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The Agency

Part 1

The Agency


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Ladies,


  are you different to other women ? Do you have a need within you that maybe you have never even admitted fully to yourself ? Maybe you have, but have never breathed a word of it to even your closest friends or partner for fear of misunderstanding, disbelief, ridicule, etc ?


  Is this need so deviant, so abnormal, so against modern society that you may never have even heard it mentioned by anyone else ? Do you feel disgusted with yourself, do you think you are strange, weird ?


Paradise Agency is a new service created to meet a unique demand between consenting adults, putting naturally complementary personalities together for their mutual enjoyment. We ensure that compatibility is 100%, and although due to the nature of our business we don't get many complaints, our reputation precedes us as being of the highest standard.



Ladies, do you have dreams of a kind that you'd rather not remember when you wake, as they scare you ? Do these dreams recur ? Are they the most powerful erotic experiences that you have ? Do they leave you with a profound sense of calm, of balance within your soul ? Have you had them for a long time, since childhood ?

  Have you always been interested in stories from history involving primitive societies and rituals ? Were you fascinated with these early religions and acts of worship ? Did you acknowledge an affinity for these things within you ?



How old were you when you admitted to yourself that you wanted, needed, lived for pain, humiliation and degradation ? That being treated like this is all you have ever really wanted ? Did you yearn to live a long long time ago, when this was the norm for honored girls among these early societies ?


Do you remember the moment, when these thoughts finally arrived at the ultimate, wonderful conclusion ? Do you remember how exquisitely exciting this thought suddenly became ? So dark, so taboo, but it felt like electricity coursing through your veins....



  Do you remember when you first imagined yourself being killed ?





              








    Paradise Agency presents....


Paradise Agency presents our new unique service we will find you your perfect partner to enjoy this ultimate extraordinary experience. We will match your needs, your deepest sexual demands with those that require the same to create something unsurpassed in human history !


Research is of paramount importance in the processing of your application, and we strive to conceive the perfect act.

We have a pack we like to send to applicants that contains sample experiences, testimonials and price lists. We recognize that each experience will be unique and so therefore will tailor the price to fit.



Sarah, 23 :


'I first realised that I had submissive sexual fantasies when I was 11 or 12, and to begin with they involved me being captured, kept prisoner, tortured and then raped repeatedly by muscular men in their 40s... these feelings shocked me but excited me more, and instead of denying them, after a while I embraced them. They naturally evolved as I became a teenager, and by 14 I was having powerful day dreams about being killed.... the fantasy would be similar, I would be abducted, raped, taken in every hole and the final act would be a huge blade stabbing into me. I would come in waves and waves, sweating and panting as I imagined it entering my belly, cutting me open... my captors would crowd round, and I would look up at them and thank them as I slipped away.....


When I became a young woman, I needed to be more extreme and so the scenario changed to its most honest form... I would imagine that I volunteered to be killed ! This took me to new, impossible heights of sexual excitement and satisfaction, and I finally realised that this had been my ultimate dream from the very beginning. Day in and day out I would picture myself, naked and shaking with fear and excitement, surrounded by fully clothed men and women, proceeding to an altar, climbing on of my own free will, opening my arms and legs to the sides, and then begging my killer to kill me, yes begging...... Arching my back to offer up my belly, shouting my pleas to be killed, to be stabbed, to give myself totally...


I became so obsessed with this idea that I could think of nothing else, and deep down I knew what my fate was, and always had been. To finally realise this made me very very happy, and I began to look for a way to be true to myself in the way I knew I had to. This is when I found Paradise Agency !


  My first email was answered quickly and I arranged a meeting the same week. My contact at Paradise was Mark, and he was very understanding and helpful throughout. I completed an online questionnaire about my life, my background, my sexual history, my partners, what I had experienced, how I felt about these things etc.


Then I went for a meeting with Mark at Paradise head office, and present also was Elizabeth Sean, co-founder of Paradise. I discovered that Elizabeth was very experienced arranging these things so was glad to have her onboard. It felt very very good to explain in intimate detail to this older couple that I had always dreamed of being killed, and to outline the exact details to them as they recorded the interview on camera. I found myself looking directly into the lens at times, knowing that others would take pleasure watching this confession.


I felt extremely comfortable with Mark and Elizabeth, and when Elizabeth asked if I'd feel more relaxed naked, I agreed and stripped off immediately. As soon as my clothes were off, it felt so right to be there with them, naked and exposed, describing my yearning to be killed and I soon began to delve deeper into my fantasy.


I asked if they would like to examine the cow (I was now only referring to myself as a cow) and I was delighted that they understood and invited me forward. I paraded up and down on the balls of my feet, swaying my hips and then stood still in front of them as they had a close look at me, touching me all over, pulling my tits, squeezing my large nipples, slapping my ass, fingering my pussy.


They informed me that the cow was grade A (again, I was very pleased to note their professionalism in entering into my fantasy with me) and that we could proceed. I then climbed onto the board room table, and lay on my back. I demonstrated that I wanted a double edged sword to be driven through my lower belly, above my pubic bone, right through my body. I also was very clear that I wanted my killer to make me beg for it, beg for the blade to kill me, that it was VERY important for me that people saw me begging to be killed this was possibly something that I thought Mark and Elizabeth might not understand, but I was very relieved to see a knowing smile spread across both their faces as I explained.



  By this time, I was fully acting out my fantasy to portray it as accurately as possible, and Mark and Elizabeth thought it appropriate to stand beside me as I lay on my back on the board room table, to discuss precisely where I wanted to be stabbed, and how hard the first stab should be.


The point of entry, the place on my tummy where I needed to be raped was possibly the most important aspect of the whole scenario, and I am pleased to say they both recognized this from early on and were very happy to spend a lot of time on this vital detail.

Mark even picked up his pen to place it on me as I pointed to where I wanted it I must admit I came as he pushed down into my belly, and I was slightly embarrassed to groan slightly and ask for it harder ! Again, both Mark and Elizabeth were very professional about this.



  After the meeting, I received a in-depth written account of how I would be killed to approve, and reading it back I can say that every small thing was exactly right, and I feel the big day will be perfect !


Both Mark and Elizabeth were extremely professional, took care of my needs, listened carefully to me and missed nothing.



I am overjoyed to recommend Paradise Agency to you when you finally want to act on that feeling you have, deep down, that need to be ruined, need to be taken totally, that desire to submit and show yourself as nothing more than the animal that you are, when you want all to see and enjoy the sublime primeval carnal act of your death, you should give Paradise Agency a call.



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