping my husband did not want to make love as I knew I just could not hold back. It turned out he just wanted to go sleep and he did so almost right away. I lay there feeling the energy all bottled up in my pussy just wanting to burst out. This made me tense but at the same time I seemed to enjoy it so being on the edge. I knew that when Mistress finally did let me cum it would rock my entire being. My mind wandered to my trip tomorrow and again I let the fantasy of Karen dancing with me and kissing me lull me to sleep.
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The next morning I got up just before 5. My husband typically did not get up until usually 6 as he did not have to go to work until later than me. He made sure the children got to school since I left for work by 6:30 . I would have to pack for my trip this morning and had mentally picked out the cocktail dress as agreed with Karen plus a business skirt and jacket for the following day. I decided that I would have to wear something over the dress to cover my shoulders as I was not into showing myself to potential clients, whereas Karen being sales was a bit more outgoing. I had a velvet half-jacket that would do just nicely without taking away from the dress at all so that would be packed to go with me. I would wear a pair of slacks and jacket today for going to work and then flying to Chicago . Typically when I went on a trip I would usually take a knee length pink cotton nightgown with a matching robe as sometimes the hotel rooms were really cold. As I thought of the clothes packing chore, Mistress came online as I had already been logged into messenger awaiting her. She began writing me immediately.
Mistress: Good Morning sue J
Sue: Good Morning Mistress J
Mistress: So you did not take me up on my offer
Sue: No Mistress I just couldn't do it it is just so dirty and filty I am sorry and I hope you understand
Mistress: sue it is not a problem for me but I suspect it was a problem for you as you are probably wanting to cum by now for sure
Sue: Yes Mistress Your slut wants to cum badly
Mistress: Well sue maybe I will let you but first I think you need to remember to use lowercase when referring to yourself with me in order to maintain proper etiquette
Sue: Oh so sorry Mistress i will not make that mistake again please forgive this oversight
Mistress: That I will sue just this time
Sue: Thank You Mistress
Mistress: Next time will call for discipline
Sue: Yes Mistress
Mistress: So you are getting ready for your trip I assume?
Sue: Yes Mistress I am
Mistress: I do hope to touch base with you late tonight say around 11 as that will give you time to be ready for me – would My slut like that?
Sue: Oh YES Mistress please do
Mistress: And how will My insatiable bitch dress for her Mistress?
Sue: naked Mistress
Mistress: Mistress is not good enough to dress up for?
Sue: Sorry Mistress slut did not mean that at all its just it would be hard for me to bring along a sexy nightie without maybe causing attention
Mistress: I assume you will be bringing business clothes and such but what about underneath, what will my sexslut wear underneath for Me ?
Sue: i did not think about that Mistress
Mistress: Do you have some time today to do a little shopping before you go?
Sue: Yes Mistress i guess so but i have to watch how much i spend
Mistress: I understand sue. Why don't you buy a sexy and slutty nightie just for you to use with your Mistress
Sue: Yes Mistress that can be done
Mistress: Also get one of those black velvet choker items as I think it will help My slut to get used to the idea of a collar. What does My wet bitch think about that?
Sue: Yes Mistress the thought is making me wet
Mistress: My bitch was probably already wet and most likely has a puddle in her panties am I right?
Sue: Yes *blushing*
Mistress: Yes Mistress BITCH !
Sue: Yes Mistress so sorry please forgive me
Mistress: Maybe I should not let you cum this morning
Sue: Please No Mistress slut is so sorry and wants to please You
At this time I was rutting the top of the chair with my thighs tightly closed feeling the pleasure build within my loins and spread throughout my now shaking frame. How could I be so stupid!
Mistress: sue you are so sweet and cute plus new so I will only extract a little discipline
Sue: Thank You Mistress J
Mistress: As I have said before sue, I am fair and do desire you as much as You seem to desire Me
Sue: Yes Mistress i do
Mistress: I think it would be good for My slut to get slut panties also. Do you have black thong lace panties?
Sue: No Mistress
Mistress: Well while you are out slut shopping get some for your trip. I want My slut to wear them on the way out and all the time while there. My bitch can change on the return so hubby will not find out J
Sue: Yes Mistress
Mistress: Also make sure you have matching sexy bras which I suspect you already have
Sue: Yes Mistress Thank You
Mistress: One more thing sue
Sue: Yes Mistress?
Mistress: Leave the dildo as you do not want to have it pulled out of your luggage during inspection
Sue: Oh thank You Mistress for reminding me
Mistress: Well I need to go real soon for work
Sue: Mistress Please
Mistress: What is wrong sexy one?
Sue: bitch needs to cum Mistress
Mistress: Oh I forgot. Cum for Me right now you have 1 minute
Sue: Yes Mistress oh Thank You
Mistress: Right now whore cum right now – you can leave the panties on
Sue: Yes Mistress
With that my hand went right inside my panties from the side of the crotch. It was all wet and leaking. My panties were soaked in the crotch from being on the edge for a while followed by this conversation. I started ramming my fingers in and using my other hand to feel my hardened nipples. I watched the kitchen clock and hurried to make sure I would be done in time. I thought of Karen taking me doggie style in the hotel room and this got me in the right frame of mind. I came just before the minute was up and it was so glorious. It took me about a minute to get over it and during this time I had closed my eyes with my head back. A blissful smile was over my face and my legs continued to shake with my fingers lodged in my soaking cunt . Finally I looked at the clock and saw two minutes had passed. I looked at the computer screen.
Mistress: Done?
Sue: Yes Mistress in a minute as You commanded it just took me some time to recover Mistress sorry for not responding
Mistress: I suspected so *smiles and kisses*. Well tonight then. Bye
Sue: Yes Mistress tonight bye
With that she was gone. I removed my fingers and felt an urge to lick them but decided not to. However that thought triggered my body back into action and I could feel my clit start to swell again. My nipples were still rock hard. I realized that release was only a temporary one, damn! Well tonight would be wonderful!
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