Cassie's Secret
Chapter Twelve
"OK Charlie, the test started 30 minutes ago. There are some
things you must know. I really do love you. During the next
two days you are going to have plenty of reasons to doubt
that. I can not be nice to you, I must be pretty awful. If
you forget this conversation, I can not remind you. You are
going to be used, terribly used. If you forget what I have
told you, you will think I hate you. See being a Goddess is
demanding for me too. I am going to be a real bitch. No
sweetness, Charlie, a real bitch. Yep, I will be your Bitch
Goddess and you will be my complete slave. You will mean
nothing to me. But Charlie, the bottom line is, I love you.
I am renaming you, Toilet. Cool uh? Sooo-----Toilet, eat
the rest of my shit out of the commode."
I looked in the commode, there were three large turds and
several smaller ones. I knew I was going to need to see
Cassie's gorgeous body again before I attempted to eat all
of that. I looked back, Cassie was gone and the door was
closed. I turned back to the commode. It looked awful, the
scent was worse than the appearance. I put my hand in the
cold water and wrapped my fingers around a turd. I brought
it clear of the water and gagged. I hesitated. I wondered
if I could just flush all of it and tell her I ate it.
Then I remembered what she said about lying. I brought her
shit to my mouth. The stink was sickening. It seemed like
I had lock jaw. I concentrated on Cassie's beauty and got
my mouth to open. If you think opening your mouth is easy
with stinking shit in your hand, try it! I knew the only
way I could go through with this was just to do it. I
cramed it in my mouth, crushed it and swallowed. It was
bitter and had a strong bile taste. As bad as the taste
was, the scent was worse. The first time I had the presence
of Cassie's beautiful body. This time there was only me, a
commode, and lots of shit. I put my hand back in the commode
and brought out another turd and did the same thing. I got
the third one and dispensed with it also. It hit my stomach
like a ton of bricks. I gagged. I could feel myself getting
sick. If it was this bad going down, think about how it would
be coming back up. I looked in the commode there were several
smaller turds. I gathered a handful and used my fingers to put
her shit in my mouth just like using a chip in dip. I just kept
eating until the bowl was clean. I felt sick at my stomach.
I know Cassie said I would not vomit. I still felt like I would.
I wish I could. The door opened and Cassie reappeared.
"Well Toilet, enjoy your meal?" She said in a flippant voice
and a toss of her beautiful hair. "It is so nice to have a
personal toilet. I will not have to wipe anymore. That stuff is
disgusting. You will get use to it though. In a short while you
will not remember what it was like to be a man. You will think
of yourself as a toilet for a Goddess. I think the transformation
is awesome. The fact that I can do it to you proves I am a real
Goddess."
"You stink, like really smell badly, must be something you ate."
She laughted at her joke.
I did not laugh. Cassie looked different. She was still beautiful
but in a hard way. Gone were the happy girlish features that made
her appear so sweet. This Cassie did not appear sweet at all. Her
manerisms fit her looks too. I then noticed, hey it is just the
way she applied her make up. I told myself she was still the same
sweet person. She quickly proved me wrong.
"Clean up, I want to ride you."
I used mouthwash, brushed my teeth, used mouthwash again. I could
still taste and smell her shit. Maybe it was my imagination.
I left the bathroom and walked over to Cassie.
"Hey, Toilet Pony, you know the position."
I dropped to all fours, she quickly straddled me sitting down
rather hard. She had no clothes on, I could feel the heat of
her pussy on my back. My scratches were already burning. She
reached behind her and pinched my ass with her nails.
"Getty up Toilet," she said with a wicked laugh. She rode me
around awhile.
"I know what we must do, it is really cool, you will love it!
Put your clothes on."
She got off me and I started getting dressed.
"I have to pee first, assume the position, Toilet."
Cassie's voice had changed. It was not sweet, it was demanding.
Everything she said was an order. I told myself it was just an
act as I sit on the floor and tilted my head back. She straddled
my face with the same demeanor that she would approach a commode.
I looked up she did not even look at me just started pissing as
soon as my mouth covered her pussy. There was no loving here.
She was using me and wanted me to know it. Her air was one of
superiority. I pressed on her leg so she would stop the flow and
permit me to catch up on swallowing and take a breath.
"Hurry up Toilet, I can not tell that you are improving at all.
I expect you to keep up!"
I pressed again and the flow came out with force. I was able to
keep up but just barely. I was thankful I did not have to stop
her again. I licked her as soon as she stopped. She raised up
and looked me straight in the eyes. No sweet smile, no giggle,
just something like she might look at gum on her shoe. She would
have looked at the yellow color in the commode with more serenity.
I finished dressing. She was ready to go too. I started to say
something, she stopped me.
"Toilets do not talk to me, I do not talk to toilets." She said
in her best haughty voice.
We went to the car without talking. I opened the door for her,
she got in without even a glance at me. When we started to leave
I put my hand on her leg as I have done before.
"No Toilet." She looked at me, daggers could have come from her
eyes and I would not have been surprised.
"Don't ever touch me like that again, I am a Goddess, you are
a toilet."
She stopped at a park, there were several people walking around,
some setting on the park benches.
"One of the guys we met with Monday told me about this park.
He said he comes here often. Maybe we will see him."
The way she said that made me wonder if I wanted to see him or
not. It turned out, I did not. I walked around to open her
door for her.
"Turn around ang get on your knees, toilet pony." She said
with a sneer.
I was speechless.
"Now slave."
With a quick punch she hit me in the stomach with her fist.
I never seen it coming. She hit hard knocking the breath out
of me.
"Toilet, you had best learn, when I give an order, you do it."
I turned around and got on my knees.
"Put your arms in the air." I obeyed instantly.
She grabbed my hands and mounted my shoulders.
"Getty up Toilet," she half giggled, half sneered.
I started carrying her on my shoulders. We drew a lot of
attention. Some laughs, several remarks that I heard in
passing. This was mostly due to Cassie's air as she rode me.
She did not make it appear to be fun and games. She made it
appear to be Mistress and slave. I also heard things like,
"She could ride on my shoulders anytime". She ignored them.
I heard someone say. "Would you look at that, I can't
believe they allow stuff like that in this park."
Cassie would look at flowers, trees, small animals directing
me to go wherever she wanted to look. She was using me just
like one uses a horse. I could feel the heat from her pussy
I knew she was aroused even though she appeared nonchalant.
She rode me for quite a while.
"Turn left at the next walk, I see a hotdog stand."
Good, I thought, I could use a rest. I carried her to the stand.
"Two hot dogs, and do you have any hay for my pony?"
She asked the vendor.
"No but if he gets tired, I volunteer to be your pony."
"I have a lot of volunteers for that job, so many that I can't
get to you. So sorry," she said in a voice that said she was
not sorry at all.
"Two Cokes too." She ordered.
She got off my shoulders and I paid the vendor. We ate our
hotdogs in quiet.
"Help me up, Toilet," she said.
I hoped no one heard her. Seems that whether I am embarassed
is not one of her considerations.
"Over there." She pointed to the toilets.
She rode me over and dismounted. She went in.
"Well Toilet get yourself in here. You do not expect me to use
a public toilet when I have my porta potty with me, do you?
Why do you think I allowed you to serve me. Goddesses do not
sit on public toilets. They use a wothhless man."
I looked around, seeing no one, I quickly ducked inside.
"Well," she said.
I got on the floor and unfastened her shorts, pulled them and
her panties down. I wedged my head between her legs and put my
mouth over her pussy. Instantly she started to pee. I swallowed
her piss in big gulps. I could not keep up and had to breathe.
I pushed on her leg.
"Really Toilet, I am not going to take much more of your
interupting my piss. By now, with all of your training you should
be drinking as fast as I am pissing! If you have any real interest
in serving me, that is."
I heard the door open and a loud intake of air. The intake was
not Cassie's.
"Well I never!"
I looked up just finishing off the remainder of Cassie's piss.
The woman was about 45 and the worse for wear. She was the same
person who earlier voiced a complaint about my serving Cassie
as her pony I could hold my tongue no longer.
"I don't doubt it." I said.
Cassie burst out laughing. She was already giggling. The lady
gave a, "haumpf", sound and entered a stall. I helped Cassie
with her clothes. I Helped her on my shoulders and we departed
with Cassie still rolling over laughing.
She rode me over the park, every once in a while she would giggle.
She kept moving around on me, I could feel her heat. I think I was
even feeling moisture in addition to perspiration. My sweat was
causing the scratches to burn too.
"I am ready to go to my room, slave." She told me in her superior
tone.
I headed towards the car. I took her to her side and helped her
dismount. Yep, her shorts were wet in the crotch. She saw me look.
"Lick me," Toilet, she ordered.
I looked around. I moved my face to her crotch. The door hid most
of us in the area I wanted to be hidden. She quickly slid her shorts
and panties down.
"Lick my pussy, Toilet, I am so wet."
I gave her pussy a couple good licks and put my mouth over her and
sucked. I got a good amout of her cum. She moved back and pulled
her clothes back up. I do not think anyone knew what just transpired.
I got in and we sped back to the motel. Cassie parked and I opened
her door, droping to my knees.
"No, I won't embarass you at our motel slave."
I raised up then thought. Hey, she is my Goddess, who cares what
the people here think.
"Please, my Goddess, allow me to carry you inside."
She looked at me, her expression softened for a few seconds.
"That is sweet Char--, I mean Toilet. Maybe you are fit to serve me."
She got on my shoulders and I carried her inside. She was giggling
again. We made quite an entrance. Everyone in the lobby saw us.
We entered the elevator with Cassie still on my shoulders and me
bent double. I took her to her room, she jumped down and we went
inside.
"Hurry Charlie, I want to fuck until dinner time."
I hurried, I was ready to eat pussy. I was tired from carrying
her around but my tongue was to thick to talk. I took a quick
shower, shaved and rushed back to Cassie. She was laying on the
bed waiting for me. She waved to me, arm outstretched, bending
only her fingers, then pointed to her pussy. My head obeyed.
In seconds my tongue was obtaing pleasure from licking the worlds
sweetest pussy. No matter what she did to me, I was never leaving
this pussy. I was bring her cum into my mouth with every lick.
I know the more I eat Cassie, the more I want to. I find myself
eating her out, never thinking of anything except her pleasure.
I concentrated on every tongue movement, every lick, every move
of my lips on hers. My hands and fingers are just instruments of
pleasure for her. She allowed me to play for a little while then,
once again, got serious with her face fucking. She raised up,
holding on to my hands. My nose went in her ass just for a second
before she turned around placing her knees on the muscle of both my
arms. She begin to do some serious face fucking Whe she would come
forward most of her weight was on my arm muscles. It hurt. It was
all I could do to keep from crying out. I did not want to disturb
her pleasure. Nor did I want her to think I could not handle it.
I could tell by the expressions on her face that she was in a
sexual world of her own. I just concentrated on giving her all the
pleasure I could. Her first orgasm came pretty quick as she
climaxed her nails went up my sides. She was a tiger when she was
like this. I ignored the pain and kept on giving her pleasure.
She relaxed a little and I started to lick her gently.
"Get on your knees and tilt your head way back. Yeah, like that."
She went on all fours and backed her ass hole over my nose.
"Lick my pussy, Toilet."
It is good that I have a long tongue. I could not breathe at all
through my nose, her cum wasn't making mouth breathing easy either.
I grabbed a hold of her and helped her as she started to move her
ass on my nose and her pussy on my mouth. I had never been in this
position but I was trying to make it as pleasurable for Cassie as I
could. I must have been doing a good job considering her moans of
pleasure and her cum flow. She returned laying on her back. I quickly
put my mouth over her pussy. She closed her thighs on my face and
squeezed. As she did this I could see her mouth with lower lip out,
the corners of her mouth down turned a little. I could see more
bottom teeth than upper teeth. I must be losing my mind because I
thought how I would like to feel those teeth on my skin. More then
once a thought has crossed my mind. Is she training me just for
her pleasure toy, just something to use. The scary part is the
thought that follows, would I really mind if she were.
She fucked and fucked me. I do not know how one little lady can
make so much cum, or fuck so long, and regenerate so quickly.
I wish I knew how many orgasms she had in my mouth.
"I got to pee." Was all she said.
I was already to drink her piss. She did not piss as hard in
my mouth as she had earlier. I found that when she pissed like
that I could keep up. She finished with out my having to stop her.
I was pleased with that.
"Get ready to take me to dinner, we will eat downstairs."
"May I bathe you Goddess," I asked.
"Yes you may."
I got on all fours to give her a ride to the bathroom. She slid
off the bed on to my back British side saddle style. She hurried
me along while I was bathing her. She said she was hungry.
When we were ready to go eat, she stood there looking at me.
It dawned on me what she wanted. I bend over and she got on my
shoulders. She rode me to the restaurant/lounge.
When we entered I heard several comments. Most were flattering
to her, less so about me. The waiter took us to our table like
he had seen this everyday. I seated Cassie and I started to sit.
"No slave, get under the table, I am going to use you for my
foot rest."
I crawled under the table facing Cassie. She put her legs on my
back. Her white pantied crotch was beautiful. The waiter took
her order and came back with her wine.
"This is really delish wine, tell me how you like it later."
She said to me, with a giggle.
Her food came and Cassie took her time about eating, shifting
her legs on my back frequently. Someone was being seated at
the table next to us.
"That is the couple I was telling you about in the bathroom
at the park this afternoon. I swear she was using him for
her toilet and he was enjoying it."
"I can understand that the man said."
By the ensuing conversation, I do not believe he said the
politically correct thing.
Cassie finished her meal. I paid the bill and left a generous
tip for the waiter. Cassie got on my shoulders and we exited
amid whistles and catcalls from the patrons. When we got
outside the lounge, Cassie said.
"Can you believe that was the same woman who saw us in the
bathroom. That is so funny. Betcha we made her day! Toilet,
get down I want a pony ride."
I got down on my hands and knees, right there in the lobby
between the lounge and the motel. How much had I changed in
so short a time. Has she changed me, or have I always been
like this and did not realize it. Just waiting for the right
lady to come into my life and take complete charge of it.
Cassie was in charge, I knew it. The test would pass, Cassie's
control would be there forever. She straddled my back.
"Getty up. I want to ride you up the stairs."
The floor of the stairs was concrete with a thin plastic
covering. It was hard and rough. As soon as my hands touched it
I knew I was in for a painful trip. Before I got to our rooms
my hands and knees were feeling raw. When we got to the top
Cassie said.
"I want to go back down, I forgot to go to that little store
down there."
Without a word I turned and started down the stairs with Cassie
on my back. Riding me down the stairs she put her feet on my
shoulders, her hands on my ass and leaned backwards. Each step
was painful now. I did not complain but endured the pain for
Cassie. When we got to the 1st floor Cassie got off.
"Wait for me here." She said and walked away. I watched the
world's most fantastic ass until she was out of sight.
I waited and in a few minutes she returned with a small sack
of things she had purchased. I was setting on the stairs looking
at my poor skinned knees and hands.
"Charlie, that looks bad, lets take the elevator up."
I did not argue. A well dressed Goddess and a man with holes in
both knees of his pants got on the elevator and rode to the 4th
floor.
"Hurry Toilet."
Cassie said as I walked into my room. I got undressed, threw my
pants in the trash and doctored my hands and knees. They were
skinned pretty bad. I looked at my arms. There were large bruises
where Cassie had her knees on me. My sides had nail marks all the
way up. I turned to look at my back in the mirror, Yeah, more
scratches. My neck was not that good. She was high maintenance all
right. I must be out of my mind. She is inflicting all kinds of
pain on me and I keep coming back for more. She has done things
to me that I never even fantasized about in my wildest dreams.
Medicine or no, her waste had to be harmful to my body. I do not
know why I am not already sick. I have about 36 hours to go of
this torture. Sometimes I think about giving up. I have drink
enough of her piss to float a battleship, and swallowed enough
of her cum to repopulate China. I went back to her room with
the mental state that I was not giving up. I have dreamed of
having a Goddess like Cassie, well not even that pretty. I never
knew anyone could be that pretty! All of my life it has been my
dream. So Whatever Cassie wants, Cassie can have, short of my
life that is. Or was she taking that a little at a time.
"Hey, Toilet, are you not hungry and thirsty? Get yourself
in here. I have something for you."
She punctuated that with a wicked laugh. I don't think she
has to be concerned with, "Being to good to me". I must be
crazy.
"Hey, there you are!" She said as I entered her room.
I have to use you Toilet. I tried to eat some foods that
will intensify your gourmet eating pleasure. I even had
some candied yams, they're not my favorite food, but they
will help you realize exactly what you are being used for.
Toilet get down, I have to pee. I am sooo glad I had not
went potty for a couple days. I was concerned at first,
but I guess it was my gardian angel looking over my
shoulder and knowing I would have a really good toilet
today. Well hurry Toilet! Sometimes I think you do not
want to, like really be my toilet. You want your Godddess
to have a human toilet don't you."
She puncuated thoes statements with a Wicked laugh.
I got down on my knees and Cassie stradled my face. She
seemed to be enjoying this to much. I remember the tears
when I entered into this test thing. There were no tears
now. They were replaced with, laughs, giggles, and even
taunts. Everytime she humiliated me her pussy would warm
up 20 degrees. She was getting off on it. Her pissing
and my drinking was becoming automatic.
"Here Toilet, take this medicine, you will need it!"
She did not force the piss out and I was keeping up. I
knew what the medicine was for. I do not know how she
knew about it. In fact I never even thought about that
until now.
"I am drinking a lot, just so you can have the pleasure
of doing that more, arn't I sweet? I know how you love
drinking from my pretty pussy. Well after I have used you,
I am going to let you have a new pussy experience! Don't
you just love having your very own Goddess to worship?"
I licked her when she was finished.
"I have to take a dump too, you said you were hungry,
welll, I hope so. I am going to give you your choice on
how you want to eat it. I will go in the commode and you
can eat it out, or I will shit directly into your mouth
and on your face."
She ended with a very haughty, "How do you want it?"
"I want to see your gorgeous ass while I am doing this.
I will take it directly in the mouth. Also you said you
did not like to sit on public toilets. I agree, a Goddess
should have her very on private toilet available at all times."
"Lay down on the bathroom floor."
I did as she commanded.
"Place your elbows on your chest and make a seat with your hands."
I did that and she sat. My hands and face was supporting her
weight. She wrapped one of the shower towels around her waist.
I knew what that was for. I well remembered the awful stench
before. She cut lose a fart, followed by another. Her body was
moving with laughter. How could she be so amused when I was
being so tortured? Words can not describe how badly her farts
stunk. I had little time to fret over them because something
far worse happened. I felt her turd push into my open mouth.
My mouth was opened wide. I strained to open more, it still
touched my lips as it entered my mouth. I began squishing it
with my tongue and swallowing. It was being forced out
covering my nostrils. I could not breath. I breathed hard
through my nose, all that did was take some of her shit up
my nose. I was starting to panic. My mouth was full, my nose
was full. She raised up.
"Hurry and swallow, Toilet, don't choke on my shit yet! I want
use of you for a while longer!"
I quickly swallowed and took a deep breath, a lot of methane,
foul odor, but some oxygen too. A couple breaths and she sat
back on my face and I got more to eat. I lost count of the
amount I ate. Way before the end I was just eating as fast
as I could hoping to breathe again. Cassie was not being at
all sympathetic.
"Lick me good, Toilet. You have let that stinky stuff get
on my ass. When you finish with your tongue, wash me with
soap and water too. I sure don't want that awful shit on me!
Get yourself cleaned up, be sure and clean your mouth really,
really good. It is going to spend a lot of time on my pussy,
so it had better be clean."
She walked out and closed the door like she owned the world,
leaving me in her filth. I just had to look in the mirror,
I instantly wished I had not. I had her shit all over my face.
Cassie is beautiful outside, inside is pure shit. I started
to clean myself up. Before I was finished Cassie was calling
to me.
"Charlie, I am getting the cramps from my period. You can
stop them if you will."
"Of course, Cassie, I will do anything for you." I said as
I walked into the room.
Cassie smiled her sweet smile.
"You are so good to me, no matter what I do to you, you
always are ready to do something sweet for me. Put your
mouth over my pussy and suck. Keep sucking until my flow
starts really heavy."
I did not have to ask what she wanted me to do when I
started receiving her discharge. She was thinking of my
mouth as just a convenient place for her bodily waste.
I place my mouth over her and started sucking. She started
putting pressure on her abdomen with her hands. I sucked
for a long time before I got clots, blood and slimy stuff
in my mouth. It did not stink as badly as her shit, but
tasted worse. I looked up at her, she had the sweetest smile.
"You are really good, Char-- ur, Toilet. The pain is gone
already! I love you for that! Menses are so hard on me most
of the time. I have had the cramps so bad that I would almost
bend over. I am glad you want to serve me in this manner. I
will allow you to suck and swallow more when I need more
relief. Meantime, I will simply adore your tongue keeping
my pretty little pussy clean. Go to it Toilet!"
