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Femdom Fantasies Becomes an Unpleasant Reality

Part 1

Femdom Fantasies Becomes an Unpleasant Reality

By: Ken Bristol want2b

Chapter 1 (Discovery)

Ed came walked into the kitchen Saturday morning and saw his wife Diane glaring at him while sitting at the kitchen table with her knees tucked up under her and holding a cup of coffee.  Diane, in an ominously quiet voice said:  “Sit down, we need to talk.”

Ed poured himself a cup and said:  “whats your problem”.

“You are.” She replied.

“I dont understand.” He said.

Diane continued:  “I feel like I dont even know you.  What you did and said last night, I can hardly believe it.”

“What are you talking about?” Ed asked.

“After we got home from the party, as if you werent already drunk enough you had to open another bottle of wine and then decided we should get busy in front of the fireplace.  Your tuxedo is still crumpled up there.  Are you telling me you dont remember any of that?” She said.

“I remember opening the wine and fooling around in front of the fireplace but the rest is fuzzy … why what happened?”  Ed replied more meekly.

Diane said: “Ill tell you what happened; you scared the hell out of me and I am still creped out.  We were 69ing when you locked your elbows behind my knees and moved from licking my pussy and started to kiss my asshole!  When I ask you what you were doing and tried to get away, you held me and said that I had the cutest little asshole and that I had been “holding out on you”.  Then you gave me this little speech about how we both had roles in our marriage, yours was to make the money and pay the bills, and mine was to see that your needs were well satisfied.  You said it was my DUTY as your wife to service your cock however and whenever you wanted it.  You said that you could have married a woman 25 years younger than me who had a nice tight pussy.  You said my pussy is really not very tight at all but my asshole is nice and tight.  You said that you let me sample it only once before we were married and since then it has been off limits.  You said from now on that is going to change.  You said that you OWN my body and you would use it however and whenever you felt like it from now on.  You said things were going to change starting last night as you would be using my body however you felt like whenever you wanted it - if you wanted to fuck my ass every night for a month - you will do it and I was going to learn to like it!  You then rolled me over and with a just a bit of spit ass-fucked me!  Even when I screamed you said I needed to learn to like it and hold up my end of the bargain and by “my end” you meant my ass in order to be a “good wife.”   

After you stumbled off to bed, I sat up and realized you were into things of which I had no idea about.  I then spent the entire night going through your laptop and finally found some files that you had hidden on your computer with sick stories from some website called “BSDM Library”.  What sort of sick shit are you into?”

Ed said meekly:  “So what if occasionally I like to read erotic stories, its no big deal.”

Diane sighed and said: “NO BIG DEAL!  Am I not enough for you?  I do everything for you and still you have to read perverted stories that I can barely comprehend.  Are you this twisted?  As she picked up the pages she had printed she shook them at him and screamed.  “I had no idea you were this FEMDOM bullshit!  Is that what you want?”

Ed replied quietly:  “It doesnt mean anything; I just sometimes get turned on reading about different things.”

Diane said:  “It is all coming together now, why two months ago when you were drunk, you started to play with my ass and when I was sitting on your face you tried to move me back so that you could kiss my ass and I got upset.  This is all connected.”

Ed was a deeply ashamed and said:  “I dont remember any of that, or last night...it...it must have been the wine..., as I remember, I was really horny.  It doesnt mean anything.   Im so sorry I will never do it again”.

Diane replied:  Did it turn you on to kiss me there?  Does it sound sexy now, sober when youre not turned on?

Ed said:  No, can we not talk about this anymore, Im really really sorry, it wont happen again…

Later that day Ed thought to himself:  Why did I ever save those stories on my computer!  Why??   Ive tried so hard not to bring my fetishes into our bedroom.  My first marriage ended because my wife got creped out when I introduced my fantasies into our sex life.  Diane has told me before we were married that she didnt like kinky things.   I hope she just lets it go.  Shes always thinking of pleasing me and taking care of my needs without worrying about her own needs.  Why did I do that!  She a beautiful, sexy, intelligent woman, I would hate to lose her.  

Ed remembered the first time he ever saw her a green-eyed, fair-haired, beauty at 510” and 130 pounds in all the right places.  When she walked into the restaurant she was “dressed to the nines” with high riding boots up to her knees and a stylish green silk scarf wrapped around her neck.  She entered with such grace that she turned all the mens heads in the room.   I admit that when I first met her I really wanted to fuck her but I didnt think it would go any further as I thought she was too old for me.  We ended up fucking on our first date and wow - can she fuck!  What a passion she has for sex!  Ed admitted to himself that one of the main reasons why he married her was because he didnt want to live without the best sex hed ever known.  She really LOVES sex!  She is nearly a nymphomaniac.  In the almost 2 years that I have known her, she has never turned me down for sex, and she gives me as much of it as I can take and the blow jobs - she really knows how to suck cock.  I know her body is starting to show her age but her implants are perfect and boobs look great (as long as shes not on all fours where her nipples sag away from the implants); she still has a fine ass; she cant get enough of fucking me and sucking my cock; plus she has the sweetest tasting pussy and she sits on my face every time I ask.

Ed reflected that his only complaint is that Diane couldnt cum unless he was going down on her and she takes 45 mins. Or more and sometimes that are too long.  But, all in all, he reflected, I am a very lucky man.  I cannot believe the other men who married her would have ever let her go.  If Im honest with myself, about the only other thing I would change is that she not be so obsessive about washing her pussy as I love the smell of a womans pussy.  Diane is so clean I usually cant smell anything other than soap.  I guess I would also like it if she was more willing to let me fuck her ass more that is probably what happened last night, I got drunk and told her I was going to do it whenever I wanted it. 

Chapter 2

The following Tuesday, Diane was having lunch at her favorite outdoor Bistro with her younger half-sister and best friend Jan.   Jan a very attractive ash blonde with a killer smile, is 48-years old and is a board certified Psychiatrist who runs the Sexual Behavior Institute just outside of Minneapolis, MN.  Shes a trim 51”, who always wears stylish heels and was wearing a blue suit with a well fitted skirt and with a cream colored silk blouse. 

Over a nice glass of Chardonnay, Jan asked:  “So how are the newlyweds doing?  What has it been 8 weeks already?” 

Diane said:  “Closer to 10 weeks, but I dont know if this is marriage is going to last another month.”

Jan said:  “Youre kidding, right?  What happened”?

Diane replied: “Last Saturday, after the gala in the Cities, Ed did something that I thought was totally out of character.  It shook me so much that I wondered what he was into, and I spent the rest the night searching through his laptop and found some really kinky files that he had hidden on his computer, that really have me creped out.  I really thought I knew Ed, and he is apparently into things so kinky I cannot believe it.  I know in your line of work you probably see situations like this all the time but it really has me second guessing this marriage.  And when I confronted him on it he said it meant nothing.”

Jan said:  “What did the smug bastard do?”

Diane said:  “He has all sorts of stories he downloaded from some website called “BSDM Library” which has all sorts of kinky bondage and domination stories on it.  From his collection it looks like he really gets off on being dominated and forced to do all sorts of disgusting stuff.  It all makes sense because last Saturday when we got home, he was drunk and said that Id been “holding out on him, by not letting him fuck my asshole whenever he wanted” and then he held me down and started licking my asshole!  Even though I struggled and screamed for him to stop he continued, and then he flipped me over and fucked me in the ass!

Jan:  He licked your asshole?  Intentionally! And then he forcibly sodomized you?

Diane:  “I couldnt believe it - and he licked me not just a little, he held onto my hips as I tried to turn away.  He said he always loved my ass.   It really creped me out that he would do that.  Im not into all that kinky twisted shit.  Do you think it was just the wine?

Jan:  No, alcohol is a depressant that can lower inhibitions; it doesnt prompt people to do things out of character or something they wouldnt at least consider while sober.  No, I would say he definitely has an interest in your ass or he wouldnt have done that - wine or no wine.  But you already knew that, because you told me that he screwed you in ass once before you were married, when you were in Italy and has wanted to do it again.”

Diane: “I dont know what to do.  Ive now been married 6 times and Im 59-years-old.  My looks are fading.  I cant keep doing this; I thought this was the last, what am I going to do, start looking for husband #7?  I thought I knew Ed; we dated for more than a year before we were married and I thought I really got to know him.  He never exhibited freaky sexual desires until that time in Italy when we got drunk and he did me in the ass the first time but he asked.  It hurt me, he is big and my ass actually bled.  If I divorced him now, I would have next to nothing.  We havent even been married 3 months, all of our assets are in Eds name and I would get nothing in a divorce other than my jewelry and clothes. He could do well without me, hes only 47, good looking, fit and a successful Bond Trader.   But what about me?” 

Jan:  “First of all, you are still beautiful and could attract a lot of men, how do you think you got 6 men to marry you?  Secondly you need to slow down.   So you husband licks your ass once and screws your butt and youre already to divorce him?  Whats wrong with you, its not like that was the first time you had it in your ass.  I know your gun-shy after all youve been through but you dont even know how kinky he is, youre just ready to throw in the towel because of that!

Jan continued:  “How about you?  You certainly havent been open and honest with Ed!  He thinks you love sex, youve told me you have fucked him silly since the night you met; you have averaged having sex more than once a day; that never once have you turned him down for sex in two years and you dont even like intercourse!  Youve told me that you think up all sorts of sexy places and creative games for you to have sex.  You act like you had no idea he wanted to ass-fuck you but you told me before you were even married that you told him he could fuck you in the ass once or twice every year to entice him.  So, dont act like it is such a big surprise that he wanted to take you up on your offer.  Plus, youve told me that you frequently meet him at the door when he comes home from work and push him down and suck him off before he even takes off his tie.  He thinks you cant get enough of him.  He thinks you love sex!  Can you imagine his shock to discover that you dont like sex and did all of that as part of your plan to marry him?” 

Diane:  “Well, we were always told that the way to a mans heart is through his stomach, but Ive known since high-school that the way to a mans heart is through his cock.  Men are so simple.  They all want to be told that they have a big cock, are great in bed and that they are the best partner of your life.  It really is true that a man doesnt have enough blood supply operate both of their “heads” at the same time.  If a woman can stroke a mans ego while she strokes his cock, most men will become so taken with a women that they cant live without them.  And its not that I dont occasionally appreciate a hard cock, its just that men are so expectant when they have hard-ons, it clouds their judgment and they are so demanding in a way that a man with a limp dick isnt.  Plus, a soft dick isnt a threat to anyone, as it is so harmless, whereas a man with a hard-on he is thinking only of getting his rocks off and rather than how to please his woman.”

Diane continued:  “Besides, it isnt true that I dont like sex, Im much more sexual than most women and usually orgasm at least once a day.  Its just that the only thing that works for me is having a guy goes down on me.  Given the choice of having a man on top of me grunting and squirting his goo between my legs or properly servicing my clit with his mouth, I will choose the servicing every time.   If I could just have a guy go down on me till I cum and skip the fucking and sucking him, I would be happy with that.  I know that I have misled Ed a bit, I just figured over the course of the next year I would back it off until he got used to getting it 1-2 times a week and I would just avoid the kinky stuff so that he would be just a normal guy.   As for hand jobs, blow jobs and most screwing, I look at that as the same as I look at changing a babys diapers, IT IS A CHORE - that I would rather do without!   I do it just to make him happy, as it doesnt do anything for me.  If it were up to me, I would rather he stayed limp and went down on me until I felt like fucking a few times a year.  I wish I didnt have to worry about pleasing him at all.  I had hoped I could move him into the pattern I had with my fourth husband.”

Jan inquired:  “what did you do with him?”

Diane replied:  “With him, I trained him to go down on me whenever I wanted it which was almost every day.  I would have him service me for maybe 20 minutes, and then I would allow him to fuck me for 5 minutes or so but not allow him to cum and then go down on me again and finish me which usually took another 25 minutes or so.  By that time he was so horny I would just have him jack off on my tits which usually only took a minute or less.  Thats how I got him to pay for my implants, I convinced him how sexy it would be to spray his cum all over a nice firm pair of tits.  That way I got what I wanted and I just had to put up with him on top of me grunting away for just a few minutes.  It actually worked pretty well, but it wasnt actually ideal.”

Jan said: “If you could create an ideal world for yourself sexually, where it could be any way you wanted what you would do?”

Diane said:  “Wow, ok…, in my ideal world, I would have him go down on me for 45-60 minutes to get me off EVERY DAY.  Ideally, I wouldnt have to deal with Eds sexual needs - I would rather never see his hard-on unless I wanted it, maybe 2-4 times a year when I feel like having a cock inside of me.   Its not that his cock is uglier than any other mans, he has a decent body and his cock is about 7 inches when hard, but I really dont get anything out of him being turned on or cumming.  It just doesnt do anything for me.  I like Ed best right AFTER he cums when he is pliable and easy to control.  I know its selfish, but I just like it when he services me.  Im tired of worrying about pleasing him You asked, that would be my ideal world.”

Jan asked: “Have you ever come close to your ideal world?”

Diane replied:  “I guess the closest I ever came was for a night with Ed about a month prior to our wedding when we were role playing.”

Jan said:  “Sounds interesting, tell me about it.” 

Diane continued:  “Well, we were in character in the laundry room of the house. Ed was playing an innocent virginal teenage boy and I was the sexy middle-aged neighbor “Mrs. Morrison”.  He was our “pool boy” and I caught him jacking off to a pair of my dirty underwear in the laundry room.  I threaten to tell his parents unless he did exactly what I asked of him.  As the fantasy progressed, I told him that I would teach him about sex and how to service a woman properly.   I said to him: “Edward, it is my goal to teach you how to sexually please a woman.  You first need to understand that you must submit yourself to her pleasure and forget about your own shallow base desires.  Mens sexual pleasure is shallow and simple; a man can cum with barely any mental stimulation all he needs is s hard cock and a little stimulation - a simple creature sexually.  However, women need mental, emotional and physical pleasure in perfect balance to achieve an orgasm - few men know how to achieve this goal.  Only if you learn what I have to teach you will you know how to properly pleasure a woman.   Most men are clueless to how to please a woman and push their dicks wherever they can whether the woman is ready or interested or not.”

“Now take your clothes off and get into the shower so that I can supervise the scrubbing of your dirty parts before we begin.  I must know that you are clean to enter my bed and begin your training. We got undressed and into the over-sized marble shower in the master suite shower and no sooner did Ed start to wash my breasts he had a hard-on.  I harshly slapped his cock and said in a stern voice:  “Edward, how dare you!!  You do not have permission to have an erection!” 

Ed replied meekly:  “Whats wrong?  I was just washing your boobs, Mrs. Morrison”.

I continued “I did NOT give you permission to be erect!  You must learn to control yourself!  You are not an animal. There are times and places when achieving and maintaining an erect penis is appropriate and even demanded and there are times when it is unwelcomed and vulgar. You must control your penis just as you learned to control your penis as a child when you learned that there are appropriated times and places where you may urinate.  The same is true for the other functions of your penis - you must learn when an erection is wanted and appropriate.   You must learn NOT to be like most men who are crude and whenever they see a pair of breasts, they have no control and become hard without a thought over whether the erection is desired by the woman.  Just because you are with a naked women is no reason why you should lose control.  Remember this rule always:  You should NEVER have an erection unless you are INVITED TO BECOME ERECT.  If a women wants the man to have an erection she will either tell him to get hard or fondle his penis to show him that she wants it hard.  If the woman does not ask or does not touch you, you are ALWAYS to remain flaccid.  Your entire body is there to please a woman and she will let you know what parts are needed to service her.  The parts not needed are to remain out of the way and not become a distraction.  The woman may have no need for your penis to please her and for you to assume it is needed is an insult and make her uncomfortable as she may feel like she is expected to do something with your offending member.

Unlike the female form which is beautiful, graceful and self-contained, male genitalia is unsightly and covered with ugly veins.  Throughout all of history learned societies, understood this.  The ancient Greeks and Romans understood and only depicted in statues and paintings the male genitalia in a flaccid state and usually depicted it undersized to minimize the eyesore.  Thankfully in later years the Vatican dictated that all male nude statues have fig leaves so that the penis was not visible all.  For you to show your ugly engorged penis shows that you are unrefined and vulgar.  When a woman is naked and sexually aroused, it is difficult to detect her arousal by looking at her body because she is properly discreet, however not so with a naked man, he waves his ugly engorged cock around as if it is the center of the universe and worthy of all attention.

All you have to remember is to do what is asked of you and learn to control your body.  If I tell you to become erect, I expect you to be hard within 30-60 seconds.  If I want you to cum immediately you need to learn to spill your seed quickly.  If I want you to stay hard for an hour or more for my pleasure without you cumming - you are to do so.  If I choose to watch you spill your seed several times a day for my own amusement, you are to obey without question.  If I decide that I have no need of your cock being hard for months - that is my prerogative as a woman.  It is not about your pleasure, you serve at my pleasure and need to remember that at all times.  You are never to touch yourself without my permission or cum without permission.

If you are ever in the presence of women again when you are both naked and you have so little control that you develop an uninvited erection, you are immediately to apologize for your lack of manners and say:  “I am truly sorry for my lack of control.  Please forgive my presumptuousness; I will get rid of it immediately.”  With that you are to turn from her and as quickly as and discreetly as possible, spill your seed to rid yourself of the unwanted erection.  To save face and to minimize your shame, cum very quickly.”

Diane continued:  “Now Edward, what do you say and what are you going about that offensive member?”  Ed said:  “I am sorry for my lack of control and I apologize for being crude and presuming that you would want me this way.  I will get rid of it right away.”  With that he turned and Diane said: “Bend over and quickly squirt into the drain, youre not entitled to stand up like a man.”  As Ed bent over Diane roughly grasped his testicles from behind him and squeezed them tightly as Ed frantically pumped his hand over his engorged shaft, trying to quickly cum.

Diane said:  “Quickly, quickly this is not for your enjoyment.  Faster.”  With that, she tightened her grip and fully stretched out his scrotum behind him, as he pumped his hand vigorously for almost a full minute until she relaxed her grip and then suddenly tightened it harshly, immediately he cried out and shot several thick ropes of gism into the drain at his feet.”  As he came, Dianes face contorted in disgust as she said, “You took far too long!  You have so much to learn.  If you had only controlled yourself in the first place we wouldnt have had to waste time dispensing with your little distraction.” 

Ed said:  “Im sorry for my lack of control.  How can I make up for it?” 

Diane said:  “Finish cleaning yourself up and come to bed and I will teach you how to please a woman.”

Diane continued to Jan: “Once in bed, I had him lie on his back as I straddled his mouth and I faced his cock to see that he didnt disobey.”

Jan said:  “What happened?”

Diane said:  “He lasted 30 minutes while he serviced me with his mouth until; again he developed another ugly erection.”  I said: “Edward, Edward, how are you going to learn anything about women when you cant even master such a simple instructions?  Now get on your hands and knees with your head down with your ass facing me and get quickly rid yourself of this erection and apologize for ruining my pleasure with your selfish desires.”

Ed immediately turned around and put his face on the mattress with his ass in the air as Diane reached between his legs and again grasp his testicles and stretched them roughly from his body as Ed once again vigorously pumped his cock for all he was worth, willing himself to cum.   Diane said:  “quickly, quickly, and just a short squirt what are you waiting for this is not for your enjoyment.  Now spurt your silly juice so we can dispense with your foolish little hard-on”.  With that she increased the pressure on his nuts.   A mere 35 seconds later, he shot another much smaller load onto the sheets.

Diane said:  “Disgusting!  You made a mess on my bed!  Go clean yourself up and come back here, clean up the bed and then give me my pleasure which is what you should have been doing rather than playing with yourself.” 

Jan said:  “Did he do it?

Diane:  “Sure, he was really into it, neither one of us broke character all night.  The best part is how I ended the evening.  After I had Ed bring me off twice by going down on me, he got a third hard-on.  I again, ridiculed him and made him spoon with me from behind and fell asleep with his hard cock in my pussy, not letting him thrust of move to get him off.  It took him forever to fall asleep as his penis finally softened without release.  That was the closest to my “ideal world” that I have ever experienced. ”

Jan said:  “So in your ideal world, you wouldnt fuck or suck him at all or even give him a hand job?  It would be a one-way street, where he would just pleasure you?  Dont you love him at all?  If you think the female form is beautiful and a mans package is so ugly, and you dont like fucking, just oral, maybe you should be a lesbian?”

Diane responded: “No, Ive thought of it but while I appreciate a womens body, they dont sexually excite me, I like the strength of a man.  Plus, I would never go down on another women, it seems gross to me.  Plus, how could I entice a woman who makes 500K a year to be with me?”

Jan said:  Well, if you want him never to be hard why dont we just perform an orchiectomy on him”.

Diane said:  “Whats that?”

Jan said:  “That is the surgery we use to castrate a man, it is a relatively simple procedure where we make an incision in the scrotum and remove both testicals and then sew up the empty scrotum. Ive performed hundreds of them.  If you never want to see his cock hard ever again, that would do it.  I can even show you how get him into asking for it and having him voluntarily sign the consent form.  After four to six weeks he will permanently lose the ability to become erect and his penis sole remaining function would be urination.  Ed would be a eunuch and you wouldnt ever have to worry about his sexual needs ever again.   Plus, he would never leave you as no other woman would want him.”

Diane:  “No, I wouldnt want to be married to a eunuch - that would gross me out.  As ugly as a hard penis is, it would be worse to have to look at a shriveled penis with an empty sown up ball-sack beneath it.  No, leaving Ed with just a useless withered piss tube and no balls would disgust me.  Couldnt you give him a shot or something that would keep him from getting hardons all the time?

Jan replied:  “We have a fair assortment of drugs that would keep him from becoming erect, but they are basically a form of chemical castration.  If you decide to go that route you need to understand that it is permanent and irreversible.  He will never be able to achieve an erection after the drugs are administered and there are other side effects besides eliminating his sex drive.”

Diane said:  “That doesnt sound like it would work for me any better than actually gelding him.  Plus its not like I never want to fuck again.   I would just like to do it when I felt like it.  Maybe I would screw him every three or four months or so if I felt like it.  In my fantasy-land, maybe  I would have him jack off quickly before going down on me, like I made my second husband do so he wasnt thinking with his dick while he is pleasuring me.  As far as love…Ive been married six times I really dont have the luxury of “love” at my age.  Im in it for financial security now.”

Diane continued:  “But, this is the real world not my fantasy world.   Ed would never stay married to me if I dont take care of his sexual needs as hes a horny bastard.  I know he wouldnt have married me in the first place if he didnt think I loved sex.  And I still willing to give him a little, I just thought he had normal needs not pervert ones.”

Jan:  “Well, I think you need to find out how deep the water is before you know whether to go forward or divorce him and look for husband number seven.   You need a plan of action.  Heres what I think you should do...  Get him drunk and start playing with his cock and get him really horny as you talk to him, while you tease him, stroke him and suck him.  Then tell him that you realized that when he licked your bottom the other week and you read the stories on his computer that you knew that he was holding out on you and has fantasies has never revealed.  Tell him it sort of turned you on, but it also hurts you to think that he has desires that he has never shared.  How can you possibly be a perfect wife to him if he wont tell you his deepest fantasies?  Tell him that you want to be close to him emotionally, and explore each others sexual fantasies so that you can really know what the other wants and grow together as a couple.

Tell him that you have an idea.  You are each going to write down on pieces of paper all the kinkiest things you have ever thought of doing sexually.  Tell him that you will go first and will write down all your deepest, darkest fantasies that you have never shared with another person; you are not going to hold back everything kinky and anything sexual that turns you - as he licks your pussy.  Then you are going to do the same to him, you will suck his cock as he thinks of the sickest kinkiest shit, with no holds barred that he has ever thought of.  Things that he has never dared shared with another woman.  Then as a couple you will pick things out of the hat that you can both agree to try.  He will pick one of yours one Saturday night and the next Saturday night you will do the same.  When it is your turn to write things down dont worry about what to write, just make something up that hell believe.  You just want him to write down his fantasies.   Since Ed is going to be out of town for a few days, we will also take his computer to my IT wizard and see what sort of porn and sites Ed likes to visit, and then well know what hes really into.  I can write a program you can follow that over the course of 60 hours will most likely eliminate his kinky fantasies in one weekend.  Heres what you should do…”

Chapter 3

The next week at the same bistro…

Jan: “What did he write down?” 

Diane:  “Its as bad as a feared, Ed is really a sick fuck.  I dont think I can stay with him.  I did what you said and wrote down a bunch of things I made up a bunch of kinky things to get him to let down his guard.  Things that I said I had always wanted to try sexually.  He then did the same.  It was genius to get him to write the things down as I was sucking him off.  I teased him a lot as he was writing stuff down and he was so turned on.  I did what you said and stuck my finger up his ass for the first time and stimulated his prostate as he wrote down more than I ever wanted to know.  He really liked that.  He was moaning and as he would tell me his sick fantasies, I would encourage him one saying “woo that sounds fun…thats so naughty tell me more!”  What I found out was that - yes, he wants to fuck me in the ass more - typical male.  And what he said fits in totally with the Femdom stuff I found on his computer.  But what he wants are way too twisted for me.  As you thought, he wants me to be a Dominatrix and get into a sexy outfit and tie him up.  But then as I was bringing him repeatedly to the edge of orgasm he revealed that he also wants me to tie him down and FORCE him to eat my pussy AND my actually lick my asshole as I stretch his balls and twist them while I command him to “pay homage to his mistress and queen”.  Just before he shot the biggest load into my mouth, he told me he wants me to tie him down and for me to force him to drink my PISS and then clean my asshole with his tongue.  All that as I jack him off and stimulate his prostrate. He wants me to go an entire week without washing my bits, so I “really smell like a woman.”  Earlier while I was stoking his cock, I asked him since he had such a thing for my ass would he like me to buttfuck him with a strap on, and he admitted that he fantasized about it and said he would like it if I reached around and stroked his cock as he took it up the ass!”

“Does that sound gay; he really seemed to like it when I stuck my finger up his bum?”

Jan:  “Not likely.   Many powerful hero males like Ed like to fantasize about being made to be submissive to a woman.  The fact that he would like you to be a dominatrix will actually play into the plan I have been designing for you.  Also, the fact that he doesnt want to you to role play as a man or dress him up as a woman or do a threesome with a man, is an excellent signs that he is heterosexual twisted, mind you -  but heterosexual.  That was confirmed by what we found on his computer.”

Diane:  I dont think I can deal with this, it is just too much.  What did your I.T. guy find on his computer?”

Jan:  “It coincides to pretty much the same as you described.  He has visited a lot of female domination websites and bondage where the women are in charge.  He did have some stories from The BSDM Library about women dominating and controlling guys and even forcing them to do all sorts of disgusting things including drinking their urine so that is definitely something that interests him.  No gay stuff or chat rooms, or any evidence that he is a cheating on you.” 

Diane:  “Jan, I really dont think I can stay married to a guy who is into suck sick twisted stuff.  I thought Ed was just a normal guy.  How do I find these guys??  Too bad there isnt a way to change him so he would be the man who I thought he was when we married. ”

Jan:  “So you want to change him?  If I could show you how to get rid of all the sick desires that you didnt like and change him so he liked to do the things you wanted instead in bed, would you be interested?” 

Diane:  “Of course!  Can you help?  This has something to do with your work, doesnt it?” 

Jan:  “Yes.  You know a little about this but let me tell you what exciting breakthroughs we have made at the institute in dealing with sexual deviancy.  The work centers on something that has been around in one form or another since the 1960s it is called Aversion Therapy.   It has been used for 50+ years.  It has been widely used in the treatment of alcoholism and drug addiction.  In the sexual realm, it originally started out to “cure” homosexuals and turn them into heterosexuals; the Mormon Church even sponsored it for a while.  Different groups have had some results that were more positive than you would imagine with homosexuals.  However, Aversion Therapy works very well in many other areas of sexual deviancy, from pedophiles to exhibitionists, to men who have inappropriate fetishes.  The basic premise of Aversion Therapy is that the subject is aroused and sexually stimulated while being subjected to positive healthy images and influences that are to be promoted normal sexual heterosexual activity up UNTIL the time that he ejaculates.  Immediately after the subject ejaculates, the masturbation is continued for the next 30-45 minutes after orgasm. -  Once the subject orgasms, we change the images to the subjects deviant fantasies.  Often, men who have deviate behavior or fantasies have intense guilt and revulsion immediately after orgasm.  Prior to orgasm the deviant act is exciting and titillating, however, the instant after orgasm it becomes repugnant and they are often deeply ashamed.  In psychopaths this is one of the reasons why they often kill their victims after they climax.   Also, there is a strong physical evidence to support Aversion Therapy.  This is because the glands penis becomes very sensitive and sore to the touch after ejaculation.  So rather than the masturbation being pleasurable, after orgasm it is painful.  Thus a mental link is made between the deviant fantasies and pain.  This process is called Masturbatory Satiety.  Simply put, the process links the deviant fantasy to pain and makes the deviant fantasies non-desirable.  This process is continued over and over again sometimes for days straight.”

Diane asked:  “How do you do that, administer Aversion Therapy?”

Jan said:  “We have special equipment that goes on the subjects penis and strokes and sucks it and we administer electrical voltage to the subjects testicles and prostrate after he climaxes while being shown the deviant sexual images of subjected to deviant acts.  Additionally we use equipment which pulls the subjects scrotum away from his body and gradually squeezes and compresses the testicles to inflict significant pain.  Once again, this is done only after orgasm during the aversion portion of the session so that deviant fantasies are vividly linked to intensely painful consequences.  While the subject is aroused and his penis is erect, he is only given pleasurable sensations as the healthy behavior we desire is promoted.   We even have equipment to make the very thought of anal intercourse repulsive to a subject, we use it to make the thought of anal intercourse painful and repugnant.  You might be interested it that with Ed, to keep him away from your ass.  This has sometimes even worked with homosexuals, but it has been especially effective with heterosexual males that fantasize about anal sex with their wifes who have no interest in the perversion.”

Jan:  “I am willing to write a therapy program and show you how to use the institutes equipment with Ed.  I think if you gave him an intense 60-hour Aversion Therapy session, he would voluntarily eliminate his unwanted fantasies and you might have the husband you have always dream of.  As an added bonus, you can make the pleasurable part of the Therapy performing cunnilingus on you so that he will be conditioned to desire that form of sexual expression above all else.    It may not work, and he may divorce you after the therapy for doing this to him but if you cant live with him with these desires it is worth the risk.  He couldnt prove you did anything to him; the worse that could happen if you use the equipment properly is that he leaves you.  What do you think?”

Diane:  “Lets do it.”

Chapter 4

Three Weeks later at the Sexual Behavior Institute…

Jan:  “This is some of the equipment we use at the center.  We will deliver it to your house but treat it carefully as it costs over $500,000 and is potentially dangerous if used improperly. This is going to take a while to explain but the explanation is necessary so that you know how to use the equipment effectively and to prevent injury to Eds body.  As you can see it is 48” high and is made primarily of stainless steel.  It is mounted on a v shaped cart so that it can roll up tight to the subjects genitals.  The cart has with support legs or it can be directly attached to the bed so it is stable.  To use it you have the subject lay on his back with his wrists spread to restraints on the headboard and his legs are secured to stirrups much like in a gynecologists office. 

The machine has 3 major components and a remote to operate all of its functions:

The first component is the vacuum sleeve for the penis.  It is somewhat similar in design to a commercial dairy milking machine with a few exceptions:

  1. It has a mercury switched band that is wrapped around the base of the penis.  This switch is activated each time the penis becomes engorged.  In this way, whenever his penis becomes erect the vacuum pump is initiated for a fixed 45 minute interval.
  2. When activated, a pleasing warm lubricant flows around the penis to prevent abrasion.
  3. There is a pressure sensitive gripping collar inside to grasp the base of the penis force blood into the glands.  It repeatedly will slide up and down during the cycle to “milk” the penis.
  4. When the penis is erect and the mercury switch is activated the vacuum pump directs any liquids collected into the semen reservoir. It is measured for volume and you can see it pass through the clear tubing as it is collected.  When the penis not erect, a shut off valve directs any liquids collected into the urine storage container. In this way, the vacuum sleeve can remain on the penis for days at a time, and the subject can void his bladder without the sleeve ever being removed.  The volume of liquids is recorded in the digital control system.  The seminal reservoir can accommodate up to about 1 cup of semen whereas the urine container can accommodate up to about 2 gallons of urine which was designed for extended therapy sessions.
  5. The vacuum and speed control is segmented into 12 speeds and the vacuum increases proportionally.  Be careful not to go above 8 or so because the vacuum can cause severe bruising of the penis if the unit suctions a flaccid penis for a prolonged period of time.   

The second component is the testicular compression unit.  It is a high density rubber pouch which is opened and the subjects testes are placed into separate recesses in the case.  When the case is closed it creates a tight seal at the base of the scrotum without cutting off the blood flow (which would cause the testes to die in extended therapy and necessitate castration).  The remote control has 12 settings for the testicular case which do three things.

  A.  The unit has 2 separate bladders that inflate which compresses and squeezes the individual testical.  The lower settings of 1-2 are found to be quite pleasurable to most subjects as they feel secure.  Depending on the size of the subjects testes pain is typically observed above a setting of 3.  At the top setting, the case can exert up to 150 lbs. per square inch of pressure.  This would be like you standing on one foot on a testicle on concrete.  At a setting of 12 the testicals flatten to less than ½ inch.  We sometimes use these higher settings to sterilize child molesters and chronic dangerous sexual deviants.

B.  The unit is attached to a pneumatic cylinder which can stretch the scrotum up to a maximum of 7 inches from the subjects body.  Be very careful not to use settings above 8 as tissue damage and tearing has been observed in subjects at the higher settings, especially if their scrotum is shorter or less elastic than a typical male.

C.  The testicular compression unit also has a heating element where the temperature increases as the settings are increased.  We found this necessary so that the scrotum is relaxed and the skin is loose so when the pneumatic cylinder is retracted the scrotum can stretch.  The higher the selection on the remote of the 12 settings the hotter the case becomes.   At a setting of 12 the case will actually get up to 150 degrees which will actually “cook” a subjects testicals if left for a prolonged period of time.

The third and last component is the anal stimulation unit.  This is basically a specialized phallic implement (a dildo) that has an inflatable high density rubber bladder that can range in size from as small as 1” in diameter and 6” in length to a maximum of 5” in diameter and 16” in length.

  1. The anal stimulation unit also has 12 different settings or thrusting speeds on the remote control.   Unlike the other components, with this you can exceed a setting of 8 without great danger AS LONG AS IT IS DONE GRADUALLY.  The human anus is remarkable flexible given enough time.  With a setting of 8 the phallus will be 3” in diameter and 12” in length and the thrusting will be 15 times per minute with full insertion.  At the maximum setting of 12, the phallus will be 5” in diameter and 16” in length and will thrust at 20 times per minute.   I wouldnt suggest you go near the 12th setting as we have had some nasty tears at that size.
  2. It has two metal contact points to administer electric impulses.  One is a 2” metal band which comes into contact with the subjects anus the other is to administer electric impulses directly to the subjects prostrate.
  3. Within the Phallic implement is an internal prostate arm which can be raise once the implement is inserted into the subjects rectum to stimulate the prostrate directly with vibrations or with electric impulses as desired.  This is much like a vibrating egg on the end of a 3” arm that rises out of the dildo and rests against the prostrate.  Remember that when the prostrate arm is being utilized the system has an override which prevents the thrusting or withdrawal of the phallic implement.  This is necessary to prevent tearing of rectum while the prostrate arm is extended.  

We also supply a special “ball gag” that is useful to reduce noise or screaming but will allow normal breathing and holes to allow liquids to be administered to prevent dehydration during extended therapy and a special no splash funnel which will allow you to direct your urine into his mouth without spillage. “

Diane asked Jan: “I am excited to try this but I am also a bit freaked out by the whole thing.  I am also worried about a couple health related things:  First if I keep Ed tied to the bed for 60 hours what do I do if he has to have a bowel movement?  I cant let him up as I could never tie him down again.   Secondly, I am worried if I actually have Ed drink my piss all weekend couldnt that harm him health wise? Plus, couldnt he get sick from licking my asshole?  Isnt an e coli bacterium what we hear about killing people?” 

Jan:  “First, at the institute we simply administer laxatives the day prior, similar to when people have colonoscopies.  Just tell Ed that is a requirement for you to do this.  Then nothing will be in his system at all.  There will be zero solid waste in him and his anus will be relatively clean especially if you insist he give himself 3 - 2 quart enemas prior to the session.  During the session, you will feed him a liquid “insure” drink which is a 1,200 calorie beverage which will keep his blood sugar from dropping which not giving him any solid food that he would need to void.

Second, the health problem is not with your urine - it is that Ed wants to lick your anus.  Does Ed want you to shit in his mouth?”

Diane recoiled: “NO!  I asked him that when he said he wanted to be forced to lick my ass, and he said that sounded incredibly gross to him, he just liked the thought of being forced to lick me.”

Jan responded: “Thats good at least he has limits.  We can use his fears during the session to motivate him.  The urine is an insignificant risk compared to the dangers of the E coli bacteria.  That is the most common form on the planet as we each have millions of the bacteria within our bodies.  Most people have pretty good immunities to the most common strains of E coli.  However, to be on the safe side, I will prescribe a powerful antibiotic which will take care of the trace amount so bacteria that he is likely to ingest.  With regard to the drinking of your urine, urine itself is sterile.  The liquid waste of the body contains no bacteria, unlike the solid waste of the body - fecal matter is filled with bacteria (primarily e coli).  However, urine is the bodys method of ridding itself of toxins and liquid waste.  By drinking your urine, Eds system will be forced to do “double duty” as his kidneys must process and cleanse the ingested liquids of both the toxins in your urine AND the toxins that Eds body produces itself. While it is true that if Ed was given only urine to drink over 10+ days, permanent kidney damage would occur due to a buildup of salt and toxins, but you are only going to be engaging in a session for a weekend.  He will be in no serious risk.  Plus, you can minimize the risk by drinking as much water as possible.  This has two benefits:  First your urine will be diluted making it safer for Ed to drink. Second; it allows you to pee more often which will accelerate the Aversion Therapy by forcing Ed to drink much more of your urine during the weekend.” 

Jan continued:  “Tell Ed that you are willing to fulfill his fantasy one time, but with certain rules.  Tell him that he gets to choose whether his fantasy time lasts one hour, one night or an entire weekend.  Tell him that whichever time limit he chooses there is no backing out for either of you.  If you present it right, he will no doubt choose the full weekend knowing this may be his only time to experience all of his fantasies.  Tell him that there will be no safe words and you each promise not to break character all weekend if he promises, tell him that you will fulfill all of his fantasies.  Once it starts this is what you should do…”

Chapter 5

THE PLAYROOM

Ed was very proud of the “playroom” he had made.  It was a 20 x 20 room in there basement which he covered with mirrors from floor to ceiling. He told the contractors that it was going to be a workout room, and in a sense it would be!   It was a dream comes true that Diane was open to all the secret things that turned him on.  He worried that she would be repulsed by what he written down but she seems turned on by it and encouraged him.   This would be so cool if he could act out off of the fantasies that he had imagined over the years.   Diane had told him that next weekend starting Friday night at 6:00 PM his fantasy weekend started.  He was so lucky he got to go first!  She gave him a choice of how long the fantasy time would last.  She offered an hour up to an entire weekend.  What an offer, of course he choose the entire weekend.  He even got her to promise that she wouldnt back out once she started and that they would stay in character all weekend with no safe words.  This is going to be GREAT!  She said the entire weekend would be devoted exclusively to his fantasies and she would fulfill all of them!  Every time he thought of it he would get a hard-on.  He couldnt wait.  Diane had insisted that they not have sex or that he not masturbate for the last 10 days, as she told him she wants to make sure that is his really horny for the big weekend.

On Wednesday, prior to the big weekend Diane came up to Ed in their bedroom and said: “Honey, I am not backing out of this weekend at all, but I have been thinking things through and there are a few details we need to discuss.  I am willing to fulfill your fantasies but I want to make it so we dont get totally grossed out and I dont want you to get sick.  Since one of your fantasies is for me to stimulate your prostrate, I have to go up your ass.  It is so dirty, I did some research on the internet and there is a way to make it less messy and dirty.  Remember when you had your colonoscopy last year?  Well I bought the same over the counter laxatives that you took last year.  I know the process is terrible, but the least you can do is to make sure you are cleaned out so it is not so dirty and gross.  Then shortly before we start just give yourself a couple of fleet enemas.    Will you do that for me?  I will have an easier time getting into it if I know youre nice and clean.  Also, here are some antibiotics that I got Jan to prescribe that you need to take to make sure you dont get sick.”

Ed said:  “YOU TOLD JAN ABOUT THIS!”

Diane said:  “No, calm down!  I only told her a little, as much as I thought she should know.  She is not only my sister, my best friend she is a medical doctor.  I didnt tell her anything about details that would embarrass you, I made up a cover story, - dont worry about it.”

Ed said:  “You make it sound so clinical it sort of takes some of the eroticism away; I dont think most couples go through all that but if you think it is necessary, Ill do it.   I am so excited about this weekend, I am about to burst.  If we start at 6:00 P.M. on Friday I will take the day off Friday, and stop eating Thursday night and take the laxatives so that I am totally clean out for you.  Maybe the buildup will add to the excitement, I cant wait for Friday night to come… I am so turned on I cant tell you.”

To be continued…




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