Lisa\'s Reality

LISA’S REALITY

 

Chapter one - Taken

 

 

Oh god, not again!  Lisa struggled as she felt a hand cover her mouth and was lifted off the ground by a firm arm around her waist.  She kicked her legs in the air, but soon realised she was not going anywhere.  Suddenly, she felt a sharp pain like a bite in her bottom and everything started to go fuzzy.  Try as she might, she was unable to stay alert and felt herself getting weaker until everything went dark.

 

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Lisa started to wake slowly, feeling strange but not knowing why.  She had a bit of a headache and she was thirsty.  She went to move her arm out to grab the glass of water she always kept beside her bed, but it wouldn’t move.  She tried again, and this time she pulled harder, but found she still couldn’t move her arm.  She tried to open her eyes to see why her arm was stuck and found she couldn’t do that either. Trying not to panic, she tested her other arm and found it wouldn’t move either. The same thing with her legs, they were somehow held firmly to what felt like a bed. Suddenly she remembered being grabbed and the sting in her bottom.  Lisa started to panic and struggle against her binds.  

 

“Now, now, don’t fight so, my dear.  We don’t want you hurting yourself”.  Lisa heard the deep male voice and froze.   She went to say something, but felt a finger lightly touch her lips. “Shhh, I don’t want you to say anything, just listen, ok.”  Lisa nodded and the finger was removed from her lips.  She felt the bed dip and realised that the man was now sitting on the bed beside her.  She held her breath as she felt a hand move down her neck and rest on her left breast.  With a shock, she realised that if she could feel his hand on her breast, she must not have her shirt and bra on anymore.  She let out her breath in a small sob as the hand moved to touch her other breast.

 

Steve looked at the young girl that lay tied to the bed. She was 17 and was in her final year of high school.  They had been watching her for a while, and had grabbed her on her way to school that morning.  He knew that she was not yet fully recovered from the shot she had been given and that this was the best time to begin to mould the girl to the role she would eventually become – that of a slave.  That is what he did, he trained slaves and he was very good.  It helped that the company he worked for kept an eye on the young girls in the towns around the state and were very good at spotting signs of submission.  Lisa had been earmarked over a year ago; it was just a matter of when to collect her. As Steve ran his hands over the soft breasts of the girl, he could feel her body shaking and her little sobs.  “ Lisa, listen to me,” he heard the girl give another sob, “ today you left your old life behind.  You will never go back to your school or your home” He knew it was harsh, but he had found out over time, that it was better to be brutal at the start.  This message would be repeated over and over until they knew it was true.

 

Lisa started to cry as she heard the words the man was saying.  “What did he mean? she thought. “I ….I  didn’t tttell anyone.” she sobbed quietly.  She felt the man’s hand move from her breast to cover her mouth. “ I told you not to say anything, Lisa.  Now I will have to gag you.”  She tried to shake her head to get his hand off her mouth, but he was too strong.  She felt his hand move off her mouth down to her chin to pull her mouth open.  She didn’t even have time to react before she felt a hard round object being pushed into her mouth behind her teeth.  It just sat there for a moment, and then she felt her head being pulled up and the ball was pulled deeper into her mouth.  Lisa struggled not to panic and to keep breathing, but it was hard.  When her head was placed back down she could feel straps bitting into her cheeks.  She was so busy trying to calm down her breathing; she didn’t hear the man speak.  It was not until he grabbed her face that she realised he was talking to her again. 

 

 

Steve watched the girl trying to breath through the ball gag he had just placed in her mouth. It wasn’t a big one, but the feel of a ball gag took some girls a while to get used to.  He told her to breath through her nose but she didn’t appear to hear him. He grabbed her face firmly, and said again, “ Lisa, just try to breath through your nose, that’s it.”  He watched as she managed to slow down her breathing. “ I’m sorry I had to use the gag, but I did ask you not to speak.”  He did wonder a bit about what she had been trying to say, but figured that she was just trying to say she wouldn’t say anything if he let her go.  He let her face go and sat back watching her. She really was beautiful.  Her breasts were moving up and down with her ragged breaths and her long, dark hair was splayed out on the pillow around her head.  He longed to remove the blindfold and see her eyes, but knew it was best to do that later.  She had a strong, athletic build and he knew that she used to run for her school track team.  However, she had quit suddenly mid season, and no-body knew why. “ Now, where was I, oh yes, you will never see your family again. You will be trained to be what you were born to be.  I know that you don’t understand what I am saying, but you will in time.  For now, you need to do what you are told.  As you have already found out, I will not tolerate disobedience.”  Steve reached out and touched the ball gag in her mouth as he said this. “ However, if you behave and do as you are told, you will find me firm but fair.  Now, I am going to release you.  So long as you do not fight me and try to get away, you can stretch and go to the bathroom if you need to.” 

 

As soon as he mentioned the word bathroom, Lisa realised she did need to go-- badly. She hoped that he would be quick and that it wasn’t a trick. She didn’t know what was going on, she had been sure that the same group of men that had brutally raped her earlier in the year had grabbed her again, but now she wasn’t so sure.  She hadn’t been hurt, at least not yet, not like last time. She felt his hands move down her legs and tensed thinking that maybe he was just teasing, but then she felt his hand on her ankle releasing whatever it was that had been holding her there.  “ Just lay still, until I undo everything. If you fight me, I’ll have to retie you, but you won’t like it much”, the man said. She just lay there, too scared to move, knowing somehow that he would do as he said.  Finally, she felt her limbs released, however he didn’t touch the blindfold or gag.  It seemed like she lay there for hours, but it was really only a minute or two. She fought the urge to pull her legs together, wishing he would let her stand up.  Just when she thought he never would, she felt his hand on her upper arm.  “Good Lisa, very good, now just stand ..  slowly, you will be stiff for a while.”  She was stiff and it was several minutes before she could stand up straight.

 

As Steve helped the girl to stand, he could feel her shaking, both with the pain of cramped muscles and with fear. He had been here many times before, but there was something different about this one. He wasn’t sure what it was, but he guessed he had plenty of time to find out.  Once she was able to stand straight, he led her into the bathroom and sat her down onto the toilet.  He knew many girls were embarrassed to go with him in the room, but he also knew this was something they would have to get used to.  He wondered how long Lisa would be able to hold out.

 

Lisa was thinking the same thing.  She was desperate to go, but didn’t know if she could go with him still holding onto her arms the way he was. She had not gone to the toilet in front of anyone since she was a child, but if she didn’t go soon she would burst.  Not knowing how long he would be willing to wait, she started to pee.  It seemed like it lasted forever and she was so embarrassed she dropped her head and cried behind the blindfold.  She felt him doing something behind her head and breathed a sigh of relief when she felt the awful thing that was in her mouth being removed. She took a deep breath and wondered if he would also take off the blindfold.  She felt very vulnerable, even more than when she had been tied to the bed.  She began to shake and to worry about what he would do next.  Like the time she had spent lying on the bed untied, the time seemed to crawl.  She had no idea how long she sat there, but the longer she did the more she shook.

 

Steve felt her take the deep breath as he removed the ball gag.  He hovered behind the blindfold, but decided to hold off for a bit longer. He knew the feeling of helplessness that it produced and wanted her to feel it fully.  He felt her begin to shake as she sat and knew that she was starting to think of what he would do next.  Finally he grabbed the top of her arms and pulled her to stand in front of him. Despite his earlier plans, he reached out behind her head and removed the blindfold.  He saw her blink a few times trying to get used to the light and then move her eyes to look at him.  What he saw were a set of the most beautiful, big blue/green eyes he had seen in a long time.  He could see her fear and her pleading, and finally her tears.  

 

Lisa felt the blindfold being removed after he had finally let her stand up.  At first the light blinded her but soon she was able to see his face. What she saw was a man with a strong face, dark eyes and short, dark hair.  She tried to see what he was thinking but only succeeded in making herself feel even more afraid.  She felt her eyes fill with tears yet again and had to look away.  As she put her head down, he lifted her head back up to look at him again.  “Lisa, look at me.  Now in time, you will always look down unless directed to do otherwise, but for now I want to see your eyes.”  She found herself looking at him again, this time with tears streaming down her face. It was strange, he hadn’t hurt her but she knew that he had full control over her. It was not like before, where she had been controlled by brute force but it was still control.

“You have been very good since I removed you from the bed, so you will rewarded by being allowed to have a shower and then you can ask me three questions. Now, I will give you 15 minutes to shower.” With that he was gone.  Lisa looked around her and saw the shower and the door through which the bed was.  She had a brief thought of running out of the door and finding a way out, but quickly put that thought out of her mind as she knew he would not just let her get away that easily.  In fact, this could just be a test to see what she would do.  Lisa took a deep breath and made her way to the shower.  Once she had let the warm water wash over her for a few minutes she remembered what he had said about asking three questions.  She had so many to ask but what three would help her to learn more about her situation.  She was scared to ask him straight out if he was part of the gang that had attacked her in case he confirmed her fears that he was.  She was no longer so sure as he was treating her so different from how she had been treated. By the time he re-entered the room, she had just turned off the water and was looking for a towel to dry her self with. She jumped as she heard his voice. 

 

“ Here, is this what you are looking for”, Steve asked, making her jump.  He handed her a small towel, a hand towel really.  She took it and sub-consciously began to dry herself.  He watched as she tried to cover herself, then realising that the towel was too small just tried to do the job as fast as she could.  He knew that she would feel more naked trying to dry herself then she had before, even though she had been naked all the time.   When she was dry, he reached out and led her by the elbow into the other room.  He sat her on the bed while he pulled a chair up to sit in front of her.  He saw her watching him as he moved across the room to get the chair and sit down.  Once he was settled, he asked her if she had decided on her three questions.  She took a deep breath and nodded her head. He noticed that she had not spoken since he had removed the gag. At least she seems to respond well to a little training, he thought.  “ Ok then, here is your chance, three questions.  I can’t promise I can answer them fully, but I will tell you as much as I can.” 

 

 

Chapter two - Questions

 

Lisa sat on the bed, her heart pounding as she thought about the questions she would ask and the ones she didn’t dare to ask.  She lifted her head and looked at him again, finding herself at first unable to look him in the eye.  She had watched him as he moved to get the chair and saw that he had a good body, strong and fit.  She thought that if she had seen him in the street, she would have thought he was a very handsome man.  However, here she just saw that he was strong and could overpower her without a moments thought.  She realised he was waiting for her questions and made herself focus on trying to make her voice calm. She had thought hard about her first question, wanting it to be a good one. “ Why am I here?” she asked, in what she knew was not a clear voice, but a shaky one.

 

Steve heard her first question and was pleased.  Often the girls wasted the first question, by pleading or begging to be let go.  He wondered how much to tell her, but thought he at least owed her a decent answer; after all she had done almost everything he wanted so far.  He looked her in the eye and began to talk.  “ First, let me say that was a good question, though I don’t know if you really want to know the answer”. At that he saw her eyes widen with fear and then look down. “No, I want you to look at me.  You are here because you are to going to be trained to be a slave.”  He paused to look in her eyes, wondering if she believed him or not.  He saw her start to shake a little and her eyes again filled with tears.  He reached out and saw her flinch as he wiped a tear from her cheek. “You are here because the people I work for have been watching you for a while and thought that you had a very submissive nature. I know that sounds scary, but I do believe you will do very well. Already today you have shown that, apart from me having to use the gag.  As I said earlier, I do feel it is what you were born to be” He saw that she had tensed when he mentioned that she had been watched.  He wondered why this seemed to worry her more then the news that she would be trained to be a slave. 

 

Lisa sat and listened as he told her.  She didn’t know if she believed him or not. However, what he said about her being watched made her wonder yet again if this was all connected to her rape. She was so confused by this point that she almost stopped listening.  She managed to pull herself together though, and continued to try to focus on what he was saying.   He saw him stand up and go to the bathroom. He returned with a glass of water for her to drink. She tried to take the glass, but without her noticing, her shake had returned and he ended up holding the glass up for her to drink from. As she drank the water, she wondered what she should ask next. She had had her questions planned but what he had told her, had made her rethink what she wanted to ask.  She was grateful for the extra time that drinking the water was giving her to form her next question. He removed the glass and said,  “Ok, I’m ready for question number two.” She looked up at him, knowing that there was no way she could even hope to speak in a clear voice. “Why did they, the people who were watching me, think I am submissive?”

 

Steve listened with some amazement at the question he was asked.  It was one that he had never been asked before this early in a girl’s capture.  It was one they sometimes asked later but never now. He looked at her and tried to read the look in her eyes.  She still showed fear but a certain anxiety could be seen too, as if she expected much more from the answer then what he thought he could give her.  He thought for a moment and then said, “ Well, what a question. I am not sure what I can tell you, as I was not part of the team, but I will try to convey what they normally look for.”

 

On hearing what he said about not being part of the team, Lisa felt like a weight had been lifted from her shoulders.  Even if the others were part of her rape, at least she knew he wasn’t.  Strangely, she wasn’t thinking about what he had said about slave training. That would come in time. 

 

Steve had paused in his answer, as he saw her let go a breath as if she had been waiting for what he would say.  He didn’t really understand but decided he would pursue it later.  “They look for certain signs such as how the girl responds to male figures, if they stand up for themselves, sometimes it is as simple as where they look during certain situations.  But they are trained in seeing things that others would miss, and they claim they saw a lot of this in you. Of course, all this is done from a distance so the real test only comes now when we get to see you up close and personal” 

 

Lisa had listened to what he was saying, and suddenly she knew for sure that what was happening to her had nothing to do with her rape.  Almost overcome with relief she found herself beginning to shake and cry.   At first just a little bit but in a few minutes she was crying so hard she couldn’t stop even if she tried. Steve watched the girl, wondering what he had said that had caused such a reaction. He wondered was it a delayed reaction to what he had told her earlier, but he somehow didn’t think so.  He watched as the girl sobbed for at least a good 10 minutes.  Finally he went into the bathroom and wet the towel she had previously used to dry herself.  He went to the still crying girl and sat her up again, as she had ended up curled up on the bed, and used the cloth to wipe her face. 

 

Lisa felt the cool cloth on her face and at first didn’t know what was happening.  She tried to calm herself and focus on her breathing.  The cloth helped, and soon she was able to almost stop her sobs and open her eyes.  She looked up to see dark eyes looking at her, with a mixture of concern and amusement in them.  “ Well, that was not quite what I expected.  Are you ok now?”  Lisa wasn’t sure how to answer him, on one hand she was so relieved that he and whatever group he was a part of had no part of her rape and yet what was happening to her was starting to sink in. 

She knew she had to say something, but didn’t think she could so she just nodded.

 

Steve watched her as she struggled to regain some kind of composure.  He saw her go from a look of relief to one of concern again.  Maybe not as much as before, but he could see that she was now showing some of the signs he had expected to see earlier when he told her she was going to be a trained as a slave.  He wondered what had been going on in her head before.  “ Slave!” he said, knowing that would get her focused on him.  Lisa heard what he said and felt a jolt go through her when she realised what he had actually said.  She looked up at him with a shocked look on her face.  “Tell me, what just happened?”  What could she tell him? “ I …I  oh god, I” she stopped and looked at him, hoping that he would not make her tell him, but one look told her that he expected an answer.  Steve watched her as she stammered out her answer and give him a pleading look that he knew meant she wanted him to let her not answer him. He wasn’t going to let her not answer, not only because she needed to start to get used to the fact they would be no secrets from now on but also because he really was curious to know what had caused such a reaction. 

 

Lisa knew she was not going to get out of telling him, but it was hard. She hadn’t told anyone about her rape and here she was expected to tell a complete stranger who now called her his slave. She tried again to tell him but found herself again stammering.  By now he was starting to get annoyed and grabbed her hair in his fist, bringing her around to face him again.  “Slave, you really don’t want to make me angry, tell me now!” Lisa felt him pull her hair back even further and give her head a fierce shake.  She was panting now and knew there was no out. “Ok, ok, please let go and I will tell you, please.”  Lisa felt the grip lesson but the hand did not leave her hair.  At least he was not pulling her head back anymore.  He was however looking at her and waiting for an answer.  “About eight months ago I was going to study at the library when I was grabbed and pulled into a van.  I was raped by at least four men. I don’t know how long I was in the van for but finally they let me go, dropping me right near my house.  They told me that if I told anyone, they would come back and next time I wouldn’t be going home.  So when I got picked this morning, I thought it was by the same men.”  As Steve listened to what she was telling him, he let go of her hair but kept his hand on the back of her neck.  He was starting to understand her responses.  “ So you have been trying to figure out if I was involved?’ he asked.  She just nodded, not able to look at him, feeling embarrassed by what she had told him. “ I thought ..that maybe ..this was related but as I hadn’t told anyone, I didn’t know”.  She paused and felt his hand on the back of her neck, not hurting her just resting there.  She didn’t know what else to say, so she just waited for him to speak. 

 

Steve sensed her uncertainty about what to say now.  He was trying to digest what she had told him, not only in terms of what he felt about it but also about how it could affect her future slave training.  They usually choose girls that were virgins or had very little experience, as they proved to be easier to train. He brought his mind back to the current situation. Some things began to make sense to him. “So that is why you quit the track team! The guys were wondering why.”  “ I just couldn’t do it anymore, thinking that maybe they were watching me.”  Lisa bit her lip and tried not to cry yet again.  Until today, she had thought she was all cried out, but today she just couldn’t seem to stem the flow of tears.  Steve suddenly thought back to the two questions she had asked and began to understand why she had asked such unusual ones.  “ Your questions, they were very clever, you know.  What would you have done if I hadn’t answered the way I did?  Did you have a third question to help you find out more? 

 

Lisa heard his question and was glad he wasn’t asking her for any more details about the rape.  She was not sure how much she would be able to tell him at the moment.  She nodded and said “ I was too scared to ask outright, thinking that maybe it was all a trap or something.  But I just had to know, so I thought – hold on, if I tell you, is this considered my third question?”  She was surprised to hear a deep laugh. “ No I guess this doesn’t count, you can still have your third question later” “Ok, well I would have asked something like what had I done to be here or something. But I was so relieved when you said what you did that I just couldn’t keep it in anymore.” 

 

Steve moved to sit on the edge of the bed and pulled her towards him in an embrace.  He felt her tense up but he held firm and she soon relaxed a bit more in his arms.  Lisa felt his strong arms around her, and felt her fear return.  She tensed, waiting for him to do something, but when he didn’t she let herself be held and felt her tears come again for what felt like the hundredth time today.  Steve held his new little slave as she cried in his arms.  This certainly is an unusual start to training, he thought, but it is important that she try to let this go before they start on the training.  As he held her, he began to run his hands up and down her back.  First it was just for comfort but then he started to get turned on by having a beautiful, young girl in his arms.  He felt his cock jerk and start to respond.  He had moved his hand down to rub against the side of her breast when he felt her tense up in his arms. He knew that now was not the time, so he moved her back so he could look at her.  She was looking up uncertainly at him.  “So, do you have your third question to ask?”  Lisa felt relief that he had stopped what he was doing, but knew that the time would come when he wouldn’t stop.  She tried to refocus her mind to concentrate on the final question, not knowing when she might get a chance to ask another one.  “ You said you were going to train me, what does that mean?” Steve looked at her and decided that before he answered that question they both needed something to eat. “ I will answer your question, but I think we both need some food, don’t you think” Lisa realised that she was in fact very hungry.  Not only had she not eaten since breakfast, the emotion of the day was also taking it’s toll. “ Yes, I am hungry”. Steve moved to corner of the room and used his phone to call the kitchen to send down some sandwiches and drinks.  As he moved back to the bed, he saw her looking at him.  “That won’t take long, now I think we need to sort a few things out.  From now on when you speak to me you will call me master.  You will also only speak when you have permission or you are answering me.   Do you understand slave?”  Lisa looked up and said “ yes”. Steve grabbed her by the hair,“ Yes what slave?” Lisa winced saying “Master, yes Master, I’m sorry master”.  Steve smiled at her and said “ that’s better” Just then there was a knock on the door and Steve let go of Lisa’s hair, much to her relief. 

 

Steve went to the door and returned with a trolley on which there were sandwiches, water and juice.  Lisa just sat, not knowing what to think.  She didn’t feel in any direct danger but there was a sense of the unknown that unsettled her. Her new Master, as she had to now call him, was a mystery to her.  He had been comforting when she needed a shoulder but he also had an edge to him that scared her.  She knew that he would expect total obedience and she hoped she could do all that he wanted her to.  Lisa reached out to take a sandwich and yelped in pain as her new master slapped her across the hand “ oh no, my dear, slaves have to wait to be given permission to eat” he said, with a satisfied grin across his face. Lisa was just about to say that he could have told her before he hit her, when she remembered the rule about talking and shut her mouth.  Steve saw this and said, “ Well done slave, I thought I might have had to use the gag again and then you would have really been waiting a while to eat”.  Lisa looked up him and then at the food.  She hoped he would not keep her waiting too long as just the smell of the food was making her tummy rumble.  Steve knew she had to be starving, but it was a good test to see if she could hold out.  After five minutes, which felt like fifty to Lisa, he allowed her to eat and have one of the drinks.  Lisa wasn’t sure if saying thank you would be considered talking or not, but decided to risk it. “ Thank you master” she said in a soft voice.  She held her breath waiting to see if she had made the right choice.  Steve could see that she was waiting for him to comment, “ You are welcome slave, by the way, you made the right decision to say thank you. I would have stopped you eating if you had not done so.  You must always thank your master or mistress when they allow you to do something.  Do you understand?” Yes master”. “ Good, I can see that you are a quick learner, that will help you in your training. Speaking of training, I will answer your question shortly.  As soon as you have finished eating and I have you ready for bed.”  Lisa looked at him questioningly but did not ask what he meant by ready for bed. She hoped it did not mean what she thought it might mean.  Steve saw her thinking about what he had said, and knew that she must be wondering if it meant he was going to want to sleep with her tonight.  He knew he could have eased her mind but liked keeping her a bit on the edge. 

 

After another trip to the bathroom, Lisa found herself once more sitting on the bed.  She started to worry about what he had said earlier about getting her ready for bed.  Steve moved towards her with something behind his back. Lisa wondered what it was as he looked down at her. “ You really are beautiful my dear, I am looking forward to getting to know you much better” Lisa tensed up as he said this, but he continued “ No my dear, relax, nothing will happen tonight, though I am sorely tempted,” Lisa looked up at him, biting her lip. Steve had seen her do this before and knew that meant she was feeling nervous.  He reached down to touch her check before sitting in the chair near the bed.  Lisa sat and waited while he settled himself in the chair and put what he had behind his back in his lap. She gasped when she saw what it was but managed to not say anything.  Steve watched her reaction to the collection of ropes and leather cuffs he had in his lap. Lisa tried to work out what they were all for. Even though she had been bound when she first woke up she had not been able to see what had held her to the bed because of the blindfold.  She was starting to understand that by getting her ready for bed he meant to bind her again. She jumped when she heard him speak; she had been so intent on trying to work out what every thing might be for.  “ So have you figured it out yet?” He looked at her so she knew that she was expected to speak. “ I think that you will get me ready for bed by restraining me to the bed again, is that right Master?” “ Oh yes, my young slave, but don’t worry, we will start simple for now. I need you to put your arms out in front of you, yes that’s it, now lie back and put your arms up to touch the top of the bed, good girl. Now for the legs.”  By the time he was done, Lisa had her arms attached to the top of the bed with the cuffs around each wrist and her legs tied to the opposite ends of the bed, so her legs were spread wide.  She felt very conscious of how this allowed her pussy to be on display, but suddenly remembered that it had on display the same way when she first woke. Still she wished he had let her have her legs closed.  Steve stood back and looked at Lisa as she lay there, he had not tied her very tightly, knowing that as the weeks and months went by, she would be forced into more extremes bondage. This was just enough to allow her to feel the binds with out them really hurting her.  The worst she would feel in the morning was stiff.  However she did look beautiful and he had to work hard to not fuck her then and there.  He sat down in the chair and decided it was time to answer her question about what her training would entail. He had stalled a bit, trying to consider how much to tell her know so he would not freak her out too much. 

 

Lisa tested the cuffs around her arms and ankles and decided that though she would not be able to get out, they wouldn’t hurt her either.  She was grateful for that, as she didn’t think she could have handled anything too tight tonight.  As she was thinking about this she was aware that her master was looking at her. Looking up, she saw a strange look in his eyes that passed at he sat down.  The look had made her feel funny inside and she was glad that it passed quickly.  He began to talk and she knew that he was finally going to answer her question. There was a part of her that really needed to know but another part was starting to feel scared of what he was going to say.

 

 

“ Well, now that you are all settled in your bed, I guess it is story time, or in this case answer time.  Ok. I have been considering how much to tell you, so that you can be a bit prepared but there will still be some surprises along the way.  There will be several stages to the training and you will expect to do your best in each stage. First we will continue with the rules that we already began today.  This early stage will also start to introduce you to some simple bondage play.  Later on this will become more intensive, but I will let you find out about that when the time comes” Lisa was listening to all he was telling her, but did not really understand everything. She knew that bondage meant being tied up, but had no idea what he meant by bondage play.  She just hoped it was something she could handle.  Steve was watching her face as he told her about the first part of her training and could see her trying to understand what he was saying.  He was impressed again with how intelligent she appeared to be and made a mental note to check on her school marks. “Do you understand some of what I am saying?” he asked. “Some master, I don’t really know what you mean by bondage play, but I guess I will find out. I am just worried that I won’t be able to do all that you ask of me and, … and  “ and what dear girl” “ and you will have to punish me master”. Steve found himself marvelling yet again at the beautiful creature before him.  Often by now, the girl had either given him a headache with her pleas and yelling or had given up. He found Lisa to be the most interesting girl he had been asked to train in a long time. Though obviously scared she was trying her best not to upset him. “ Now, how about you leave that up to me.  I can’t promise that I won’t have to punish you, but if I can see that you are really doing the best you can, then it won’t be as bad as if you were not trying at all, ok” Lisa nodded her head and then quickly replied with the yes Master that she knew he expected.  Steve saw her give him a quick look of concern to see if her little slip up would cause her to be punished.  He decided to leave it go as she had so quickly corrected her mistake.  When he began to speak again, he heard Lisa sigh softly.  “ Of course, there is another aspect to your training that we haven’t covered yet.  You will be expected to learn how to satisfy a man and in time a women.” He looked to see what her reaction to this was and saw that she had closed her eyes and turned her head away from him, He reached out to turn her face back to him and asked her to open her eyes and look at him, Lisa opened her eyes as she was asked, but found herself unable to look him in the eyes.  Lisa felt a sharp slap on her inner thigh of her left leg as he again asked her to look at him, not wanting him to slap her again; she made herself look directly at him.  “Lisa, you have to learn that you do not have the option of doing what you want anymore. I know that what I said will be hard for you considering what you have suffered but it will be a big part of your training and you will have to face up to it. I will try to go a bit slower than I usually do, but I still will have to push you harder then you would like.  Do you understand this?

 Lisa looked at the man who was now her master and said in a whisper” yes master, I understand and I will try my best, but please be patient with me.   The only experience I have with sex is not one I want to have again.  I still have nightmares about what they did to me and I don’t know how I will react, but I will try, just please don’t hurt me like they did” by now she was close to tears again.  Steve again moved to sit on the edge of the bed and moved his hand to lightly caress her breasts.  Lisa felt him move and the gentle movement of his hands on her breast, so different to the brutal hands that had hurt her so.  She was deep in thought when she felt the hands leave her breasts and move down to her pussy. She gasped in surprise when she felt him slide his finger up and down her slit.  She tried not to panic, but found her breath getting short and it was all she could do not to scream and beg him not to touch her. Steve saw how she reacting. In a quiet voice he said” shh, I won’t hurt you.  I know it will be hard but if we take it slow, you will be ok, now just take deep breathes, that’s it, I am just going to keep rubbing lightly down here until you relax a bit more, there, that is better. “ He continued to talk to her as he rubbed her soft lips.   Slowly he felt her start to get wet and gently moved to slide his finger inside her. This of course, set her off again but eventually she had calmed down enough to be able to slide his finger in and out while he began to massage her clit with his other hand.  Lisa felt what he was doing and alternated between almost blind panic and a feeling of pure bliss.  She knew he was not hurting her but the sensations he was causing were making her remember the rape. Each time she tried to let herself enjoy the feelings he was creating she would have a flashback of something related to her rape – the feeling of a large cock in her throat choking her, the pain of having her hymen broken with a brutal lunge, the burning pain of having a cock forced up her bottom and the humiliation of having more then one man’s cock in her body at the same time.   She tried so hard to just focus on what was happening to her now, but her mind would not let her.  She was so frustrated she started to think that she would never be able to forget when she felt something she had never felt before. A pressure was starting to build up and as it was sometime that she had not experienced during her rape, she found she was able to concentrate on it more and more until finally she felt her body explode and she felt a peace she had not felt for a long time.  Steve felt her relax more and more as he stimulated her and when she finally came he was pleased to see her let go and not fight it.

 

 He reached up and moved her head so he could look into her eyes.  Her breathing was still ragged and she had not yet recovered fully, but he waited, wanting to see her eyes when she first opened them.  He was not disappointed, as instead of the fear and worry he had seen all day, he now saw her at peace.  After a few more minutes he asked her how she was feeling. “Master, what was that?” He realised that this must be the first time she experienced an orgasm and gently said, “that my dear girl was an orgasm and I would dare say your first? “Yes master, I have never felt anything like it.   I was scared of what you were doing at first, not because you were hurting me but because it made me think of what had been done to me and as much as I tried to only focus on what you were doing, I kept going back in my mind to that awful day. “ “ What made you relax?” “ I think it was because the feeling of the orgasm building was so new, that I was able to focus on it. The only feeling I had before was pain and because you were able let me have a new feeling, I was able to let it happen. Thank you master, thank you so much”

 

Steve let of her face and reached down to kiss her gently on the lips. A big hurdle had been overcome in his mind, knowing that she could allow herself to cum meant that he could work on that until she was able to go further. He knew he would have to get her to tell him more details of her rape, just so he could help her overcome her fears.  He leant down to say goodnight, but she was already asleep.

 

Chapter three – The Nightmare

 

Lisa tried to breathe around the thick cock that was being held down her throat.  It seemed like it had been there for ages, and she was started to feel light headed.  She grunted as she felt the other cock that was raping her continue to pound into her pussy.  She struggled against her binds and heard someone screaming.  She wondered if there was someone else in the van.  She could hear a voice calling her name and felt hands on her.  She didn’t know what was going on.  Why could she now feel a bed under her back?   She could hear the voice calling her name get louder and felt her arms and legs being released.  As she struggled she felt her body being lifted of the bed and a pair of strong arms pulling her into a hard chest. 

 

“Lisa, wake up, wake up”, Steve said as he tried to calm the still struggling girl.  He has been woken by her screams and could not believe the sight he saw as he ran into her room. Lisa was screaming out and struggling so hard against her bonds that he was afraid that she would dislocate something.  She continued to fight him as he quickly moved to undo the cuffs holding her to the bed and move her into his arms.  “Wake up, Lisa”.  Lisa slowly began to wake, trying hard to work out where she was.  She heard the voice calling her to wake up again and opened her eyes to see a set of dark eyes staring at her.  Still not knowing where she was she opened her mouth to scream, when she felt a hand cover her mouth.

 

Steve had seen that she was about to scream again and reached out his hand to cover her mouth.  He could feel her ragged breathe and knew that she was not yet fully awake. “  Lisa, shh, it was only a dream.  Come on, wake up”.  Lisa’s mind searched to remember where she was and suddenly it all came back to her.  She was being held by this man, her master, and was going to be trained as a slave.  She remembered everything that had happened yesterday, feeling herself blush when she thought about what had happened before she went to sleep last night.  She became aware of the hand covering her mouth and opened her eyes fully to look up the man holding her. 

 

Steve, seeing that she was now calm and looking at her with clear eyes, removed his hand from her mouth.  “Lisa, are you ok now?”  Lisa looked at him and was able to squeak out an, “ I think so”. She felt that had said something wrong, but couldn’t think what it was. Just as she felt a hand on the back of her neck, she remembered what had missed and quickly added, “ master, sorry master”.  The hand on her neck was removed and she relaxed.  “Well slave, I was planning an exciting start to our day, but I can see you beat me to it.”  Lisa looked at him and saw a slight smile on his face. She, however, could also see the remains of something else in his eyes. Concern maybe, or worry?  “Slave, you need a shower, off you go”

 

As Lisa moved into the shower room, Steve sat down on the bed and thought about what had happened.  He was certain that her nightmare had much more to do with her rape then her current situation, but he was worried about how severe it had been.  He was sure that if he hadn’t released her from her bonds when he did, she would have caused some serious injury to herself.  He was also worried about what his bosses would say when they found out about her past and the nightmares.  He knew what happened to girls who were unable to be trained and even though he hardly knew Lisa, he knew that he didn’t want her to suffer the same fate.  However if he were going to train her to the standard required, he would have to stop her nightmares.

 

As Steve was pondering her fate, Lisa made her way on unsteady legs into the shower.  She sat down on the toilet and thought about what had happened.  She was not able to remember the dream exactly but knew that she had again relived part of the rape.  However, she remembered pulling on her cuffs and looking down at her wrists, she could see red marks where she had obviously pulled hard to try to get out.  She wondered if she would ever be able to forget.  She stood up and made her way into the shower. She was grateful that she had been allowed to have this time to herself. She always found it hard to talk to anyone for a while after she had one her nightmares. At home, she had been able to just stay in her room until she was feeling better. Her parents had known she was having some bad dreams, but did not know why.

 

The warm water felt wonderful on her body and she found her head clearing even more.  She thought about the man in other room. She did not know what to think about him.  In the short time she had been under his control she had been treated in a not unkind way, but she also knew already that was in charge.  However, she also thought that about the way he had helped her to recover from the dream and of course the orgasm he had given her last night.   She did not have any experience with sex, apart from her rape.  She knew that her friends had thought it a bit strange, but she really had not found anyone that she liked enough to want to go out with, plus her parents had been quite old fashioned.  She thought that even if she hadn’t been told not to say anything about her rape, she would not have told anyone anyway. She had been worried about getting pregnant, but when her next period came she knew that at least that was one thing she could stop worrying about.  She didn’t know how long she had been in the shower, but didn’t want to push her luck and stay too long. She moved out of the shower and looked around for something to dry herself with, finally seeing the same washcloth she had used yesterday on the bench.  She was amazed that with all that had happened that she was not more worried about being naked. She made her way into the room to see the man whom she now called master sitting deep in thought on the bed.  Not knowing what to do, she just stood in the doorway, waiting.

 

Steve became aware of Lisa standing in the doorway, obviously not knowing what to do. She looked better than she had before the shower, with the colour back in her cheek.  He could see the redness on her wrists and ankles where she had fought against her cuffs. “Slave, come and knell on the floor, knees spread and hands behind your head.”  Lisa moved to do what he said without really thinking.   She wondered again why she was doing what he said, but found herself kneeling as he asked.  She didn’t know where to look so looked down at the ground. “Well done, slave, you just need to straighten your back a bit more”. Lisa did as she was told and waited to see what would happen now.  She was just starting to feel a bit nervous when he reached out and touched her cheek.  He moved her head up to look at him. “ That is what you will do when you enter a room that I am in or I enter the room. Of course, there will be times that you may be hindered in your ability to do this, but when you are not bound or told otherwise, this is what you will do. Do you understand this, slave?”  “ Yes Master, I understand”

 

 “Good, now show me your wrists.”  Lisa brought her hands around from behind her head and held her hands out in front of her.  Steve examined each wrist and was pleased to see that already a lot of the redness was fading.  “ Stand up and let me check your ankles too?”  As she stood, she became aware of the position they were in, with her standing and him sitting, he had a perfect view of her pussy.  Steve was very aware of the position his slave would be in once she was standing.  He watched as she rose from her knees to stand before him. “ Usually when you stand, you will spread your legs, but now I want you to put your foot on my knee.”  Lisa felt even more vulnerable putting her foot up onto his knee, but once again did as he asked.  Steve checked both of her ankles, noting yet again that no major damage had been done.  He was not unaware of her discomfort in presenting herself to him but was again pleased with the way she was responding to his commands.  He briefly considered letting his hand wonder a bit, but knew that he had other things that had to be done.

“Good, everything seems to be ok.  Come and have something to eat, then you can tell me what happened.” 

 

Lisa moved over to the table and was about to sit, when she realised that he had not told her to.  She paused, wondering again at how quickly he had influenced her actions. Steve saw her move to sit and than stand, looking a bit nervous about her choice. “ You can sit down but do not start to eat anything” “ yes master” Lisa sat down and looked at the food on the table.  Although she was not as hungry as she had been last night, she was still feeling quite hungry.  He moved and sat at the table opposite her, pouring out a cup of tea for both of them and placing a piece of toast on a plate in front of her.  “ You may eat now.” Lisa and her master ate in silence.  Once she was finished, he sat back in the chair, crossed one leg on top of the other and asked her the question she had been waiting for. “ So, what happened this morning?”

 

Lisa took a last sip of her tea and braced herself to answer his question.  “ I had a bad dream, that is all”, she said, hoping he would leave it at that. Steve leaned forward in the chair and looked directly into her eyes “Slave, you know that I expect you to obey what I say, don’t you”. “Yes master”. “So don’t mess with me! I know it was not just a bad dream.”  Lisa was alarmed at the menace in his voice and knew that she had to tell him everything, no matter how embarrassing it was. “Sorry Master, it is just that I have never told anyone about my dreams, I didn’t mean to disobey you.” 

 

Steve watched as she took a deep breath and proceeded to tell him the details of her dream that she could remember.  Although it was only a small part of her actual rape, it was enough for him to realise that what she had suffered was not something she would get over in hurry. He may be a slave trainer, but he had always preferred to use a more subtle form of control then just brute force.  He knew he could control a girl just like that men that raped Lisa had done, but he also knew that to make a girl into a slave you had to control their mind not just their body. “ How often do you have nightmares like this?  Can I expect to be woken up each morning in the same way?”

 

Lisa considered the question.  At first, after the rape, she was having the dreams each night but over the last few months they had become less frequent. “I am not sure Master.  I have not had a nightmare like the one I had this morning for a while. I used to get them every night but over the last few months they were coming only once a week or so.  I am sorry I woke you Master, but I don’t know if I can say it won’t happen again. Please don’t be upset with me.”  Lisa waited for his reply but was surprised when he stood up to stand in front of her.  She started to panic, thinking that she was in trouble. When she felt his hands lifting her to her feet, she started to shake. 

 

Steve felt her shake as he stood her up before him. “Slave, look at me.  I am not upset with you.  I understand why you would have nightmares after what happened to you. What does concern me is how it will affect your training.” Lisa tried to comprehend the fact that he wasn’t angry but was worried about her training.  “ I know you don’t know what I mean but believe me it is very important that you complete your training” Lisa could sense the importance of what he was saying and felt the tension in his body.  What she didn’t know is was he worried about her or just about getting another slave trained.  For some reason this made her angry and twisted herself to lessen the grip he had on her arms. 

 

Steve felt her try to twist away and held on even tighter. He was not sure why, but she was suddenly showing some anger.  He knew he needed to control this now. He reached up and grabbed her hair, pulling her head back with a sharp tug. Lisa grunted with the pain of him pulling back her hair and felt tears in the corner of her eyes. “What are you doing?”  Lisa tried to answer but didn’t know what to say.  She felt him move his hand away from her other arm to grip her face. “I said what are you doing?”  Lisa was now feeling real fear for the first time since she had been with him. “ I..I..nothing master, I just felt like ..  please don’t hurt me. I’ll be good, please.” By now she was sobbing, still not knowing what he would do. 

 

Steve slowly let go of her hair and pulled her face down to look at him.  “Slave, I don’t want to have to hurt you but you can’t try to pull away from me like you did.  Now what made you act like that?  Lisa looked at him and saw that some of his anger had passed, though he still did not look happy.  “When you said that you were worried about my nightmares affecting my training, it made me angry for a moment thinking that getting my training done was more important than me.  I’m sorry, master.  I don’t know why I felt that way. Please forgive me!”

 

Steve saw her close her eyes, waiting to see what his reaction would be.  He reached out and put a hand on her hair again, but this time he just collected her hair with pulling it.  Lisa opened her eyes as he did this, looking at him with apprehension, obviously waiting for him to hurt her again.  “Listen to me. I am worried about your training but I am also worried about you. I usually don’t tell a trainee this but there is a time frame in which I have to work, and if you are not trained to a certain standard by that time then..”  He paused as he watched the emotions play on her face.  They had gone from pleading to worry and now she was showing signs of fear again.  He moved her to sit down beside her on the bed.  “then what happens will make your rape seem like a picnic”

 

Lisa heard what he said and wondered why he was being so cruel.  She didn’t even want to think about what could be worse than what had been done to her.  She looked up to see if she could tell if he was serious and one look at his face told her he was.

 

“ I’m sorry to make it sound so blunt, but I thought it fair that you know what is at stake.  If we have known about your rape, we would have reconsidered whether you were suitable for training.  Now there is no turning back.”  Steve wondered if he had pushed her too far, he had never faced this situation before.  Sure, he had had girls that were harder to train, but none that had the added problems that Lisa had.  Yet he was not ready to give up on her and he hoped she wasn’t ready to give up either.

 

Lisa felt like she had been punched in the stomach.  She tried to focus on what he had said but it was all just a confused jumble.  If they had known about the rape maybe she wouldn’t be here but if she had told someone she could have ended up back with her rapists again.  She couldn’t get over how unfair it all was.  All she wanted was a normal life and look where she was now. 

 

Steve looked on as she struggled to come to terms with what he had told her. He wanted to know what she was thinking but knew that he had to leave her sort things out for a while.  He moved away from the bed and sat on the chair nearby.  She had lain down on the bed and was curled up like a little girl.  He didn’t think she was crying but as he couldn’t see her face he wasn’t sure. 

 

Lisa didn’t even notice him moving from the bed or the fact that she had moved to lie down on the bed.  She felt empty, like she was nothing.  She couldn’t even cry. She didn’t know how long she just lay there before she felt a hand on her shoulder rolling her over until she lay on her back.  “Slave, look at me”, she heard the voice but couldn’t make herself open her eyes.  “ Lisa” she heard her name and something clicked inside her head.  She opened her eyes and saw those dark eyes again looking at her.

 

Steve had left her for alone for as long as he could, but was starting to get worried. He was now looking into her eyes but all he could see was a blank stare. “Lisa” he tried again and this time he saw a small spark of life enter into those beautiful eyes again.  He helped her to sit up and gave her a drink of water.  Lisa let her self be sat up and drank the water he offered her. She still wasn’t really with it yet, but she could feel some sense of life coming back to her. She looked up at the man and wondered what would happen now.

 

Steve was relieved to see that she seems to be coming around.  “How do you feel?” Lisa heard the question and thought, how do I feel. “I’m not sure.  I have never felt like that before, like I was nothing.”  Steve noted that she had not addressed him as she should have, but knew that this was not the time to stress that point. “ And now, what are you feeling now”.  “ I want to,” Lisa was not even sure what she was going to say until it came out, “ I want to survive this.  I don’t really know what I will have to do but I can’t bear the thought of being treated worse then how I have already been treated.” 

 

Chapter Four – A New Surprise

 

Steve felt the tension leave him as he heard her speak, he had been so sure that he had lost her before he even started.  Now he knew what he had to do.  “Okay, slave, now that we have sorted, we need to get you some help.”  Lisa looked at him and wondered what he meant, but she remembered that since he hadn’t asked her a question or said she could speak, she wasn’t able to ask him. “ I know just the right person who can help you.  I just hope she can be allowed the time to come here.”  Steve went off to the other side of the room and used his mobile phone to make a call. Lisa could not really hear what he was saying, but he seemed to be pleased with the call.  “ Right, that is all set.  Your first session wit the doctor will be this afternoon.” Lisa again wondered what this all meant for her.  Surely he wouldn’t let her leave here and go see a doctor, but if he did maybe she could get away some how.  At least she would have to be given something to wear.

 

While Lisa was pondering all this, Steve was thinking about what he had to do to get ready for this afternoon.  He had called John, a man who was master to a slave that had gone through her training here, but not with him. She was a rather unusual case; she was already a trained doctor, a psychiatrist, who happened to stumble across the group he worked for.  She was older than the girls who were normally chosen to be trained but because of her beauty and her brains, it was decided that they would at least see how she reacted to training rather then just kill her.  So at the age of 25, Dr Caitlin Jones had found herself in training to be a slave.  She did prove to be a challenge but eventually made the grade and was bought by John not long after.  Steve had only seen her once, at a party over a year ago, but he could still remember how beautiful she looked crawling along after her master wearing nothing but the gold collar around her neck. He had attached a chain to the collar and made her go around the room at least ten times showing her off.  Her long blond hair he had pulled back into a ponytail so everyone could see her beautiful face. What you could also see where the signs of recent and past floggings on her back and bottom. It was obvious that her master was fond of the whip. 

 

John had agreed to let her keep up her work, but of course not as freely as before.  He set up a room in his house and it was mostly other slaves or people who were part of the community that they helped find slaves for, the used the service.  Luckily John had agreed to let her come and stay for the six weeks that he had to train Lisa, in fact he said that he was going to call the centre and ask if she could be sent in for some further training. He felt that she was not responding as he thought she should in certain situations. So he agreed that in return for her services he would assist in her retraining.  He knew that he would need some help, but knew just the man. He would talk to him later, but was sure that it would not be a problem as he knew that the girl the he had been meant to be training had been involved in a car accident the night before she was meant to be taken, so he was free for a few weeks at least.

 

He looked over at Lisa to see what she was doing, when he saw that she had fallen asleep. He was not surprised, as the morning had been a stressful one. He decided to let her sleep and organise his extra helper.

 

Steve met up with Justin in the staff common room.  He was lucky, as due to not having a training assignment, Justin had been thinking of heading off for a few weeks. When Steve told him about his time with Lisa, Justin was fascinated.  He had never worked on this type of case before but was keen to help.  When Steve then told him about Caitlin coming along to stay and help out, he was in.  Justin had also been at the same party, and the image of the beautiful slave was very clear in his head.   Steve at last felt that he had more than a good chance of getting Lisa through her training now that he had some much needed assistance.  It would be a very interesting six weeks.

 

Back in her room, Lisa was stirring after having slept for well over two hours. She sat up and looked around, taking a moment to remember where she was. At least she had not had any dreams, but she still felt drained from her morning.  She stood up, looking to see if she was alone or not.  Seeing that she was alone, she went over to the door, and was not surprised to find it locked.  She noticed that there was some toast still left on the table and was about to have some, when she was suddenly struck by the fear that she could get in trouble eating with out permission. She wondered yet again at how much her life had changed.  She put the toast down and decided that she would be better to freshen up a bit while she had the chance. She hadn’t been told she couldn’t so she assumed it would be ok.  She took the time to have a shower and felt much better afterwards.  She was just coming out of the bathroom, when her Master walked in with another man behind him.  Lisa froze and then quickly dropped to her knees as she had been instructed to do. 

 

Steve saw the surprise on Lisa’s face when he walked in with Justin behind him.   He was pleased that she was up and even more pleased when she fell to her knees and assumed the pose he had taught her. He had wondered if he would have to begin the little training they had done again, but that did not seem necessary.  “Well done slave, I am pleased that you have remembered how to present yourself.”  He touched her on the head as he said this, noticing that her hair was damp. “Have you had a shower while I was gone?”  Lisa swallowed and answered, not knowing if he would be angry or not, “ Yes Master, I hope that is ok, I just wanted to clean and fresh when we see the doctor”.  Steve could see that she didn’t know if she had done the wrong thing by the way she was now biting her lip. “Well slave, usually you would have to wait for permission, but given the unusual morning we have had, it is ok.”  Lisa let out the breath she had been holding and started to wonder who the man standing behind her master was. 

 

Steve knew that she must be curious about who Justin was but wanted to hold off for a bit longer before letting her know. “Stand slave.” Lisa stood before him and remembered to move her feet apart.  She didn’t know what to do with her hands so she put them back behind her head. She knew she had made the right choice when she saw him smile at her.  He beckoned the other man to come closer and she started to worry about who he was and why he was here. She hoped he wouldn’t touch her, but knew that she would have to let him if he wanted to. 

 

Steve saw her tense up as Justin came closer and could see in her eyes that she was worried.  Justin stood beside Steve, “ You are right, she is just gorgeous, and for such a new girl, she is behaving very well.” “Yes, I am pleased with her progress, especially considering the added extras we have had to deal with.” At this comment, Lisa knew that this new man had been told what had happened to her and dropped her head in shame. Seeing this, Steve reached out and lifted her head back up making her look at him. “Don’t be embarrassed, you have done nothing wrong. Now, I suppose you are wondering who our guest is, hey?” “ Yes master.” “ This is Justin, but you will address him as Sir.  He is going to be assisting me in your training, especially when the doctor arrives. Say hello” Lisa looked at the man, and said, “ Hello sir.”

 “Hello my dear, as your master said, I will be here to help with your training, you will obey me as you do your master. Any hesitation to obey will result in you being punished. Do you understand slave”  “ Yes sir” 

 

“Well now the introductions are over, I need to get things ready next door for the doctor. Justin will you stay here and keep our lovely new slave company for me?”

“Of course, I am sure we can find lots of things to talk about.”  Steve could see Lisa biting her lip again as he arranged for Justin to stay with her. He knew he was pushing her a bit fast to accept someone else to be in charge of her, but he had to catch up some of the time he had lost. He also trusted Justin not to take advantage of the situation. 

 

Lisa watched as her master left, leaving her with alone with the other man. She felt him watching her and wanted so much to be anywhere else but here.  She felt him guide her to the bed and urge her to sit down. Much to her relief, he sat in the chair nearby, just as her master had this morning.

 

Justin watched as this new slave sat on the bed, biting her lower lip. Steve had mentioned that she did that when she was nervous.  “ Slave, I understand that you have been through a lot since you have been here.  Your master has told me your story and I am sorry that had to happen to you.” He saw that she again dropped her head and reached out to lift it up, just as he had seen Steve do earlier. “ As your master said, there is no need for embarrassment.  I am pleased that your master is willing to take the time to get you the help you will need to complete your training.  You are lucky, not every master would have bothered.” At this, Lisa looked up and for the first time really looked at the man sitting opposite her.  He looked to be a bit younger then her master, with short blonde hair and very green eyes. He too was well built. He was quite handsome but he too had the same edge she saw in her master.  One that meant that while he could be quite nice he also would be quick to discipline her when necessary.

 

 “Do you think you are lucky, slave?”  Lisa wasn’t sure what to say, “I’m not sure.  I haven’t really had a chance to think about it Sir.  However, if what you say is true, and another master may not have bothered with me, then yes, maybe in a strange way, I am lucky sir.” Justin listened to the answer and had to agree with Steve that this girl was certainly different to any other he had trained. “ Well said, now I have been told that you used to be a member of the track team. I used to run also, what was you best time?” Lisa spent the next ten minutes talking about her running days. In the back of her mind she couldn’t help but wonder at the strangeness of talking about running while being naked in front a man who would help train her to become a slave.   However, it did help to lessen her fears and relax a bit, which was a good thing.

 

Justin observed the change in her as they talked about running. It was something that he felt was important while training a new girl – giving her some time to forget what was happening to her, if only for a short time.  It didn’t always work though, as some girls found any talk of things they used to do upsetting, but with most he found they relaxed as they could take their mind off the situation they were in for a short time. 

He also found that it helped the girls to see him as someone who was not all bad.

 

Neither of them heard Steve re enter the room, so he sat and watched them for a while. He also noticed how much more relaxed Lisa looked than when he had left.  She even gave a brief but lovely smile.  It made him even more determined to help her through her training.  He looked at his watch and saw that it was almost time for John to arrive with Caitlin.  “As much as I hate to interrupt you two, it is almost time for the doctor to arrive.  Justin, could you go and meet her and bring her up for me please? John will be expecting you.”   “ Of course, slave Lisa, I will see you soon”

 

Lisa watched him go and again marvelled at how normal everything had just felt, despite her lack of clothes.  It had been good to be able to think about something else for a little while.  She saw her master walking over to sit on the bed beside her. “So, I see that you were having a good conversation.  Did it make you feel better about having him around to help?”  “Oh yes master, it was so nice to be able to talk about something else and I am not so worried about him being a part of my training anymore. He also told me that not every master would have bothered to help me. Is that true?”   “ Yes, I would imagine that would be true for some trainers that I know. What else did he say?”  “ That I was lucky to have you to train me Master, and I think I can say that he was right.  Although, if I had a choice I would not be here, since I am, I am glad that you are willing to help me Master” Lisa stopped and wondered at how she could feel this way about a man who was holding her captive, but then she also knew from bitter experience how he could be treating her.

 

Steve yet again wondered at this amazing girl.  What would have crushed most girls her age had somehow seemed to make her even stronger.  He was about to say something, when his phone rang. Knowing it would be Justin letting him know that he was back with the doctor, he left Lisa on the bed and went out the door to meet them both. Lisa suddenly realised that if the doctor was coming here, then her earlier thought of getting away and even getting clothes was now gone.  She wondered what the doctor would be like.  When the door opened and the two men returned with the most beautiful woman that Lisa had ever seen, she could only stare.   Surely this was not the doctor, but she was dressed like a doctor.

 

Chapter Five – The Doctor

 

“Slave, this is doctor Caitlin, please say hello” Lisa stood up and faced the doctor, “Hello doctor Caitlin, I am Li--”.  She realised she didn’t know how to introduce herself anymore.  “Doctor, this is Lisa, my new slave.  Slave, you will be given one to two hours each afternoon to spend with the doctor. I will not stay in the room during this time but will be just next-door if needed. Feel free to say anything at all to the doctor as you need to, you will not be punished for any opinion expressed to the doctor.  She is here to help and can only do that if you let her.  Ok, that being said, there is some food and drink on the table for you both, which you have permission to enjoy.”

 

Once the men had left the room, Lisa went to sit at the table with the food. She was hungry, but didn’t want to eat unless the doctor did.  She was pleased when the Caitlin came and sat down too. “Go on, eat, I can see that you want to.  You are allowed and I know how hungry training can make you.” Lisa wondered at the remark, but let it go as she picked up a sandwich to eat. “ I see the food had not changed much, I was so sick of sandwiches by the time I left here. Mind you they always tasted great when you were almost starving.”  Lisa again wondered at what the doctor was saying. When she had finished that sandwich, she just had to ask, “ Did you work here?” “ Oh no, I was trained here as a slave, just like you.” Lisa almost chocked on the sandwich she was eating, “What, you are a slave, but you look so normal, I’m sorry, but you know what I mean, don’t you.”  “ Yes I do know what you mean.   I only get to wear clothes when I am working with a patient, but once our session is over, I will be naked again, like you.” Lisa could still not believe what she was saying, but didn’t think she was lying to her.  “Don’t worry, you can ask me all the questions you want later, but for now, we have work to do” 

 

 

Steve took one last look at the two beautiful slaves as he and Justin shut the door.  “Do you think Caitlin will be able to make a difference?”  Justin asked Steve.  “ I hope so, I really do. I may not have known Lisa for very long, but I do feel that she is a natural submissive.  If she had not been raped, I am sure that she would be one the best girls I have ever had the pleasure of training.”  Both of the men sat down on the comfortable leather couch.  Steve reached out and picked up the remote control and turned on the TV set.  On the screen they could see Lisa and Caitlin eating the sandwiches left for them.  They could just hear what they were saying, as the volume was turned down for now. “ I know that I should respect the doctor/patient privacy, but there is just not enough time to have Caitlin relate what happens in each session, plus this way I can be aware of what is happening.” 

 

“Are you also taping the sessions, just in case”, Steve smiled at Justin, thinking again about how alike they were. “ Naturally, you know, I think it is going to be fun working with you.”  As the girls on the screen moved from the couch to the bed, Steve turned up the sound so they could hear what they were saying.  Over the next two hours the two men sat and listened as Caitlin encourage Lisa to describe the painful details of her rape.  Though Steve knew that Lisa had suffered at the hands of the men who had raped her, it wasn’t until he heard all the details that he began to have some understanding of why she was still having nightmares eight months later.  Neither man spoke during the time that Lisa and Caitlin were talking, and were surprised when the alarm went on Steve’s watch, indicating that the two hours were over already. Steve stood up and poured them both a strong drink.  As the two men quickly threw down the drinks, both were reflecting on what they had heard. On the screen, they could see Caitlin hug Lisa and move to knell near the door. She had a timer that let her know when the two hours were over too.  She knew that she was now just a slave again, and had to act like one. 

 

Chapter Six - Slaves

 

Lisa saw Caitlin move and kneel in front of the door.  For a moment she wondered why and then remembered what she had said about being a slave too.  She couldn’t believe that the woman who had just encouraged and comforted her while she told her story was the same woman who now knelt, head bowed, in front the door. Lisa heard the door begin to open, and suddenly remembered that she should be doing the same thing. She hurried to kneel beside Caitlin and was just rising to put her hands behind her head when the two men entered the room.  Her heart was beating hard and she felt sure that everyone in the room could hear it beating.  Lisa gave a start as she felt a hand reach out and touch her chin, lifting her face to look up her master.  “ Slave, you have done well.  Stand now”.  Lisa stood and let herself be led to sit back onto the bed. 

 

Caitlin remained on her knees as Lisa’s master moved her over to sit on the bed.  She was not sure what would happen now, but knew that it could not be any worse then what she suffered at the hands of her own master.  She could still feel the welts that he had placed on her body the night before. Even though she had been a slave now for over 3 years, she still found it hard to get used to the pain her Master made her suffer.  She didn’t think she was a bad slave, but Master John always found a reason to punish her.  She became aware of Lisa’s master standing in front of her again and of the other man moving to sit on the bed beside Lisa.  “ Stand slave and remove your clothes” “Yes sir,”  “Slave while you are here, you will call me Master.” “Yes Master, sorry Master”.  She stood and proceeded to remove all her clothes, placing them on the hangers that her temporary master held out to her.  Once he had put her clothes over the back of the chair, he turned to look her. 

 

Steve turned to look at Caitlin.  She was just as beautiful as he remembered. “Turn around slave”. “Yes Master”.  As Caitlin turned to show him her back, he saw the fresh welts.  He remembered seeing her at the party with similar marks on her body.  He reached and ran his fingers gently along one of the many marks on her back, feeling her tense under his touch. “Slave, are you very disobedient or does your master just like to make you suffer?”  Caitlin had often wondered the same thing. “Master, this slave tries hard to do as her master wishes but often seem to fail him.”

Steve considered what she had said, and thought that from what he knew about Master John that any slave would find it hard to please him.

 

Lisa, sitting on the bed with Justin, gasped in shock on seeing Caitlin’s back.  How could she stand the pain, she wondered.  Justin was sitting behind her and had his hands sitting loosely on her shoulders. She felt his grip become a bit firmer as she watched her master gently touch Caitlin’s back.  Justin was aware that his grip on Lisa’s shoulders had tightened as he watched Steve trace his fingers over Caitlin’s beautiful back.  Although he was not one to punish his slaves as severely as Master John seemed to like to do, he was not averse to giving his slaves a good flogging. He hoped he would be able to introduce Lisa to that pleasure during his time here.

 

Steve gave Caitlin a slight push on her shoulders, letting her know he wanted her to move more in the middle of the room.  He stopped her when she was in the spot he wanted her to be and turned her around to face him.  “Slave, you have not yet welcomed me as your new master.” Caitlin felt firm hands on her shoulders, pushing her down to her knees again.  “Yes Master”. She reached up and undid his belt and then his zip, lowering his trousers around his feet.  She then freed his penis from his underpants and took the tip his large cock into her mouth.  She was aware of shocked gasps coming from the bed and the doctor part of her wondered briefly what Lisa’s reaction would be.

 

Lisa now knew why her master had ensured that Justin was sitting behind her.  As soon as she became aware of what he wanted Caitlin to do, she tried to turn away from the scene in front of her eyes.  However, she found the she was firmly held by Justin and was unable to move. Even when she tried to close her eyes, he grabbed her hair and whispered for her to watch. Justin could feel Lisa trying to turn away from the sight of Caitlin servicing Steve, but he knew that he had to make her watch.  He could feel her breathing become more ragged and felt her start to shake. 

 

Caitlin worked her new masters thick cock up and down her throat.  She knew that over the years, she had become very good at this skill and rarely now did she find herself gagging on a cock.  This was very different from when she first came here to be trained.  She had not had very much experience with giving blowjobs, not really liking the feeling of having a man’s cock in her mouth.  However, having to perform this task over and over until she was able to overcome her gag reflex soon made her very good.  It was not something that she really enjoyed but she had been a slave for long enough to know what was expected of her.

 

Steve felt Caitlin work her mouth and throat over his cock.  It had been a while since he had had a trained slave work on him, and he was savouring the difference.  He was used to having to give instructions and to hearing the sound of the girl gagging on his cock as she attempted to deep throat him.  He knew that this was something that he would have to get Lisa used to, but for now he just enjoyed the sensations Caitlin was giving him.  He felt himself ready to cum and reached down to grab Caitlin’s head as he exploded deep down her throat. He slowly came back to reality again as he felt
Caitlin’s head pushing back on his hands and he realised that his cock was still deep in her throat, blocking off her air.  He removed his hands, letting her move her head off his cock and take a few deep breaths, getting air back into her lungs. 

 

Lisa felt like the room was spinning as she watched Caitlin struggle to breath with her master’s large cock in her throat.  She felt she was back in the van trying desperately to breathe with some stranger’s big cock forcing it way down her throat.  She knew that she would have to do that too and hoped that it was not today.  She was aware of Justin holding her in place, but was too focused on what was happening in front of her to worry about him. 

 

Justin could tell that Caitlin’s blowjob was having an affect on Lisa.  He could feel her shaking and thought that if he weren’t holding onto her, she would be in a heap on the floor.  He felt her go limp in his arms and worried that she had fainted, lay her down onto the bed.  Lisa felt herself being moved to be laid down on the bed. She still felt a bit dizzy, but not as much as before.  She was aware of Justin looking down at her with a concerned look on his face. “Slave, are you alright?  I thought I was going to have to pick you up from the floor.”  Lisa looked up into his green eyes, “Yes Sir, I just felt a bit dizzy.  I am starting to feel better now though, thank-you sir.”  Justin was about to say something more when he became aware of Steve standing beside the bed.  “Justin, could you take Slave Caitlin into the bathroom to let her have a shower.” Justin nodded and moved off the bed.

 

Lisa lay and watched Justin move away from the bed and lead Caitlin into the bathroom.  She didn’t want to look at her master, not sure what he wanted of her.  She found herself shaking and flinched away from him as he reached out to touch her.  Steve saw her move away from him as he reached out to touch her. “Slave, stay still” Lisa heard his command and despite wanting to move away, forced herself to stay still. “Good, now look at me”. Lisa really didn’t want to do that, but she also didn’t want to make him angry with her.  It took all the courage she had to turn her head and look at him.  By now he was sitting on the bed near her, touching her hair.  “Tell me what you are feeling?” Lisa knew from experience that he would expect a full answer.  “Master, I know that you were not hurting Caitlin, but .. but it was very hard to watch you do what you did and not feel like it was happening again to me.” Lisa paused to take a deep breathe before she continued, “When I saw you grab her hair and hold yourself in her throat, I felt the room spin and if Sir had not put me down on the bed, I am not sure what would have happened Master” 

 

Steve could hear the nervousness in her voice and knew that she had found it very hard to tell him her feelings. He sensed though that she had not told him everything, and gripped her hair in his fist. “Slave, you are not telling me something, what is it? Lisa gasped as he again pulled on her hair, wondering yet again about his ability to seem to read her mind. “ Master, I am worried about doing what Caitlin did.  I don’t know if I will be able to do it” She felt his grip lessen and his hand stroke her hair.  “Slave, I will expect you to perform the same act but I know that you have little experience.  I will instruct you when the time comes and gradually you will reach the level that Caitlin has.”  Lisa felt some relief at his words, but still worried about when he would start his instruction.  She wanted to ask but knew that she couldn’t unless he allowed her to speak again.

 

 

In the bathroom, Justin led Caitlin in the shower and watched as she washed herself under the spray of water. He was fighting the urge to enter the shower with her, but as Steve was her temporary master, he knew that he had to wait for his ok before he could get too close.  At least he had the pleasure of watching her beautiful body as she cleaned herself.  He saw her wince as she gently cleaned her back and he thought that she could need some ointment on her back when she was finished.  He moved to look in the cupboards under the sink and found just what he was looking for.  He also managed to find a towel, which he held out to Caitlin as she stepped out of the shower.

 

Caitlin took the towel and began to dry herself off. She knew to do this quickly and not hide her body for too long.  She had been grateful for the opportunity to have a shower, but was worried about how Lisa was.  She had seen she had been lying down on the bed and did not know why.  “Slave, turn around and show me your back”. 
Caitlin turned around and tensed when she felt his fingers on her sore back. “Relax, I am just going to put some ointment on.  I don’t want to see an infection spoil your time here with us.”  Caitlin felt his firm fingers rub the ointment into her back and her bottom.  It was a bit painful, but she was grateful for the act.  Master John never let her put anything onto her welts unless he could see that they were getting infected. This simple act put her mind at ease and let her know that the men who would control her during her time here would be firm but not merciless.  This thought brought tears to her eyes. 

 

Justin finished working the ointment and turned Caitlin around to face him again. He saw that she was crying and worried that he had hurt her. “Slave, I am sorry if I hurt you, but they looked at bit red to me.  Do you need some pain killers?”  Caitlin, hearing his concern, tried to control her self enough to answer him. “ No sir, you did not hurt me. In fact, it was for the opposite reason that I was crying.” “ Sorry, I do not understand what you mean.”  “ Sir, I want to tell you but it would mean talking against Master John, and I am not sure if I should do that.”  Justin saw the fear in her eyes as she mentioned her Master’s name. “Slave, what you tell me will not get back to Master John’s ears.  Now, why were you crying?”  Caitlin somehow knew that he would not tell her Master, so she decided to be honest with him.  “Sir, I was crying because that is first time in a long time that anyone has cared about if I was hurting or not.”  “Surely John uses ointment on you, I mean it is so easy for a welt to become infected.”  “ No Sir, Master John only lets me get some relief if he sees any major infections. He likes me to have to bear the pain, especially when he knows I need to be dressed to be with a patient.”  Caitlin wondered if she had said too much, but knew it was too late to take back what she had said. 

 

Justin could not believe what he was hearing. As much as he enjoyed watching a girl suffer under his own hand, he never let them suffer after, always making sure he gave what pain relief was necessary. He also knew that the only way to keep a girl strong enough to survive her training was to keep her healthy.  He supposed that everyone treated slaves in different ways, but still felt that John was playing a dangerous game with his slave. He wiped away her tears and led her back into the bedroom.

 

Steve stood Lisa up as Justin and Caitlin entered back into the room.  He could see that Justin had applied some ointment to her back. “Justin, thank you for putting some ointment onto Caitlin’s back, I was thinking that I would have to do that later.  Now if you don’t mind keeping her company for a bit longer, I will see you at dinner. Feel free to make yourself at home.”  “Thanks, I will”

 

Lisa had hoped to talk to Caitlin about what had happened earlier, but it was obvious that was not going to happen.  However, she did manage to catch her eye and although she looked like she had been crying she did not seem too worried about going with Justin.  In fact, she almost looked pleased. Lisa wondered what had happened in the bathroom. “Come on, slave, I think it is time for a shower.”  Lisa was led into the bathroom, and was about to step into the shower when she felt her master’s hand on her shoulder. “Hold on, where do you think you are going?” Lisa froze, not knowing what he meant. “I was going into the shower, isn’t that what you said for me to do Master?”  Steve could hear the confusion in her voice.  “Well I did say it was time for a shower, but I didn’t say it was only for you, now did I?” Lisa turned to face him, hoping that she had miss heard him.  “What… I mean, no master, you didn’t say that.  I just thought…” she did not finish her sentence as Steve was starting to take off his shirt. 

 

Steve could see the panic in her face as he took off his shirt.  A part of him wanted to laugh at the shocked look on her face but he knew that this would be a big test for her, so he kept a straight face.  Lisa did not know what to do.  She wanted to just close her eyes and make everything go away.  Instead she turned away so she was not looking at him anymore. She was aware of more movement beside her and knew that he was undressing fully. She just kept her eyes looking down at the ground, almost as if by ignoring him, he might go away. 

 

Steve could see what she was doing and let her be. He knew once they were in the shower she would have to look at him.  When he was naked, he gripped her shoulders and led her into the shower. He reached around her to turn on the water, feeling her shrink away from him. “Slave, turn around” Lisa felt like her feet were glued to the bottom of the shower.  She knew she had to turn around, but didn’t know if she could. “I said turn around, now!”  Lisa heard the threat in his voice, but still felt frozen to the spot.  It was not until she felt a hard slap on her bottom did she turn around. “Now, what did I say about doing as you are told. You are lucky I am in a good mood and you only got one slap. Next time, don’t expect to be so lucky.” Lisa could feel herself starting to panic again.  She looked to see how much room there was between his body and the entry into the shower, but knew that even if she could fit past him, there was little chance that she would actually make it out of bathroom, or even the shower. She wondered what he intended to do and the more she stood there waiting the more nervous she became. 

 

Steve could see that she was looking for escape routes out of the shower.  He purposely kept her on edge, waiting for her to look at him.  He knew that eventually she would not be able to not look at him. He had been here before and he had not been proved wrong yet.  When she finally raised her eyes to look at him, he could see she was once again biting her lip.  “I was wondering when you would look at me. Now, I need you to pick up the sponge and soap and clean me.  Do a good job, and I might not have to finish your spanking.” Lisa wasn’t sure if he was serious about the spanking but knew he was serious about her doing a good job.  She soaped up the sponge and began to sponge his chest, then his arms, back and his legs, even lifting his feet to clean under them.  She purposely did not look at his penis as she cleaned his thighs.  When she was done she went to put the sponge away when he said.  “ I thought I said to do a good job, you are not finished yet.”  Lisa went to say that she was, when she realised what he was talking about.  Surely he didn’t mean that she had to clean his penis. Up until this afternoon, she had not even seen a man’s penis, let alone touched one.  She looked at him, hoping that maybe she was mistaken, but when he looked at her and then down at himself, she wasn’t mistaken. She would have to actually touch it. 

 

Steve saw her continued discomfort, but knew that this was an important step in the training process. He had to get her comfortable touching him.  Lisa looked at the sponge for a moment, then not wanting to be spanked again, she reached down to where his penis should be. “You will have to look at it sometime, you know”. She looked up at him quickly and finally looked down at his penis.  It was much the same size it had been earlier and she knew that meant that it was almost fully erect.  She used the sponge to wipe it, jumping when it moved under the sponge.  Lisa had hoped she could just use the sponge but saw that it wouldn’t work. She brought her hand to hold it and was surprised by the warmth she felt. She used the sponge to carefully clean every part of his penis, trying not to think too much about what she was doing. She moved her hand away, “uh, uh I do believe you have missed something or should I say two things.”  She couldn’t believe he wanted her to clean his balls too, but she did, trying to be as quick as she could.

 

Steve felt her cleaning his balls and found it hard not to cum on the spot.  He reached out and grabbed her hand, making her gasp, and placed it around his penis.  He moved her hand up and down, forcing her to rub his penis. Lisa tried to pull her hand away but his grip was just too strong.  She could feel the cock jump and sensed that he was about to cum. She tried even harder to pull her hand away, but it was held tight.  Suddenly she felt a warm, sticky substance covering her hand.  She tried to pull her hand away again and to her surprise this time she was able to.  She somehow pushed past him and had almost made it to the bathroom door when she felt his strong arm wrap around her waist.  She screamed and kicked, but found his hand covering her mouth as he moved her forward into the room until she was lying face down on the bed.  She was turned over and her arms gathered in one of his, held up over her head.  He still had his hand over her mouth and was straddling her body so she was unable to move.  

 

Steve had been stunned for the moment by the force of his cum and by the time he had realised she was not in the shower anymore, he saw her running towards the door.  Now he watched her chest rise and fall, her eyes wide and fearful.  After they had both calmed down a bit, he removed his hand from her mouth.  He still, however, kept her hands locked in his, as he didn’t quite trust her not to come out fighting.

 

Lisa was not sure what had just happened. One moment she was being forced to jerk him off in the shower and the next she was lying on the bed with him almost sitting on her and his hand holding hers in a tight grip.  She waited with dread to see what he would do, scared that she would be punished for running from him.

 

“Ok, now that we both have some breath back, do you want to tell me what that was? You didn’t really think you could get away that easy, did you slave?”  Lisa tried to look away from him, but found her head held firmly. “Don’t push me, now tell me what you thought you were doing!”  “ I don’t know.  I didn’t plan that to happen, I think I just panicked and when you let my hand go, I just found my self running.  Please, I am sorry Master.  Please don’t punish me, I didn’t mean it, please,” Lisa found her self crying yet again, but just couldn’t seem to control it.  It had just been too much on top of everything that had happened over the past two days.

 

Steve listened to her crying pleas and considered what to do. He knew now that he had pushed her too far after everything she had already been through but also knew that if he gave in without any form of punishment, then she would think she could get away with something like that again.   “ Slave, I am sorry, but I can’t let behaviour like that go without some form of punishment.” He heard her cry a bit louder at his comment. “I had promised a spanking if you did not do a good job, so that is what you will get.  Now when I let go of your hands and stand up, you will turn over and spread out your arms to grip the top of the bed.  If you do this by yourself, I will only give you twenty slaps, however if I have to move you I will double the number, understand?” Lisa heard what he said and though she did not want to be spanked, answered yes master and rolled over and lay as he had asked.  She braced herself for the first blow, and although she tried not to make a sound, found that by five she was crying loudly with each slap.  By the time he reached twenty she was too tired to cry and just lay sobbing on the bed. Her bottom was on fire.  She had never been spanked before and could not believe how much it had hurt. 

 

Steve knew that she had to be hurting. Her bottom was a bright red and was very hot to touch.  “Just lie there and I will get something to make you feel a bit better.” He went into the bathroom and came back with the same ointment Justin had used earlier on Caitlin.  He felt her flinch when he touched her bottom to rub the cream in.  Lisa felt him rubbing something onto her bottom, which although did not take all of the pain away, at least removed the worst of the throbbing pain that she had been feeling. She was hoping he would leave her alone for a while, but instead she felt him sit on the bed next to her.  “There, that should ease some of the worst pain, though you will feel sore for a while I am afraid.  I hope that you can learn from this, slave.” Lisa turned her head to face into the room.  “Yes master, I am sorry. I will try harder next time.” Lisa realised that she really meant this.  She didn’t like the thought of being punished again, sensing that next time he would punish her even more severely.  “Now, stay there for a while and I will come and get you when it is time to eat.”  He brushed her hair out of her eyes and returned to the bathroom to get dressed.  Returning to the room, he saw that her eyes were closed and she appeared to be asleep.

 

 

Lisa heard him leave the room.  She had not been asleep but was pleased that he thought she was.  She had not wanted to look at him again as he left the room. Her head was spinning with everything that had happened over the last few hours.  Her emotions felt like they were all over the place.  She hated the way he had treated her, firstly expected him to wash him and then cumming all over her hand. She hated the control he seemed to have over her and most of all she hated the way she had felt after he had spanked her. Not because of the pain but because she somehow felt he had more control over her now than ever.  She knew that she would try even harder to please him and do what he said, not only because she didn’t want to be punished but because she could feel him gaining more and more control over her the longer she was here.  Maybe they were right; maybe she was just a natural submissive who had no control anymore.  With these thoughts running around her head, Lisa did actually manage to drift off to sleep.

 

Chapter Six – Slave Caitlin

 

Steve wasn’t sure what he was feeling as he shut the door behind him. He felt a bit responsible for what had happened but also knew that in terms of her training, they had taken a big step forward. Once a girl had actually been punished for the first time, they usually obeyed even more; knowing that further punished would be applied if needed.  He went and poured himself a drink and sat down on the couch.  He could see her on the screen and was sure that she was asleep. He heard a noise and looked up as Justin and Caitlin entered the room.  Caitlin came and knelt down on the ground at his feet, while Justin poured himself a drink too and sat down beside him.  “Wow, that is one red bottom, what happened?”  While Steve told him, Caitlin listened, thinking that this would be something that they would need to talk about in their session tomorrow afternoon.  She found it hard not to ask to talk to Lisa now, but knew that unless she was given permission, she would have to wait. 

 

“Slave do you know how to cook?” Steve suddenly asked her. Caitlin was a very good cook and often made the evening meal for Master John. “Yes master, would you like me to prepare the meal for this evening?”  “Yes, come with me into the kitchen”. 

In the kitchen, Caitlin prepared a simple meal of steak and salad while the two men talked. She was glad to have something to do. Her mind was so full of everything that had happened today that she needed the distraction.  She had had an interesting time with Justin, who apart from getting her to give him a blowjob had not touched her.  Instead they had talked about lots of different things.  It had almost seemed normal, like before she had been taken and trained, however she had never had a conversation with a man who was dressed while she was naked before she had been taken.  She couldn’t work the two men out. They were just so different not only to master John but to the man who had trained her.  She didn’t know if it was because she had been older and more set in her ways, but she had received quite rough treatment when she had last been here.  It was not that she thought the two men were soft, but that they seemed to care about the girl as much as the training. She had always just assumed that all of the trainers and masters were the same, but now she was seeing that there were other kinds of men who could still control but in a way that was not so brutal.

She thought that if she had a master like that all the time, she might not hate being a slave as much as she did. 

 

Justin was enjoying himself talking to Steve while watching Caitlin prepare the meal.  He liked Steve and found that their views about training were very similar.  He had told Steve about what Caitlin had said about John and found that they shared the same thoughts on the matter.  Neither of them felt that the girl needed to suffer anymore than was necessary after a punishment was over. 

 

When the meal was almost ready, Steve went back to the room to bring Lisa out to eat.  She seemed to be still sleeping when he came into the room but saw her eyes open when he sat down on the bed.  “ Come slave, Caitlin has a meal ready and it is time to eat.” Lisa rolled onto her back to sit up and winced when her bottom touched the bed. She managed to stand but found she was not able to look at her master.  She felt him reach out and touch her hair, “Slave, don’t worry, I am not angry with you anymore. Know that once a punishment is over, I don’t hold any grudges.  I hope you can feel the same way?” Lisa had not thought of it that way, she just figured that her feelings would not even be considered. “ I don’t hold any grudges, Master, though I was worried about you still being angry. Thank you for helping me to understand master.”  Lisa was still upset over what had happened but felt that it was a feeling she would have to get used to. “Turn around and let me see what that bottom looks like now” Lisa was embarrassed but did as she was asked. “That is not too bad, do you feel like you want some more cream put on before we go?” “ No thank you, master, it is not as sore as it was.”  

 

As Lisa was led out of the room she had been kept in for the first time in two days, she felt strangely excited.  She didn’t know where she was being taken but at least she would be somewhere different for a while.  She looked around with interest as she was taken through what looked to be a lounge room to a large kitchen.  She saw that Justin was already seated at a table with Caitlin kneeling on the floor beside him.  The smell of the food made her mouth water and she hoped she would not have to wait too long before being allowed to eat. “Well, slave, I hear you had an interesting afternoon.  Come over here and show me what your beautiful bottom looks like.” “Yes Sir.” Lisa made her way over to where Justin was sitting, blushing slightly at the thought of yet again showing her bottom to a man. Justin saw the blush on Lisa’s face and was reminded of how young and inexperienced she was. He touched her bottom gently seeing already the redness was fading and that there would be no bruising.  “Mmm, I guess you have learnt a big lesson. It is not a good idea to disobey your master, is it?” “ No sir, it is not.” 

 

 

Chapter Seven – An unwelcome visitor

 

Three weeks later

 

Steve was pleased with way Lisa’s training had progressed over the last three weeks. Her sessions with Caitlin seemed to be helping her greatly, even to the point where her nightmares seemed to have stopped.  Lisa was also starting to react better to sexual contact, though she still had her moments of panic. This did really not surprise him, after what he knew about her rape.  The only thing that was concerning him at the moment was a phone call he had received from John, Caitlin’s real master, asking if he could come and see her this afternoon. He said that he was swapping over the replacement slave that the company had offered him while Caitlin was away and would have an hour or two to fill in.  Of course, Steve agreed and now he was wondering when would be the best time to tell Caitlin. Over the last few weeks he had got to know her quite well, and he knew that she was quite scared of John. 

 

He looked at the TV screen and saw the two slaves talking in the other room.  He had just decided that he could not put off the task any longer, when Justin entered the room. He told him about John’s upcoming visit.  He knew that Justin would be upset by this news, as he had become quite fond the Caitlin over the last few weeks.  Justin heard the news about John’s visit and told Steve that he would tell Caitlin.  He knew that she would be not be too happy about seeing her real master, especially as she had hoped that she have at least another three weeks before she had to face him again.  Justin had spent the last three weeks trying to think of ways that he could get her away from John, even wondering if he could offer to buy her from his, but he had not discussed that with anyone yet. He knew that today he could do nothing, but be there later if she needed him. 

 

Caitlin was surprised to see the door open and Justin and Steve enter the room, as she had at least another hour of the session left.  She looked up and was instantly concerned by the look on both of the men’s faces.  She went to knell down and was surprised to feel Justin grip her arm and stand her up in front of him.  For a moment she wondered if she was in trouble, but could see that he did not look angry.  “Slave, you will have a visitor this afternoon. Your Master John has asked to spend an hour or so with his slave, and of course we had to agree.  He will be here in about an hour, so you have plenty of time to prepare.”

 

As Caitlin heard that Master John would be here soon, she began to shake.  Over the last three weeks she had almost been able to put her real master out of her mind, as she found herself drawn more and more into her temporary life here.  She now knew that the way Master John treated her was not the way that many other slaves were treated.  She had always just accepted the brutal way he had always treated her as part of the life of being a slave.  She now knew that not all Masters were cruel. 

 

Justin felt her begin to shake and looked on with concern as he saw her face drain of colour.  He wished that he could just tell John that he could not see her, but knew that he had no say in the matter. “Slave, look at me.  I know that you are worried about seeing your Master again, but there is nothing we can do about it.  Are you going to be all right? You look very pale.”  He moved her to sit on the bed and asked Lisa to get a wet cloth from the bathroom. When she returned, he gently held the cloth to her forehead, until he could see some slight colour return to her cheeks.  “Are you ok? Do you need to lie down?” Caitlin could hear the concern in his voice and once again compared him to her Master.  “No sir, I don’t need to lie down. I am feeling much better now.”  However, she knew as she said this that it was a lie. She felt sick, not knowing how she would get through the afternoon visit. The only thoughts that keep her going was that she knew that Justin and Master Steve would be there to help when he had gone, unlike at home where she would be left to suffer.  She felt slightly better at this thought, and began to stand up.  “Sir, I think I should have a shower before my master arrives. Is it ok to do that now?”   Justin said yes and watched her walk, still slightly shaky, into the bathroom.  He made a move to follow her when he felt a hand on his arm.  “Justin, she needs to be alone for while, come and have a drink.  Slave, stay here and tell Slave Caitlin that I will call for her when her master arrives.” 

 

Lisa said that she would do that and sat on the bed as the two men left the room.  She waited for Caitlin to finish her shower and rushed to give her a hug.   She could feel Caitlin sobbing as she tried to comfort her. Once she had calmed down a little bit, she gave her the message and brought her over to sit on the bed beside her. She felt a bit strange, as over the last few weeks, it was often Caitlin comforting her as she helped her to deal with her past.  “Caitlin, I wish I could help you like you have helped me.  I can only tell you that your are a brave and beautiful woman, and I am sure that you will get through this.” On hearing these words, Caitlin reached up to hug her new friend again.  This was something else she would miss when she had to leave.  She had not had a friend to comfort her for so long, she had almost forgotten what it felt like. “Oh god Lisa, I hope so.  He just scares me so much.  He is not like Master Steve or Sir.  He doesn’t care about me; only what he can do to me.  I had allowed myself to forget him for a while, and know I..”  Caitlin did not finish her words, as the door opened and the two men entered the room. 

 

Justin helped Caitlin to her feet as Steve did the same for Lisa.  He wanted to say something, but knew that whatever he said would not change the situation.  Caitlin took a deep breath and let herself be led by Sir into the lounge room. “ I think that I should take Caitlin in to greet John.  Can you stay here with my slave until I return?”  Justin nodded and watched as Steve led Caitlin into the room at the end of the hall.  He could hear the men talking as they said their hellos.  He became aware of a strange sound beside him and turned to see Lisa gasping for breath. “Slave, what is wrong. I know you are worried about your fellow slave, but there in nothing was can do for now.”  He was just in time to catch Lisa as she tumbled to the floor. 

 

Steve entered the room in time to see Justin lay Lisa down onto the couch. “What happened?” “ I’m not sure, I heard her gasping and the next I knew she had fainted.”  “While I get her back to her bed, keep an eye on what is happening on the TV.  I know that we shouldn’t be taping them, but I just don’t trust him.”

 

Lisa felt herself waking up and wondered why she was on her bed. Hadn’t she been in the lounge … she suddenly remembered the voice and opened her eyes.  It was the same voice, she was sure it was, and he was here. She started to shake and tried to get up to get away. “ Slave! Lisa!  Calm down, calm down.”  Lisa heard the voice and turned to where it came from. “ Shhh, you are ok. Quiet now.”  “Please don’t let him hurt me, please, please.” Steve didn’t know what she was saying, but realised that this was more than just worry over Caitlin. He wondered if this was another nightmare.  “Slave, it is over, you are safe here, calm down.” Lisa tried to make herself be understood. “No, he is here, if he sees me, he will hurt me. Don’t let him hurt me” 

 

“Who?  Master John? Is that who you are worried about?”  Lisa realised that the voice she had heard must belong to this Master John, and suddenly felt real fear for Caitlin’s safety.  “Caitlin, master, you have to help Caitlin.  He will hurt her” Steve saw the fear and pleading in her eyes as she asked him to help Caitlin.  “You know that I can’t. He is her master and I can not interfere.”  Lisa knew that she was not making much sense and struggled to sit up to face him. “ No, you don’t understand.  It is the same voice.  The same voice I have heard over and over in my nightmares.  The voice of one of the men who raped me.  I would know that voice anywhere, and he is here. Please don’t let him hurt me again.” 

 

Steve sat stunned by what he was hearing. Could she be right?  Had John been involved in her rape? He had no reason to think that Lisa would lie to him.  What if what she said was true and John was one of the men who raped her?  He knew that he could not just call the police and have him arrested, or even confront the man. Realising that Lisa was waiting for him to respond, he said, “Are you certain it is the same voice. I mean a lot people sound alike?”  “Yes master, I am certain. It is him, I know it is.”  Lisa felt like she was in the middle of one of her nightmares, except this time she was awake. What would she do if he saw her?  What if her master did not believe her? “Slave, you have nothing to fear. I won’t let him see you. He won’t hurt you”.  Lisa felt a bit better knowing that she would not have to see him, but she was very scared for what he might do to Caitlin. “Master, I am very scared for Caitlin. Can’t you help her?  Please?”  Steve just pulled his slave to him to give her a hug, knowing that there was nothing he could do. He felt a building anger at the man who had hurt Lisa, but knew that to do anything now would risk him taking Caitlin from them. For now he just had to wait and think about what he could do.

 

Caitlin knelt in front of the man who was her Master.  He had not spoken a word since Master Steve had left and she was getting more nervous by the minute.  She was shaking and just wished that whatever he was going to do, he would just do it. 

John knew that the longer he kept her waiting, the more nervous she would become. He had missed her more then he thought he would have, though he had enjoyed breaking in a new slave girl over the last few weeks.  However, he had had to be more careful then he usually was, as he knew that she needed to be fit to be sold to her new master.  He was also looking forward to getting another girl this afternoon.  For now though, he was just soaking in the sight of his beautiful, scared slave girl.  He reached down to grab her hair in his fist, feeling her flinch and then gasp, as he pulled tighter. “Did you miss me slave?  I have missed you.” 

 

Caitlin struggled to breath as he pulled her hair viciously back until she was forced to look up at the ceiling. “Yes Master, your slave has missed you.’  She knew what he wanted to hear, even though she knew it was a lie.  She found herself being pulled up to her feet and spun sharply around so her back was facing him.  “Hmm, I can see though you have some colour on your back, it is not the same as when you came here, is it slave?”  “No master.” Caitlin saw something dark move in front of her face and then felt the blind fold being fastened tightly, blocking off all light.  She hated being blind folded as she lost any chance she might have of avoiding him.  Next she felt him pull her arms behind her, and ties being applied very tightly to her elbows and to her wrists. Though her shoulders screamed in pain, she only let out a grunt as he tightened her bonds.  She hated to let him know how much he hurt her “Now the game begins” he whispered in her ear.  She felt him turn her around and around until her head was spinning and then suddenly let her go.  Not knowing where she was, she stood as still as she could, trying not to fall over as her head spun.  She was scared to move, not knowing where he was. They had played this game before and she hated it.  Sometimes he would make her stand for ages, just waiting for him to make his move and other times it would be no time at all before he began to hurt her.  He seemed to know that making her wait only made her more nervous.  She then felt him pull her arms up, forcing her body to tilt forward, and her arms were attached to something.  She was now unable to lower her arms. Suddenly she felt back explode in the most awful pain. She went to move forward, when he said, “Don’t you dare move bitch.”  Caitlin struggled to keep her feet still, knowing from experience that he would only just keep hitting her until she could stand still for the required number of strikes.  She never knew how many this would be, she just prayed that today it would not be too many.  After what seemed like an eternity, he finally stopped hitting her.  By now, she was screaming out with the pain and her back and bottom were throbbing.  She felt her arms being pulled up even more, forcing her body to move down more.  She knew what was coming, but still jumped when she felt his big cock force it way fully into her pussy.  She screamed with each thrust, feeling the agony of his body hitting her burning bottom. She felt his cock move within her, savagely forcing his way into her body. He gripped her hips harder as she felt him start to cum.  She screamed even louder as he slammed as hard as he could into her, yelling as he spurted his cum into her body. 

 

John smiled as he pulled his cock out of his slave’s pussy.  He loved the way she looked, her back and bottom covered with red stripes.  He could see her trying to catch her breath.  He walked around until he was standing in front of her and reached up to grip her hair.  He watched as her mouth opened and pushed his dirty cock into her mouth, forcing to down to back of her throat in almost one go.   He had spent a lot of time in her first year training her to take his big cock into her throat. At first, she had been unable to succeed in taking all of him in, but over time and some not so gentle persuasion she had become an expert.  He worked his cock in and out of her throat, loving the feeling of her warm mouth and pulsating throat.  He knew that he would have to leave soon, but wanted to make sure his slave would not forget him when he was gone.  He pulled out of her throat and made his way back around his slave.  He used his hands to pull the cheeks of her bottom apart and pushed as hard as he could into her anus.  He had to work hard to get his cock into her, but once he did, he pushed his body forward, using all the force he had to drive his cock to the hilt inside her.

 

Caitlin screamed again as she felt his cock push forcefully into her bottom.  She could hardly breath from the pain she was feeling.  No matter how much she tried to block out the pain, she was unable to do anything to ease it.  She didn’t know how long he fucked her for, but it felt like forever. When he was finished, he used her mouth to clean his cock.  She hated this the most, but knew better then to let it show.  “Slave, do you have something to say to your Master?”  “Thank you master for using your slave” Caitlin had to force herself to thank him for hurting her, but knew it was what he expected her to say. “Slave, I have to leave you soon, but I can’t go without leaving something for you to remember me by.” Caitlin trembled wondering what he would do.  She felt him pinch one of her nipples sharply. When he moved to pinch her right nipple, she realised that she could still feel the pinch in her other nipple.  She knew that he had put some clamps on her. She was just thinking that she could handle this when she felt her nipple pull down and begin to hurt more and more, knowing that he had put weights onto each clamp. “Can you feel that slave?  I will just leave these here as a gift for Master Steve to remove later.  Now you be a good slave while I am gone.”  With a final slap to her already sore bottom, Caitlin heard him leave the room and the door close.  She hung, feeling her back throbbing and her nipples aching, hoping that it would not be long before she was let free. 

 

Justin had watched the screen on and off over the last hour.  Part of him wanted to watch to make sure that Caitlin was OK but another part could not bear to see her being so abused.  He knew it was ironic, given what he did for a living, but he hated the way John was treating his slave. Over the years he had trained many girls to be slaves, but he had never treated any of them way he saw Caitlin being treated.  He always believed there had to me more then fear to make a slave obey, more then just the physical force he could apply to make a girl do what he wanted her to do. Sure, pure, brutal force could make a girl do anything, but he had never wanted a girl to be so scared of him or what he would do, that she couldn’t think. He liked to think that by the time he had finished training a girl, she felt that she had found her true purpose in life, and might actually enjoy her life as a slave or at least parts of it.

 

He felt like he was going crazy, knowing that he could do nothing to help Caitlin.  He was also confused over what had happened to Lisa, and wondered what was keeping Steve so long.  He wanted to go and see what was happening, but knew that Steve would be upset if didn’t keep an eye on what was happening in the other room.  He looked at his watch and saw that it was very close to the time that John would have to be leaving.  On the screen he could see him attach the weighs to the clamps he had applied to Caitlin’s nipples, and winced at the pain they must be causing her.  He noticed that she was not screaming any more, but was sobbing quietly. It was all he could do not to run in and stop her torment.  He thought of how good it would feel to give John a taste of how he was treating his slave.  Another time, he hoped, he would be able to do something. 

 

Steve had stayed with Lisa over the hour that John was with Caitlin.  He wanted to make sure that she knew she was safe from John, but he also didn’t want to have to talk to Justin until John has gone.  He knew he would have to tell Justin what Lisa had said, but was worried about what he might do once he knew.  He couldn’t risk Justin doing something stupid and John taking Caitlin with him.  So he waited until he thought John would be due to leave to return to the lounge room. He had left Lisa with more promises that John would not see her, and that he would be back as soon as he could be.  He didn’t like to leave her, but knew John would want to see him before he left.  He saw Justin look up as he entered the room, and could see that he wanted to know what was going on with Lisa, but he was saved from saying anything as John appeared in the doorway.  He could see Justin fighting to control himself, and was thankful he hadn’t told him anything yet. Steve said goodbye to John, fighting the urge within him self to do major damage to the man, and somehow managed to be polite. He breathed a sigh of relief when he was gone, and turned to see Justin rushing past him to help Caitlin.

 

Caitlin heard John go and felt like she could breath again, despite the agony she was in.  She felt the clamps being removed from her breasts and her arms being untied.  She couldn’t help but scream as she was released from the blood rushing back to each injured part of her body.  When she was free of all her bonds, she tried to stand, but almost collapsed as she tried to stretch her injured back.  She felt gentle hands ease her to the bed and finally felt the blindfold being removed.  It took a moment for her eyes to be able to focus and take in the concerned face of Justin staring at her.  She felt embarrassed at him seeing her this way and tried to drop her head, but he held her head firmly so she had to look at him. The look he gave her was too much and she burst into tears. “Caitlin, shh, don’t cry. It is over.”

 

Justin wanted to hug her, but knew that with her back the way it was, it would only cause her more pain.  He held out two painkillers and a glass of water and watched as she swallowed each one.  He then gently had her lie down on the bed and proceeded to clean her back and bottom and apply an ointment to help ease some of her pain. He shuddered to think of the countless times she must have suffered similar injuries without any pain relief.  At the thought he once again felt an overwhelming hatred for the man who had done this.  He noticed that Caitlin had stopped crying and was now just lying on the bed. “Slave, Caitlin, is there anything else I can do to make you feel better?”  Caitlin heard the question and again could not help but think how different her life, as a slave would be with a Master like Justin or even Steve.  Though she had been still treated like a slave and expected to obey any command given her by the two men, she still felt that she had been treated like a person too.  “No Sir, there is nothing else you can do.  Thank you Sir.”  Justin was concerned by the listlessness in her voice, but knew that it would take her some time to recover from the visit from her Master.  He left when she fell asleep and went into the lounge room, where both Steve and his slave were sitting. He could sense a certain tension in the room, and wondered if it had something to do with Lisa’s faint earlier. 

 

Steve saw Justin come out of the room.  “How is she?” Justin looked up, a combination of anger and frustration on his face.  “Sore, he really gave her a fierce beating.  I have given her pain relief and applied the ointment. She is sleeping now, but I can only imagine how she will feel when she wakes up.”  “Maybe we might need to keep her sedated for a while, at least until she gets some strength back.”  “Good idea, I will do that.” Justin turned to look at Lisa, noticing that she was looking pale and that she had been crying.  “Slave, how are you feeling now? You gave me quite a scare, you know?”  “ Sorry Sir, I didn’t mean too, I…” Justine saw Lisa give Steve a look and then put her head down.  He felt the tension in the room again and wanted to know what was going on. “Steve, have I missed something?” He saw Lisa tense up and start to cry softly. “Slave, go and get Sir and myself a drink.” Lisa felt relief that he was not going to make her tell Justin about Master John and walked with shaky legs over to the bar to make the men their drinks. She still felt like she was walking in a dream, her sense of reality not yet returned to her. She took her time over the drinks, watching the men talking.

 

“Lisa fainted when she heard John’s voice.  She says that he is one of the men who raped her.”  Justin listened with shock as Steve told him about the news.  He felt another wave of anger engulf him as he thought of all the harm this man had done. “Is she sure?” “Yes, I asked her the same question and I am convinced that she is telling the truth.  I only had to see the fear in her eyes when she thought he might see her to know that he was involved.  I’m sorry I kept this from you until now, but I didn’t want to risk him taking Caitlin early if anything happened.”  Justin nodded, knowing that Steve had done the right thing. He knew that if he had been told this news before John had gone, he didn’t know what he would have done.  Just then Lisa returned with their drinks. 

 

Lisa handed both the men their drinks and knelt down on the carpet. She wasn’t sure how she should be feeling. When she had heard that voice, she had felt like she was back in the van. She had been starting to feel so much better and had stopped having nightmares even, and now she felt like she was back to square one.

 

“Slave, your master has told me about you recognising Master John’s voice.  I don’t know what we will do yet, but know that we will both do what we can to have him punished for what he did to you.”  Lisa looked up and wondered yet again at the contrast of the two men.  On one hand, they could very strict, expecting obedience at all times and on the other, they really did seem to care about her. “Thank you sir, it was a great shock to hear that voice.”  Lisa had calmed down a lot, but was still shaken at hearing that voice again. Suddenly, she thought of Caitlin. “Sir, where is Caitlin? Is she ok?” 

 

Justin thought of Caitlin lying on the bed, bright red welts covering much of her back and bottom. “Well, she is not too good at the moment, but she will recover in a short while.”  Lisa decided to risk asking just one more question, though she knew she was pushing her luck. “Master, may I see her?  Now I know who her master is, I can only imagine what he has done to her. Please Master, can I?” Lisa held her breath, not knowing if she would be punished for speaking. Steve heard the desperation in his slave’s voice, knowing that she had risked punishment by asking her question. “Slave, I don’t remember giving you permission to speak!” Lisa tensed when she heard this and braced herself for what might come. “However, this is certainly what I could call special circumstances, so I will allow it for this time.” Lisa sighed, pleased that she would not be punished.  “I can understand that you would be worried about Slave Caitlin and once I have checked on her, then I will let you know if you can see her.”

 

Steve saw the disappointed look on Lisa’s face, but as he had not yet seen what condition Caitlin was in, felt he was right to make her wait. He went into the room and was shocked to see the state that Caitlin had been left in.  Although she had been given painkillers, she was still moaning softly.  He moved around to the top of the bed to see if she was awake, and saw her looking at him. “Slave, I know you are hurting, is there anything I can do to help you?”  Caitlin tried to focus on what he was saying through the pain.  Though the throbbing pain had eased, she still felt an ache in her back and her bottom was sore both inside and out.  “I am very thirsty, could I have a drink please master?”  She saw him stand and then come back with a glass of water.  She tried to drink from the glass, but lying on her stomach made it impossible.  She saw her Master rise again and return, this time with a straw in the glass.  She felt an overwhelming urge to cry when she saw this, for this simple act of kindness was something she was just not used to anymore.

 

Steve saw the tears in the corner of her eyes as he returned with the glass and the straw.  Watching her sip the water, he wondered what kind of man found pleasure in causing the level of pain Caitlin was in. “There, is that better?”  “Thank you master, you are very kind to help me.”  With that, Caitlin could hold back her tears no more, and began to cry with all her heart. Steve watched as Caitlin’s abused body was wracked with sobs. He reached out to stroke her hair, trying to ease her distress. Caitlin cried even harder as she felt the hand stroking her hair.  She felt so moved by the fact that both Master and Sir were so concerned for her wellbeing. Eventually, she managed to calm down, and saw her master move a chair over to sit beside the bed.

 

“Slave, please do not be afraid to ask for help. We are going to keep you in here for a few days, and will make sure that you have pain relief when needed.  Now, slave Lisa had asked if she would be able to see you, as she is very worried about you. Are you up to seeing her now or would you rather wait until you are a bit stronger?” Once again, Caitlin was struck with the fact that she was being given a choice.  “Master, if it is you wish, then I would like to see Lisa. Thank you for asking.”  Steve went to get Lisa and bring her in to see Caitlin. He stopped just outside the door, knowing that he needed to prepare her.  “Slave, I need to warn you that Caitlin is in a bad way.  Her master whipped her very badly and she is quite weak. Do you still want to see her today?” Lisa did not really know what to expect, but knew that if she did not see her now, she would only be awake tonight worrying about her. “Yes Master, I need to see her.” Steve nodded, and was about to lead her into the room, when he remembered he had not said anything to Caitlin about Lisa’s discovery earlier. “Slave, I have not mentioned anything about what you told me about Master John. I think that it would be best for now not to say anything”. Lisa nodded, in a way relieved that she would not have to talk about her rape again. 

 

Chapter Eight - Punished

 

Lisa entered the room behind her master, and froze in shock at what she saw. She could not believe that this was the same woman she had been talking to not two hours ago.  She walked up to the head of the bed and knelt down so she could see Caitlin’s face.  One look was all it took before they were both crying.  She knew that Master Steve was still in the room, but for a moment he was forgotten as she shared the pain her friend was feeling.  She didn’t know how long she knelt beside the bed, but when she felt a strong hand on her shoulder, she knew she had to go. 

 

As Lisa went to stand up, she felt Caitlin grab her hand and give it a light squeeze.  In that moment both women knew that whatever happened, they would always be together in spirit.  Lisa left the room and was led back into the lounge room.  She went to kneel down, but was led to sit on the lounge between her Master and Justin.  “Slave, what are you thinking?”  “Master, I am worried about Caitlin.  I have never seen anyone with marks like the ones she has. Will she really be alright?”

 

“Well, with care she will be heal, though I am not sure if she will have any scars or not.  The real danger with injuries like the ones she has suffered happen when infection sets in. If we are careful, she will not get any infections.”  Lisa thought about this and what she had heard Caitlin saying once about never getting any pain relief when she was with Master John.  She couldn’t help but shudder at the thought of the pain she must have suffered in the past. 

 

Both the men saw her shudder. “Slave, what made you shudder just then?”  “Master, I was just thinking about the pain that Caitlin has been through over the years as Master John’s slave.”  Justin had been thinking the same thing.  “Slave,” Justin said, “I too have been thinking about her past.  It saddens me too to think of what she has suffered.”  Although Lisa had learnt a lot about her two trainers over the time she had been with them, she was still a little surprised by Justin’s statement. She didn’t feel like either of the men would hurt her like Caitlin’s master had, but she was still aware that they were holding her against her will and that they were all part of the same world that Master John belonged to. 

 

Steve watched Lisa’s face as she thought about what Justin had said and could see that she was looking a bit confused.  “Slave, what is bothering you?  Did you not think that we would find Caitlin’s past abuse upsetting?”  Lisa looked at her Master, hearing a touch of anger in his voice.  She wondered how she could tell him what she was thinking without angering him more.  “Master, I know that you care about Caitlin.  I … I was just thinking how..”   Lisa paused, not knowing how to put into words what she was feeling.  She felt a hand rest on her thigh, and knew that she shouldn’t keep her master waiting for too long. “ Sorry master, I am just trying to work out how to tell you what I was thinking. I was just thinking about the difference in how you both treat me and the way Caitlin’s master treated her. Sir, I was a bit surprised that you were so upset over the way Caitlin has been treated in the past. I am sorry Sir, I did not mean to think badly of you, but I …” Lisa found her voice trailing off as she knew that she was not really explaining herself properly.  She found herself becoming tense, wondering what the men were thinking. 

 

Steve listened to what his slave was trying to say, not really understanding her, but recognising her attempt at not upsetting him.  He reached out to turn her face to him, feeling her tense up as he touched her.  “Slave, I am not sure what you are trying to say, but I hope that you are not meaning to show disrespect to your me or to Sir. However, I do need to understand what you are trying to say”. He felt Lisa relax in his grip and saw her frown slightly, obviously trying to sort out her thoughts.  “Slave, I think you should kneel so that we can both see you.” 

 

Lisa moved to kneel on the mat in front of the couch, facing both of the men.  She was very aware of both of the men waiting and watching her intently. She wondered how she had got herself into this mess, but knew that she needed to make her thoughts clear.  “Master, Sir, I will try to express my thoughts better.  I guess I am just trying to work out how you can associate with someone like Master John.  I mean, he is such a mean man and while I don’t think that you would do the same thing he did, you are both holding me here against my will. I was also a bit surprised to hear Sir express the same emotions I was feeling, I mean you live in this world all the time, and I had just assumed that you would not feel the same about it as I would. I guess I am just feeling confused about what has happened and am trying to work out how this new world I have found myself in works. I really do not mean any disrespect, please forgive your slave her doubts.”  Lisa stopped and looked down at the ground, feeling unsure about what the men’s reactions would be.

 

Justin looked at Steve as he stood to stand in front of Lisa.  Justin could understand what Lisa was saying, but thought that she might have overstepped her bounds this time.  Steve was not really upset with Lisa, understanding in a way what she was saying. However, he was also aware that her training had to prepare her for her future as a slave, so he had to teach her that not everyone would accept such comments from a slave. “Slave, what makes you think that you have the right to question what a master does or how they will react to a situation?”  He watched as Lisa’s face went pale and she began to shake slightly.  “You need to learn that as a slave you must show respect to those who are in charge of you.  So, as your punishment, you will be gagged and bound while you prepare tonight’s meal for us. Justin, would you get me the big ball gag from the other room, you know the one I mean don’t you?” 

 

Justin had to suppress a smile, as he went to get the gag. He had to admit that it was not a bad punishment; it would certainly make Lisa remember to hold her tongue next time, but would be over in a short time also.  As he came back with the gag, he saw Steve putting cuffs on each of Lisa’s wrists and connecting each cuff with the length of chain.  There was enough chain to allow movement, but it would still restrict her in her cooking duties.  He had already done the same thing to her ankles, meaning that she would have to take little steps as she moved around the kitchen.  He handed the gag to Steve, seeing Lisa’s eyes go wide as she saw the size of the ball.  It really was very big and one that they would only use on a girl for a short time.  He went to check on Caitlin, leaving Lisa moaning as Steve inserted the gag.

 

Lisa tried to stretch her mouth around the massive ball gag that her master was trying to put into her mouth. She was sure that it would not fit, but after a bit of pushing, the ball finally popped in behind her teeth.  Even before the awful thing had been done up, her jaw was already aching. She hoped that she would not have to wear it for too long. 

 

Steve was relived when the gag finally popped into place behind Lisa’s teeth. He knew that it had to be hurting but he also knew that it would help her to know that she had to watch what she said in the future. He knew that her new owner might not appreciate a slave being as open as Lisa could be about her thoughts.  He saw her struggle to get used to the gag and the tears that were forming in her eyes. He didn’t know if they were from the pain of the gag or because she was being punished.  He turned her around and with a slap on the bottom, sent her off to prepare the meal. 

 

Lisa tried not to think too much about the gag as she went about getting the meal together.  It took her a bit longer to then usual, both because of her chains and also because she did not have Caitlin to help her.  She thought back to the sessions she had had with her and about how helpful and kind she had been.  Not only had she used the time to talk about her rape, but she also was able to discuss her reactions to what was happening to her during her training. She had been particularly helpful when she had to have sex with her master for the first time. This had been only a few days ago, and Lisa still was not quite used to it yet.  She thought about that night as she prepared the meal.

 

Lisa had known that eventually she would be expected to have sex with her master, and though she had begun to be more relaxed, she still did not know how she would react.  She been giving him blow jobs for the last week and was becoming more used to this act.  She had just been returned to her room after the evening meal and was not surprised to be asked to kneel and satisfy her master with her mouth.  She had just started to work her head up and down his cock when she felt his hand pull her head back to look at him.  She thought she had done something wrong and expected him to instruct her on what she should be doing. However he said nothing, just stood her up and moved her to lie on the bed. Lisa felt her heard beat a thousand miles a minute as he removed all of his clothes and lay down on the bed next to her. The next few minutes were almost a repeat of the first night as he worked her up to one, then two orgasms. She had felt herself relax as her orgasms wash over her, but suddenly she felt something new.  He had removed his fingers and had repositioned himself so he was lying over her, his hands on the bed beside her head, holding his body up over her. She closed her eyes, trying to stop the shaking that had started.   “Slave, I know that you are scared. I will go slow and try not to hurt you, however you will have to try and relax for me. Do you think you can do that?” 

 

Lisa had heard what he was saying but her brain was having a hard time focusing on the words.  He had asked her a question and she knew she had to answer. “Master, I don’t know, but I am trying. I know that you will not hurt me, but I just have so many bad memories that I need to forget.  Please be patient with me.” Steve felt sorry that he had to be the one to push her past this limit; but knew that with little over three weeks left of training he had to.  If she were not able to meet the sexual demands of her new master, then she would not survive.  He lowered his body until he was just touching her, and moved to centre his cock in the opening of her pussy. He heard her gasp as he did this and her body start to shake even more.

 

Lisa could feel the cock at the entrance to her pussy and her mind began to replay the rape yet again.  Try as she might, she could not get the images out of her head.  She knew that this was different and that she would not be hurt, but she just could not seem to relax. She tensed, waiting for the thrust she was certain was coming.  When it didn’t she wondered why and opened her eyes.  She was confronted by two concerned, dark eyes staring at her. “Relax, you have to relax, otherwise I will hurt you without meaning to. Would it help if I spoke to you, would that keep your mind on me better?”  Lisa nodded, not knowing if it would help or not, but willing to try. “Master, I am not sure but it has to be better to listen to you then the thoughts that are going around in my head.” 

 

“Ok, now I am going to go as slow as I can, but I want you to listen to my voice.  I also want to tell me if I am hurting you, or you need to me to slow down for a while.  We have all night, so we don’t need to rush this.” As he was talking, he was slowing pushing himself into her warm, moist pussy.  She was still wet from her orgasms, but as he was quite big, he still needed to take it slow.  He was glad that Caitlin had been able to keep him satisfied over the last few weeks, as he had been able to resist taking Lisa before now.  He finally managed to work himself fully into her and stopped to let her become used to the feel of him.

 

Lisa felt him enter her bit by bit.  The sensation was so different and his voice was so calming, that she found herself being able to relax some and ease her shake down to just a slight tremor. She still had images of the rape in her head, but they did not seem to as loud or as clear as they had been before.  As he stayed still in her for a moment, she heard him speaking to her. “How does that feel?  Are you ok?”  “Master, thank you for being so gentle with me.  You are not hurting me, though I feel very full.”  Steve couldn’t help but smile at her comment.  He had always been rather proud of the size of his cock, a nice 9 inches long and about 3 inches around.  He had also learnt that the first time he fucked a girl, he needed to go slow and get her used to his size.  “Good, you are doing very well. Now I am going to start to move slowly and we will see how we go, Ok?”  “ Yes master.” Steve felt her again tense up a bit as he began to move within her, slowing pulling out until he was almost out of her and then a slow push back in.  While he was slowing fucking her, he used his mouth to gently nibble and suck on her nipples. He heard her start to moan softly beneath him and hoped it was in pleasure and not in fear.   He opened his eyes to see and met her eyes looking at him.  He could tell by her glazed expression that she was starting to respond to him, so he began to go a bit faster.

 

Lisa felt the movement quicken, and felt a touch of fear, that was quickly replaced by something else, something she couldn’t quite name.  She felt her breath quicken as the familiar feeling of another orgasm started to build.  As her body surrendered, she felt his cock grow larger and then the feeling of cum spurting into her.  She was glad that she was still in the throws of her orgasm as he came, as it meant that her mind was not able to overpower her with the memories of the other cocks that had cum in her body.

 

Steve felt her orgasm only moments before he came in her.  He was glad that she had been able to achieve an orgasm, as it meant that she had been able to relax her body and her mind.  He stayed where he was until she slowly opened her eyes to look at him.  “Slave, you did very well and you even managed to cum too.  How do you feel?”  Lisa blushed a little as she answered him. “I feel great master.”  She really did feel great, like a weight had been lifted off her shoulders.  “Thank you for letting me know what sex really feels like.”  Lisa felt him move away from her, thinking that he would leave her now, but was surprised to find he was just moving to lie beside her on the bed.   He stayed with her all through the night, using her body two more times before morning. Each time he fucked her a bit harder, getting her more used to the type of sex that would be expected of her. 

 

Lisa was deep in thought, when she felt a hand touch her shoulder, making her jump.  She turned to see her master, knowing that he had to be wondering why she was blushing. “Slave, you seem to have been daydreaming and by the colour of your cheeks, it must have been a good one. However, we are getting hungry and want to know when dinner will be ready.”  Lisa, being unable to speak due to the massive ball gag in her mouth, held up two fingers to indicate that the meal was almost ready.  She hoped that her little daydream would not mean having to keep the gag in longer, as she didn’t know how much longer she could stand it. She moved as fast as she could in her bound state to finish the meals and put the plates onto the table for the two men. She did not serve up her meal, as unless the gag was removed, she couldn’t eat it anyway.

 

Steve ate his meal, chatting to Justin, all the while aware of his slave kneeling beside him begging him with her eyes to remove the gag. He had almost reached down several times during the meal to remove it, but knew that having her watch them eat, would reinforce her punishment even more. Lisa waited, praying that he would have pity on her and remove the gag.  She thought he was going to do this a few times during the meal, but was disappointed each time he resumed eating. Finally he was finished eating.  “Slave, I hope you have learnt a valuable lesson tonight.  You are a slave and have to learn when to speak. I will remove the gag and cuffs now, but know that if there is a repeat of this behaviour, the gag will stay on all night. Is that understood?” Lisa nodded and felt him reach around to undo the gag and pull it from her mouth.  It was almost as hard to get out as it was to get in, but finally her mouth was free.  She tried to close her jaw and almost cried out at the pain she felt.  Once her hands were free, she massaged her aching jaw and was able to close her mouth.  She knew her jaw would be sore for a while and could imagine how it would feel after wearing it all night. 

Chapter Nine – An Explanation

 

After the meal, Steve left Justin to look after Caitlin and took his slave into her room.  Despite having had to punish her for her outburst earlier, he had been thinking about what she had said.  He decided that he needed to talk to her about what she had said. Once he entered the room he sat in Lisa down on the bed, while he sat on the chair near the bed.  “Slave, we need to talk about what happened tonight.” Lisa felt a shudder go through her at her master’s words, she had thought that he had finished his punishment, but maybe he was madder at her then she thought. She sat looking down at her hands, which she noticed had started to shake slightly. What she heard her master say next was such a surprise that she could not help but gasp.  “Slave, I do agree with what you said earlier.  Master John’s manner is certainly different to the manner of Sir Justin or myself.  I know that neither of us would wish a slave to suffer as he had made Caitlin suffer.  I suppose it is true to say that everyone is different and that is also true in the community in which we are a part of.” 

 

Lisa listened to her master talking to her and felt grateful that he was taking time to acknowledge what she had said earlier.  She had not been sure what he was thinking as he not really spoken to her after he removed the gag and cuffs.  She had eaten her meal and cleaned up while the two men had talked.  She had felt frustrated that he was ignoring her comments and was beginning to think that though he had already punished her, he was still angry with her. 

 

“I also know that today’s events must have you wondering what could lie ahead for you.  That is something I can’t answer for you.  I would like to tell you that your new master will not be someone like Master John, but that is something I can’t do.” He saw Lisa flinch as he said this, knowing that she would be terrified if she ended up in the hands of someone like John. “However, I can say that I know of many more who would be firm but not cruel.  As to your comment that you were feeling confused about the way we could treat you, I only hope that by now you know that Justin and I would never, ever treat you as Caitlin was treated.  That doesn’t mean that you may not have to suffer under the whip or satisfy us as we wish, but know that we would never totally disregard your feelings.  Everything we do is to help you become the best slave you can be and learn to enjoy your role as a slave.  Finally, yes you are being held here but I hope that the experience has not been all bad for you.  Now, I would like to you to tell me what you are thinking and before you ask, you will not be punished for what you might say.  I had to punish you earlier, as not every master or mistress will appreciate your candour, but it is just us know, and I really need to know your thoughts.”

 

Lisa paused a moment before speaking, not sure wether to tell him what she was really thinking or just what she thought he wanted to hear. The thought of wearing the ball gag all night was making her hesitate, even though he said she would not be punished.  She wanted to trust him, but the events of today made her weary of what he could do. 

 

Steve could see her hesitation and thought he knew the reason behind it.  “Slave, please believe me when I say that you will not be punished by answering me honestly. I know I threatened you with the gag if you spoke out again, but this is different.  The rest of our training time together really does depend on how much you trust me.  If you are going to doubt me and my actions, then I need to know.” 

 

Lisa again debated what to tell him and realised that she was doubting him.  She knew that despite the risk of future punishment, she had to clear the air and tell him what she was really thinking.  Taking a deep breath, she began to speak. “Master, you are right, I am finding myself wondering if I will be punished again for telling you how I am really feeling.  I hesitated, as the thought of wearing that gag all night scared me. I am sorry, master, that I did not trust your word. You have never lied to me and I forgot that for a moment.”  Lisa paused, seeing if he wanted to say something but when he remained silent, she continued. “Master, I am very grateful that you have taken the time to talk to me tonight.  I must admit that I was feeling a bit lost when you ignored me after you removed the gag.  I guess I was hoping that you would talk to me then about what I had said.  I also was starting to think that maybe all masters were like Master John deep down and maybe that is why I showed surprise at Sir’s comment. I definitely meant no disrespect and realise now that the all the shocks of today must have altered by thinking for a short time.  You and Sir have never treated me cruelly.  I have felt fear at some of the things you have wanted me to do, but you both have always tried to guide me through that fear. In fact, in a strange way I have felt safer here than I have done in last eight months, no longer having to look over my shoulder or wonder who might be watching me. I have been given the help I needed to talk about my rape and have been able to begin to believe that I will be able to leave it in my past.  Master, I hope that you no longer doubt my trust in you” Lisa stopped talking, realising that she had said a lot more than she had intended. 

 

Steve was pleased to hear Lisa speaking honestly to him.  He had worried that he had frightened her too much with the threat of the gag.  There was always a fine line between punishment and abuse and he had been worried he had pushed her too far. 

He also knew how important good communion was to a slave/master relationship.  “Thank you slave for being honest with me. I am glad that we were able to discuss what we were thinking. If I had felt that you were lying to me, I wasn’t sure how the next few weeks training would have been.  It may sound strange to you, but by you reacting honestly to each experience, we are better able to help you cope.  I know that we have pushed you hard and that we will continue to push you over the rest of your time here, but it is all for your own good.  I would not be a good trainer if I did not send you out with the best possible training that I could give you. Don’t you agree?”

 

“Yes master, I do understand what you are saying.  Though I am scared of what the future holds for me when I must leave here, I can see that you are trying to help me be a success.”  Lisa had only recently begun to think beyond her training and start to worry about what might happen to her.  If she was lucky enough to get a master who treated her like she was treated here, than she knew she could survive but if it was someone like Master John, than she really didn’t know how she would cope.

 

Steve saw Lisa bite her bottom lip, meaning that she was worrying about something. “Slave, you are still worried about something, what is it?”  Lisa was once again struck by how well he knew her, almost seeming to read her mind at times. “Master, I was just thinking about how I would cope if my new master was someone who was like Master John. I know that as a slave, I would have to do whatever my new master says, but ……” she found herself unable to finish.  She felt her eyes start to fill with tears and her lip tremble as she thought about what a terrible life it would be. 

 

Steve saw Lisa start to cry and could almost taste her fear. Most girls he had trained had expressed some fear over their future master or mistress, however none had faced the experiences that Lisa had either before or after being captured.  He usually took only a passing interest in where the slaves he had trained went, preferring to concentrate on the next girl he had to train.  He occasionally saw one of his trained slaves at parties, but often never saw them again.  He knew, however, that this time it would be different. He was doing what he had been told never to do, and that was to not get personally involved with the girl he was training. He had never in all the years he had trained girls broken this rule and had been able to quickly forget each girl as he moved onto the next.  He didn’t think this made him cold, only professional. Now he found himself in a situation he was not sure how he would get out of, or even if he wanted to.  He pulled Lisa into a hug as she cried, feeling her body shake with her sobs. Oh boy, he thought, I could really be in trouble here.

 

Chapter Ten – Reflections

 

Meanwhile, Justin was thinking similar things as he gently rubbed more ointment into Caitlin’s back and bottom.  He was pleased to see that a lot of the swelling was starting to come down and that there was no sign of any infection yet.  He knew, though, that it was still early days, and that any of the cuts could still become infected.  He had given her more pain killers and could see that she was sleeping.  He knew that in the short time he had known Caitlin he had come to respect her as a doctor and to care for her as a woman.  She had done all that she could to please him. He knew that at first she had been acted out of fear of punishment, and after what he had seen today, he could understand that fear. However, he had been noticing a change in her lately, and even if she had not been fully relaxed she had had moments when she seemed to be free of worry or fear. 

 

He thought back to the first time he had been with her.  It was a few days after she had been with them, and Steve had agreed to let her spend the night with him. He had led her to sit on the bed and could see a flicker of fear in her eyes as she waited for him to do something.

 

Caitlin could sense that tonight Sir would want more than just a blowjob and tried not to tense up while she waited on the bed. She really didn’t think she had any need to fear what would happen, but she found it hard to leave behind the fear she always felt when Master John used her body.  He was a cruel man and in all the time she had spent with him, she had never felt anything but pain after he had finished with her.

 

“Slave, I am sure you have realised that I want more from you tonight.  I can see that you are looking scared, do you think I want to harm you?”  Caitlin looked up in surprise, not expecting the concern she heard in his voice. In fact, she was so used to her feelings being ignored, that she was shocked that Sir had even noticed her nervousness.  “No sir, I don’t think you intend to harm me, I am just feeling a bit nervous as I don’t know what you will expect of me.”  Caitlin did not know if she had said too much, thinking that if she had even thought of speaking to Master John in this manner, he would send her flying across the room.   He never wanted to hear what she was thinking unless it was to express how much pain he was causing her. 

 

Justin bent down, so that he was at the same level as Caitlin was, and took her hands in his.  As Caitlin felt him hold her hands, her first impulse was to pull away from him but she managed to calm herself down and let him hold her. Justin felt her brief resistance before she let her hands lay in his. ‘Slave, I need you to relax.” He gently squeezed her hands and was pleased when he felt her give a slight squeeze back.  “I am going to tie you up but as this is the first time we will be together, I won’t make it anything too extreme.”  He felt her tense up again when he mentioned wanting to tie her up but she did not say anything.  “Slave, tell me what you are thinking?” 

 

Caitlin was not used to being asked to share her feeling. “Sir, I will do my best to please you.” “Slave I am sure you will but that is not what I asked you.  I want to know your feelings.”   Caitlin tried again, this time actually thought about what she was feeling before she answered.  “Sorry sir, I am not used to sharing my feelings.  I am just a bit worried about how you might tie me up.”  Caitlin still did not tell him her real feelings, but this was still more than she had ever told anyone before.

 

“Thank you slave, I want you to trust me. I would like you to turn around on the bed and put your hands behind your back.”  Caitlin did as she was told, although she really hated being tied up. Unlike most of the girls chosen to be trained, she was not really submissive.  She had fought hard against her training when she was first captured, but over time she had come to the conclusion that to fight was to get hurt.  Once she was with Master John, she knew that she could do nothing to stop him.  If he wanted to hurt her, he hurt her.  If he wanted to fuck her, he fucked her.  Her life was no longer her own and she knew that she just had to accept it. With a sigh, she turned and lifted her arms.  She waited for the pain of having her arms tied, not sure if he would tie her as tightly as Master John did. She hoped that he wouldn’t, but knew she had no control over what he might do.  She wondered what was taking him so long, when she felt him touch her shoulder. She willed herself to remain calm, knowing that whatever he might do could be no worse than what had been done to her a hundred times over.

 

Justin had stood watching her for a few moments, her arms held out behind her, her head bowed down. He was trying to work out what was so different about this slave.  He knew that she had been a slave for a while and wondered if this was the difference he was sensing.  He had really only worked with new girls, either in training or just finished.  That meant that the girls were usually nervous and often eager to please but because they were also selected because of their submissiveness, they were often also discovering their true nature. This would lead to many girls being curious about what was happening to them.  He realised that this was missing, this feeling of wanting to be dominated that so many of the girls he trained had come to recognise in themselves.  He wondered if Caitlin had ever felt this, remembering what Steve had told him about her capture. Justin took her wrists in his hands and began to tie them securely but not too tightly.  He moved the rope up to tie her elbows, noting that her elbows were flexible enough to meet but not making them join as he wanted her to be able to stay in the tie for a while.

 

Caitlin felt him begin to tie her wrists and then her elbows.  She was relieved when he did not make her elbows meet, knowing how painful that tie eventually could become. She noted that unlike Master John, he was not tying her too tightly, though she remembered he had said that he would not be too extreme tonight.  Caitlin felt him begin to wind more rope around her chest, looping around her body several times both above and below her breasts.  She tested the amount of movement that she had and was pleased to note that like her arms, the rope was firm but not overly tight. 

 

Justin could feel her body trembling slightly as he tied a piece of rope at the side of her breast, pulling the rope above and below her breasts together.  He repeated the same on the other side and then turned her around on the bed to face him. He noticed that Caitlin had no expression on her face, just staring out in front of her. He used another piece of rope between her breasts, making what almost looked like a rope bra. He pulled that rope a bit tighter, wanting to get some kind of response from her.

 

Caitlin had managed to block out what he was doing, until she felt him pull the rope tighter between her breasts.  She could not help but give a small groan and looked to see him smiling at her.  “Slave, I am glad that you are still with me. I like to hear some response to what I am doing.”  Caitlin thought for a moment that he was upset with her, but his smile showed her he wasn’t. She was used to keeping her emotions to herself, knowing that Master John would use any weakness against her. If he knew she did not like something or if it caused her pain, he would make sure that he repeated it over and over again.

 

Justin had seen her reaction when he had spoken to her and saw the flash of fear that had come into her eyes. He could see that she was still looking at him now with some sign of life in her eyes, though she was still far from an open book.  He reached out to touch one of her nipples, again feeling a flinch as he touched her.  He pinched her nipple, feeling it grow harder beneath his fingers.  He heard her make a small moan, not sure if she really meant it or not.  He did the same to the other nipple and heard a similar moan as before.  He pinched harder; this time hearing what he knew was a real moan. 

 

Caitlin had thought that she should show some reaction, after his comment.  She thought she was sounding convincing, though his fingers on her nipples at first really caused her no reaction.  When he pinched her nipple harder, she realised her moan was real, and wondered if he had noticed. She knew that she was risking pissing him off, but couldn’t think of what else to do.  She didn’t know how her remaining silent would make him react either. 

 

Justin pinched her other nipple harder again, causing her to moan for real again.  At least he now had a better idea of her pain level.  “Spread your legs for me slave.” Caitlin opened her legs, spreading each foot to the side of the bed.  She felt him gently rub her pussy and slowly work his fingers into her.  She hoped he would continue to go slowly, as she was not very wet.  She often found that her fear kept her dry but Master John had never worried about this, seeming to get pleasure out of making her suffer as he fucked her.   Though she was not feeling the same fear with Sir Justin, the uncomfortable feeling of being tied up meant that she was still fairly dry.

 

Justin was surprised at how dry she was, expecting to feel the wetness he usually felt when he was with a trainee slave.  Most of the girls found that their bodies reacted to the stimulation of being tied, either if their minds didn’t.  However, this was different.  He removed his hand and sat back to look at Caitlin. Caitlin, realising that he had removed his hand and was looking at her, started to shake. She did not know why he had stopped but was starting to think he was not happy, and she would soon suffer because of it.    

 

“Slave, you really don’t want to do this, do you?”  Caitlin wondered how she should answer him. “Sir, I don’t know what you mean. I will do whatever you say.”  Justin knew that this was not what she was really thinking.  “Slave, you know that is not what I mean, I want to know what you are really feeling.”  Caitlin thought about what to say, was this a trick or did he truly want to know. Thinking that she had nothing to loose, she decided to tell him what he seemed to really want to hear. “Sir, you have treated me very well but I really don’t like being tied up.” Caitlin paused, thinking that if he were going to turn then this would be when it could happen.  When he remained sitting quietly she continued.  “I have learnt over the years to endure it, knowing that to fight was useless.” 

 

Justin now understood why she had pretended to like what he was doing. As she had said, she was simply enduring what he was doing to her. “Slave, please stand up” Caitlin started to feel nervous at this sudden change, wondering if she had said too much and he was going to punish her.  Justin, sensing her fears, said, “Slave I am not upset with you,” Once she was standing, he removed her ropes and massaged her shoulders. He then led her through to a large bathroom, beautifully decorated in blue and white.  In one corner was a large spa bath and it was to this that she was led. 

 

Caitlin relaxed when she saw the spa. “Do you like spa baths?  I do, I often find that they help me to relax and when I have to make a decision, this is where I like to go.”  Caitlin had not had a spa bath for a very long time and never in one a beautiful as this. “Sir, I have not had a spa in a long time, but it does look very nice. Would you like me to undress you, sir, so that you can enjoy your spa?” Caitlin had just assumed that he would want her to bathe him.  Master John never let her enjoy a bath, making her always use the shower, and even that was timed so that she never got to relax.  

 

“Yes that would be good, then we can both take some time to relax before we return to the bedroom.”  Caitlin was not sure if he meant for them both to use the spa and must have looked confused. “What is wrong, do you not want to share the spa with me?” “Sir, I would love to share the spa with you. I was just not sure if that is want you meant. I mean I never….. Master John wouldn’t let me….” Caitlin found it hard to speak, dealing with emotions that she had thought she had buried a long time ago. 

 

She had become very good at blocking her feelings, knowing that if she let herself think too much about what was happening to her, she would drown.  She knew this was not healthy, but it was the only way she could cope with the constant abuse she suffered.  Now, this man she had only known for a few days was threatening to unblock these feelings. 

 

Justin watched as Caitlin fought not to cry, not knowing why taking a simple bath would cause such a reaction.  He was not one of those masters who wanted simple obedience from a slave.  He actually preferred it when he knew if the girl liked something or not. This would not usually stop him doing whatever he planned to do, but it did help him to know how to make the experience a less traumatic one then it could have been.  “Slave, I am not sure why you so upset, or at least trying hard not to be so upset.  Please tell me.” 

 

“Sir, I …I, this is just not something I am used to.  I have not been allowed to bathe since, well before….”  Justin began to understand what was causing her reaction.  “Do you mean to say that you have not been in a bath since before you were trained?” “Yes sir, Master John does not like me to use the bath.”  At this, Caitlin found that she could no longer contain her tears, and felt all the misery of the past three years wash over her. She did not know it at the time, but she had actually crumbled onto the floor and lay sobbing, before she was lifted and placed into the spa.  The soothing water was the first thing she felt, followed by the feeling of strong arms around her waist.  She realised she was sitting in the spa, with Sir sitting behind her.

 

Justin held her as her sobs slowed and then finally eased.   He had found himself thinking about his years as a trainer, hoping that this was not the way the girls he had trained felt. He had always felt that although the girls were brought to him by force, that by the time they left, most would not go back to their old lives if they had a choice.  “Slave, relax and let the water soothe you. When you are ready, we will talk about what just happened, but for now relax.”

 

Caitlin tried to do as Sir said, but after so long not doing anything to please herself, found it hard. She was not sure what had happened, how she had ended up in the spa. She wanted to ask, but had been trained too well not to speak.  She could feel Sir rubbing her back and shoulders, trying to relax her.  What it was doing, though, was making her tense up again, ready for the next attack.  Justin felt her tense up.  Finally he stopped and turned her around so he could see her.  “Ok, so this is not really helping you, is it?  I had hoped that a spa would relax you enough so that we could both enjoy our time together.” 

 

Caitlin could not believe what she was hearing. Enjoy our time together, that was what he had said.  For the first time in years, she felt herself getting angry.  How could he think that anything about her life was enjoyable.  Justin saw the change in her, a spark came into her eyes that had not been there before.  He did not know what he had said had caused this reaction, but he liked it. At least now he might really get to know what she thought. “Slave, you seem angry, tell me what have I done to make you angry.  And don’t worry, you can say what you feel without the threat of punishment.” 

 

Caitlin felt her anger build and spurred on by what he had said, started to speak. “Enjoy out time together, that is what you said. How do you think I could do that?   I am a slave, I have no rights, I have no choice in what is done to me.  I just do what I am told and hope that I will make it through each day without too much pain or humiliation.  Even when I am allowed to treat a patient, I have constant reminders of what I am. If I could, I would run from this so called life and never look back. You have no idea how awful my life is.  You just get to order girls around, not caring how they feel or what they really want to do.  I hate you all”.  Caitlin suddenly stopped; shocked at her outburst.   For a moment she had felt like her old self but now she realised what she had said and didn’t know what to do. Not since her early days of capture had she spoken like she just did, and that had got her a severe punishment. She started to tremble, waiting for the pain that she was sure was coming. 

 

Justin was shocked by the strength of her emotions.  He knew now that she was not meant to be a slave, that she had never feel any pleasure out of the life chosen for her.  He saw her cower before him, all of her anger gone, replaced again by fear. He reached out to grab her hand, causing her to jump. “Sshh, it is ok.  I am not angry with you. I just feel so sad that that is how you view your life.  I don’t know how your master treats you, but I promise while you are here, I will try to let you see another side to being a slave.  I know you don’t believe me, but will you let me try?” 

 

Caitlin could not believe that not only was he not going to punish her, he was actually being very nice to her. “Sir, please do not tell Master Steve or Master John what I just said. I don’t know what came over me, I’m sorry Sir.” Caitlin knew that if Master John heard of her outburst, she would be severely punished. She could hardly think for the fear that he would find out.  “Slave, I will keep this between us, if you wish, but I would like to tell Master Steve. I just think that the more we know about you the better your time here with us can be.”  “Thank you Sir, I should not have said what I did. I will not do that again, I promise.”  “Slave, I will not tell your master, so long as you try to relax for me.  Do you think you can do that?”

 

Caitlin felt her fear lessen but was not sure if she could relax as much as he wanted her to. “I will try but I don’t know why you care so about what I think and feel Sir?  I am here as a slave to serve you and I will do whatever you say. What I feel or think had never been considered before.”  Justin was again shocked by Caitlin’s comments. “Slave, I know that you will do what I tell you, but I have always tried to communicate with my slaves.  Without communication, I may as well have a blow up doll. You may not believe this, but I have had girls thank me for training them and allowing them to explore a part of themselves they never knew existed.”

 

“Then call me a blow up doll, that is what I feel like most of the time.  I do believe that some people are naturally submissive and that some girls, particularly young girls, would be more open to the training you provide.  However, I was not young or submissive. I did not have someone like you to train me, wanting to communicate my feelings with them. I had men forcing me to conform, making me do what I didn’t want to do, beating any spirit out of me.  Until I came here, that was my life and will continue to be my life, once I leave here.  I can’t begin to think there might be hope of a better life.  I can’t, it is just too hard.”