Secrets

Chapter 6

 

At first I wasn’t sure whether she was trying to squirm away from me or if she really was into it. After she kept moving back to meet my cock, I was under no illusion that she was consenting to me fucking her.  I decided to just go with the moment and held her taped hands so I could increase my pace. She was moaning and I knew I couldn’t hold my orgasm off for much longer.  Just as I began to cum I could feel her orgasm, her body milking the cum out of my cock as her pussy clenched tight around it. My orgasm was one of the strongest I had ever had and I had to lie back on the bed to catch my breath.  I pulled of the condom and threw it into her bin, all the while my head spinning at what had just happened. 

 

Did this mean she would welcome me without me having to force her or was she just reacting to the stimulation?  I decided that once we had both had a change to recover, I would ask her.  Beside me, I could hear her trying to catch her breath and realised the gag could be giving her some trouble.  Sitting up, I removed her gag, hearing her sigh in relief, however I left the blindfold on. I was not yet ready to see her eyes in case I was mistaken and she still wanted me gone. 

 

I turned her over and pulled her up so she was sitting.  “Annie, tell me. Did you like that as much as I think you did?” She was blushing and for a moment I thought she wasn’t going to answer me.  “I ..I did like it.”  Her voice was so low I could hardly hear what she was saying.  I knew it must have been hard for you to admit that to me. “Annie, thank you for being honest.  Now, there are just a few toys left to try.” 

 

Reaching into the box, I pulled out a packet of pegs and a number of belts.  Not sure what to do with all the pegs yet, I used the belts to tie her legs up again with a belt around her ankle and one above her knees.  As her hands were still tied, I tied a belt above her elbows, making her thrust her breast out.  She groaned as I tightened the belt and almost began to talk, until a finger over her mouth stopped her. I had been looking at some bondage sites during the week and had seen girls tied this way, though I realised it was not a position she could hold for long. “Annie, are your shoulders hurting?” “Yes, please undo them.” 

 

There was something in me that liked not only how she looked but also that she was suffering for me.  “Annie, I know you are hurting, but if you can stand it for a while, I will give you reward later, I promise.”  I realised I was starting to sound more like the guy on one of the bondage videos I had seen during the week and again found I liked how it felt.  Annie had even managed to calm down a bit and instead of her constant moans, she was now just panting.  I braced myself for her reaction to the pegs as I clamped onto one first onto one and then the other nipple.  Her panting increased but to her credit she still managed to keep her composure. 

 

“Good girl, Annie you are doing very well.” She sat up straight at my words and the feeling that she was trying hard for me filtered into my brain.  Maybe, like me, she had spent the week thinking about what had happened and had actually been waiting for me to return. Before I left, I would have to find out. I picked up a few more pegs and started to place them on her breasts, again something I had seen on the net. They didn’t seem to worry her too much and because she was doing so well, I took off the belt holding her elbows together. “Thank you.” 

 

Those two little words stunned me, not that I didn’t think she had manners, but because of the way they made me feel.  I was beginning to see why people liked bondage, though I don’t know if I would handle being the one being tied up as well as Annie was.  I didn’t know what to do now, so just sat back and looked at her for a while. When I saw the flogger, I thought why not, and proceeded to hit her stomach and by accident I knocked on of the pegs off.  Her cry was exciting to me and I then began to knock of the other ones, except those on her nipples. By the time all but those two were gone, she had tears coming from under the blindfold.

 

I took it off her and kissed each cheek gently.  I suddenly felt very possessive of her and didn’t want her to be upset. She looked up at me with a look in her eyes I found hard to read.  It was part worry but mostly it seemed to be a mixture of excitement and wonder.  “Annie, have you been thinking about our last visit all week?” Without her saying anything, her eyes gave her away. She dropped her head and just nodded.  Wanting to see her eyes, I raised her head again. “What were you thinking about the most?”  I could see she wanted to look away again, so I placed my hand on her chin and made her keep still.  “The way it felt to be controlled.”

 

My heart was beating so fast that I wanted to tell her everything, but knew it would be best not to.  Instead, I gently pulled her off the bed to stand and had her hop into the lounge room. I loved the way she had to rely on me to help keep her balance and to ease her onto the lounge.  Sitting down beside her, I hoped I had not misjudged her interest in bondage with interest in me, but knew I could not just keep breaking in to her house in the middle of the night.  “Annie, I need you to listen and not speak until I am done, understand?” She nodded and taking in a deep breath, I started to tell her my idea. “Annie, I haven’t been able to get you out of my head all week. Well actually it has been months, but since I learnt your secret, I have become more interested in it too.  My intention was not to hurt you but to be with you for a while, but now I don’t think that will be enough.”

 

Knowing I was sounding like a stalker, which I supposed I was, I was pleased that she was not looking at me like I was a madman.  In fact, she looked like she was hanging on my every word and I wondered yet again, if maybe she wanted what I wanted.  “Annie, I would love to spend more time with you but not like this. Not with me breaking in, though I would still like to find out more about bondage.”  I watched her eyes, looking for signs of fear or repulsion, but instead saw a longing I had never seen in anyone’s eyes before. “In a moment I will give you time to respond and I just need you to know, I will respect your decision, though I can’t promise to like it, not will it mean you won’t see me again.”

 

Even to me my offer sounded strange and I wondered why I thought she would want to spend time with a man who had already broken into her home twice, tied up and raped her. Though I clung to the hope that tonight it hadn’t been like a rape at all and hoped she thought so too.  “Annie, now it is your turn to answer.”  She looked at me for a moment and then looking down, began to speak.  “I have always been fascinated by bondage but never had the nerve to go to a club or to try to find someone to tie me up. What you have done, though I know it was wrong, had just made me so excited.” 

 

I wanted to pinch myself to make sure I was not dreaming and it really was my beautiful Annie telling me everything I wanted to hear. “I ..I know who you are, Andrew,  though I don’t know anything more about you than where you work.” It took me a moment to realise what she was saying and could see she was looking concerned at my response.  “How long have you known?”  “I worked it out the next day and then had to make sure by coming into the supermarket.  Please, I won’t tell anyone, I promise.”  This time there was some fear in her voice, but I wasn’t angry, in fact it meant I didn’t have to decide if I should tell her who I was.  Taking of the mask, I leant down to kiss her.  After some initial surprise, she began to kiss me back.

 

Realising she still had not told me if she wanted to see more of me, I let her go. “Annie, I am glad our secrets are being shared, but I still need to know if we can start again without all the drama and breaking in.” She smiled at me and I began to hope again that we could make something work out of all this. “I have to tell you I went to bed each night partly hoping you would come back.  I would be lying if I didn’t say I was scared of what you seem to be able to make me do and feel.  However, I loved it too, once I knew you weren’t out to really harm me or anything, tonight I just let go and it was scary and fun and most of all I came like I have never cum before.  What I am trying to say is ok, I am willing to give spending some time together a go, but I think I need to know a few things first.”

 

She seemed almost her normal self, her voice strong and clear and if it wasn’t for the fact she was still tied up with pegs on her nipples, we could have been any couple discussing the future. “Andrew, why me?”  I tried to think of an answer that would not make me sound weird but then it was properly too late for that.  “I used to see you in the store and even though you were nice and friendly, I found I wanted more. Just so you know, I have never done this before and hopefully I won’t have to do it again.  As I said, my intention was never to harm you and it was only meant to be one time, but once I found your secret box, well you know, things just got more interesting.” She nodded and seemed to accept what I was saying.

 

“If I agree to spend time willingly with you, and things don’t work out, will you be able to let me go?”  That was a good question and one I had to think about.  She looked at me while I thought, wriggling a bit in the belts.  I moved over and started to undo the tape around her wrists and the belts and then removed the pegs, her fingers rubbing her nipples as I continued to think. “Annie, I honestly don’t know. All I can promise is that I am willing to try and make it a relationship you won’t want to leave” She looked a bit less certain of this answer but it was the truth.

 

She stood up and I had to fight the urge to pull her back down, knowing I had to let her be free to make her own decision. The clock on her wall said 1.35 and I watched it tick over another five minutes before she spoke again. “Andrew, this has to be the strangest thing that has ever happened to me.  Part of me is telling me it would be too strange to spend time with the same man who broke into my home and raped me, but one the other hand, what you did just made me so wet.  Besides, you seem to be enjoying finding out about bondage and I think you will grow to like it as much as me.  Even tonight, you seemed different, like you had learnt some things over the week. So, yes, I would like to see you again, but not in the middle of the night, unless that is what we both want.” 

 

I moved so fast, she was in my arms within seconds and we just embraced for a long time. When I lifted her head to look at me, the tears on her face concerned me.  I hoped she had not agreed to see me out of fear. “Annie, what is wrong, you aren’t still scared of me, are you?”  She looked at me with those stunning green eyes and shook her head. “No, that is not why I am crying, though it will take me a while to not feel scared about my choice.  I am crying because it just feels so right to be here, with you. I feel like it is meant to be, sorry if that sounds too girly.” 

 

Girly or not, I had to agree completely. “No, I agree.  I think I felt that way the moment I saw you and definitely since that first night.  We may have started out in an unusual way but I hope we can make this work. But for now, I think it is time to get some sleep.” I gripped her hair in my hand and headed for the bedroom, pleased to see a smile on her face, despite the pain she must be feeling. I think I could learn to love bondage almost as much as I loved Annie and now we had all time in the world to find out.

 

The end