Secrets

SECRETS

 

Chapter 1

 

I had always been interested in bondage but had never done anything more than look on from the safety of my lounge room, via the Internet.  I had also over the years collected a number of items that I could use for some self-bondage when the mood took me.  I can remember as a child trying to lie so still in my bed pretending I was tied down and the excitement when some TV show would have the heroine kidnapped.   Of course, as a child I had no thoughts that it was anything sexual, I just knew that I liked the feeling it gave me. 

 

As a young adult, I had discovered the Internet and the thrill of looking at images of girls gagged and restrained.  I really loved the images that also showed a strong male doing the restraining, these really firing up my imagination.  Later when I discovered some quality sites with videos, I could finally see bondage being done in a close to real life situation.   One of the interesting things about my interest in bondage was that no one that knew me had any idea of my interest.  In fact, I was sure that many of them would not only be shocked but would not believe it. It was my own little secret.

 

Even grocery shopping took on a new light, with the most everyday things having a double use as possible bondage items. I would get a secret thrill when I put pegs, dog collars and belts into my trolley, knowing the real way I would be using these items once I got home.  I had also spent a far amount of money on items bought over the net, with some being a complete waste of money and the occasional gem being found. The only thing I had not been able to bring myself to do was to find someone to tie me up.  I wasn’t even sure how I would react to having a real person take control of me, though I wished at times that I had enough courage to try it.  So I settled for self-bondage. Of course, self-bondage does have limitations, and as much as I could give myself a certain feeling of restraint, there was always a limit to what could be done.  On the other hand, you were able to stop anytime you liked.

 

The night that my little secret became not so secret started out no different than any other night. I had just gone to bed, the feel of the sheet on my naked body wonderful.  I had given myself some wonderful orgasms with my trusty magic wand just before I went to sleep and I drifted off with no trouble at all.  It was a noise somewhere in the room that woke me, and as I lived alone and had no pets, I knew it had to be something serious.  I had not even had the chance to turn on the bed lamp to see what it was, when a hand come down over my mouth.

 

I started to panic and tried to pull the hand away, but a gruff voice in my ear stopped me. “Don’t move and I won’t have to hurt you. Now, I am going to roll you over so you are on your back, so be a good girl and don’t try to fight me.”  I felt his hand on my shoulder and couldn’t help but whimper as he rolled me over. I looked up to see what he looked like but as the room was in almost darkness, all I could see was a dark shape.  As my eyes began to adjust a bit more, I could see he was wearing what looked to be some sort of a mask and that he seemed to be well built. He pulled a small torch out of his pocket, shining it at my face.

 

“Annie, I am going to uncover your mouth. Don’t even think about yelling out.” I wondered how he knew my name but was relieved when he removed his hand.  My heart was beating so hard I thought it would bounce out of my chest. He smiled and I felt a chill go through me but there was another feeling as well, one that was making my pussy  wet.  He moved  so that he was straddling my body, the sheet pulling down as his knees settled beside my arms.  My naked breasts were now on display and I felt my face starting to burn in shame.

 

He reached over and turned on the bedside lamp, my breasts now in full view. “Well Annie, I have been wondering what these would look like, but I must say they are truly beautiful.” How did he know my name?  I wondered if he was someone I knew, and decided  to focus on his voice to see if it sounded familiar.  A touch on my breasts made me gasp, his fingers gently rubbing around the nipples making them stand up tall.  I felt my breathing becoming ragged and realised I was becoming turned on. 

 

He must have noticed this too, as he laughed softly and began to pinch my nipples firmly in his fingers.  His pinches got harder until I started to moan. My pussy was getting even wetter, the moisture starting to seep out onto the top of my thighs.  “Oh Annie, these just feel so nice but lets see what else is under this sheet.”  I opened my mouth to protest, only to see him warn me by holding his finger to his lips. “No sounds Annie.” 

 

I found myself lying stiffly as he moved back on the bed, pulling the sheet off as he went.  He could now see all of my naked body and I began to shake, though whether it was with fear or excitement I wasn’t sure.  When he ran his hands down my legs and found my pussy, I just wanted to sink into a hole, the knowledge that he would see how turned on I was making me blush even more. I tried to squirm away as he spread my legs, but when he slapped by thigh, I froze. 

 

His fingers found my pussy and I heard him laugh as he pushed a finger right inside of me. “Oh God, please don’t.” I was so mortified by the sound of his finger squishing in and out of me, that I had not even realised that I had spoken. The slap on my breast was hard and made my whole breast burn. I sucked in my breath, looking up to hear his sigh.  “Annie, I really don’t want to have to hurt you, but you have to do what I say.”  He started to really pump his finger, making me rock on the bed.  Suddenly the flashlight he had placed up on the bedside table fell to the floor and he bent down to pick it up.

 

I heard him whistle and without him saying anything, I knew he had found my supply of bondage gear that I kept in a box under the bed.  This was just too much too bear and I pushed out from under him while he was still leaning over the bed.  I had almost managed to get off the bed when he grabbed my ankle, causing me to tumble in a heap onto the floor. Struggling to get my foot free, his grip became even firmer as he began to pull my leg further up off the bed.  He slid across the bed to sit on the edge, and flipped me over so I was on my back. The wind knocked out of me, I just lay there, knowing that he had won that fight.

 

He seemed to sense this too as he let go of my foot and moved off the bed to sit down beside me on the floor.  “Annie, Annie, what are you doing?” As he spoke he gripped my hair and forced me to sit up. “Now, I found something very interesting under the bed. I think we should spend some time exploring, don’t you think?” I knew that all of my fantasizing was now going to become a reality and again felt that familiar feeling deep down in my stomach, not to mention the tingling in my pussy.  I had always wondered what it would be like to be in the control of someone else but had never had enough nerve to try it for real. It seemed like I was about to find out whether I liked it or not